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Back in England.
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Jul 18, 2007 9:37 pm
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Well this time I've been away nearly a month and it's been quite an interesting time away.
I find my lives so seperate between the way I live it here and the way I live it back in Asia - the disparity always gives me perspective on what really matters in life.
I've come back to a flood of invitations emails and messages - so it may take time to wade through the lot. Also I've been ill with a serious case of food poisoning and I think the tide is just turning on that one and I don't feel as much like death today so maybe I'll do a little more than just groan and shiver in bed!
My cat has taken to sleeping on my desk - on top of one of my soft utility boxes (see pic)
xxx
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Answerblog
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Jun 22, 2007 10:10 am
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Sorry but the authoress of this blog "Violet Lee" is not available to respond to your comments.
But if you would like to leave a message - She will get back to you as soon as possible...
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About Sex.
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Jun 21, 2007 2:57 am
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I feel like my orgasms are really hard earned - in the sense that I know so many women who have never had them or don't seem to know what they are like or if they occur.
I am privelleged to have been party to giving orgasms  (orgasms all round!) as well as having them given to me by some really special people.
I was talking to K the other day about the different sort of sex we have and my definition of cheating sex.
There's sex you have with yourself that's just about gratification or sleeping or both 
There's sex that's about mutual masturbation - I kind of like that sort of sex - I guess its the whole vouyuerism thing. But that's within limits ofcourse.
People jerking off on cam is creepy and just a bit sleazy disgusting rather than horny turn on. (Unless ofcoures they're doing that because I'm making them do it! hehehhe)
There's brain sex (or mind f*cking)
There's animal sex - and I don't mean beastiality - it's just that primal sex drive need to fuck... Or scratching that itch.(Be a bit worrying though - if you did develop an itch that needs antibiotics)
I suppose you could include non-emotional seeing a prostitute sex in that category - mInd you...
I think a visit with a prostitute can be for lots of different things -
Most times I think its all about finding human solace and comfort.
There's sexual addiction... and that's seriously complicated. It's like any addiction and the addict is a wreck.
Then there is this whole other category I guess - of absolutely mindblowing sex and for me it's almost spiritual - and touching the core of my very being...
We cry...
Maybe because it's that female emotional connection thing...
Maybe because it's raw vulnerability...
I couldnt have that sort of sex with just anyone and if I were able to - that would (for me) be cheating sex.
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See Saw
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Jun 21, 2007 2:30 am
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Monday was kind of a low day I suppose - its all that excitement from the weekend...
Sailormoon has her official tag now
Which delights me no end.
I ask when does it feel right to collar ... and I think that's a hard question - as we do that strange sort of dance - the leader not wanting to follow, the follower not wanting to lead... Who asks the question?
That sort of thing. I think its a process of understanding that is where we both want to head towards - as well as defining what happens if we take that step
- what sort of things are formalised...
- what type of rules will govern that relationship
- what the collar will mean (if it means anything)
It's pinpointing symbols to me - framing them in context and progressing.
if you are mine to begin with - do you need a collar... what does the collar enhance?
A bit like if you are in love why marry?
LOL
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When do you think its right to collar someone...
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Jun 19, 2007 2:16 am
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When it feels right?
You set off on a relationship with that in mind already!
When the old dog collar fits perfect - like cinderella!
It's a mutual agreement!
When the sub begs for one
When the Dom makes such demands known
All the above!
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a part of something bigger.
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Jun 18, 2007 3:03 am
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Sometimes I feel like I could be the outsider to myself - or to all Dom and sub kind -
And as the observer alien I might ask...
Can you avoid the inevitable heady mix that comes with the power you weild over another?
Or do you resolve to honour that trust responsibly - to use power wisely...?
Or is it all lost knowledge to the hedonism of sexual interplay ...?
Or maybe I just think too much.
(I know so)
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Here are my alien thoughts :
It can be a part of something bigger when you Dominate and they submit -
You take on power play at its core
And invoke the most primal of rituals - the simplest and oldest of stories...
You echo a zillion years of history to be repeated
You renew and recreate them for the present
Offerings to the God of small things...
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What I want.
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Jun 18, 2007 12:48 am
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At times it's just space - an open sky with an endless view of rolling hills and green trees; a seascape in the distance. I love the sea...
At times it is just the quiet - different from silence... a muted sigh of contentment.
Where silence is the absence of sound;
Quiet is the presence of calm.
At times it is to see the faces of the people and persons I miss...
To give them one more hug,
or one more kiss!
To tell them I love them; I think of them... Sometimes to say I'm sorry we ever quarreled
And how our differences now seem so trival.
At times it is for that chance to do things differently.
Sometimes what I want is complicated by what other people want and expect from me - and that makes what I want; something that results as an outcome more than a source.
What I want today may change tommorow - or stay the same...
Sometimes... what I want is nothing at all but what makes you happy - and what makes you content to be near me. Perhaps what I want is you... and whilst it may not be all that I want - it is certainly enough to make me happy too.
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The Boat Party
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Jun 18, 2007 12:15 am
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Okie well I've been avoiding posting the pic of me in my latex sailor's outfit mainly coz I wanted to surprise sailormoon with it.. But tadah here is one I took earlier - pre boat party
The boat party was on Saturday and it was terrific -- had a lovely time meeting up with folkx and making new acquaintances. Caught up with the Bodster too and woo he dazzled me with his amazing rope work and nail technique
I really love voyuerism and it occurs to me just how much I love to watch at parties like the boat - where it's choc a bloc full of fetish eye candy.
Most memorably are the cat people, the safari explorer, the latex pirate and his moll, Empress Qing and her enourage, the maids, etc....
So I go to the parties to look and catch up with people than I do to play - although ofcourse we (sailor moon and  did play. It's hard to play on a boat with it being such a confined space but we do manage
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