Diary of a WistfulWench

Me, me and more me. Maybe something about you, but really about me!

dreams CAN come true..... Oct 30, 2009 4:57 pm
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I could look for it, but I'm feeling much too lazy at the moment. There's a posting that's probably pretty recent when compared to this one (yes, I've been shamefully negligent) where I mention that I want what the most beautiful DOS has. I wanted the whole kit-and-kaboodle. A Master to love me, to love, and to have in my life forever.

This little submissive has been walking on cloud 9 for a couple of weeks. When I get the news that destroys my world, my Sir gives it a new life. I found out that I will be losing my job in August 2010. It's something I've been expecting, but my heart is still sore that the date has finally been announced. I'm a silly girl. I love what I do and I truly enjoy going to work most days. The people I work with are fun and we find reasons to laugh and enjoy life. It has been the best nine years I can imagine.

The day my heart broke, my dearest, most beloved Sir once again swept in to brighten my life. We have talked about getting married for over two years. That day, He made it clear that I will not face this trial alone. While we haven't selected an exact date yet, we will do the "dirty deed" by the end of April.

There is no way I can describe how I feel as I write this posting. When I joined ALT several years ago, my secret heart desperately hoped I would find this. My public face never let on that I wanted this. It still amazes me that I found someone who understands me so well and still wants to spend His life with me.

Sir, I love you with every bit of my being. Thank you. And I fervently hope I can bring You the same joy You have brought to me.
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a really great posting.... Apr 22, 2009 1:34 pm
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I stumbled into this posting, [post 660677] while looking at the blog of powerplus45. There are several links to some excellent postings throughout ALT.

Enjoy!
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all the crossed fingers worked! (i think....) Apr 22, 2009 1:25 am
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Well, I have to thank you all for the crossed fingers. Mikayla, you must have crossed your legs as well!

Sir only worked one day, so vacation is STILL ON! I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to it. With all the traveling I've done since we met, we haven't taken a single trip away together. I know I need it, but I think He needs it more. It's been a rough winter. The house has been on the market with no real nibbles and we're thinking about just moving back into it. I know He's frustrated about the whole thing and I wish I could just wave a magic wand and make it "good" for Him.

Honestly, though, we both know how fortunate we are. Our lives haven't changed much with the economic climate. Maybe that's because we both prefer to live simply. There's a lot of laughter and joy to be found by just having a nice dinner and watching a good movie, you know?

Now I have the song, "Monday, Monday" running through my head....
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crossing my fingers.... Apr 21, 2009 1:17 am
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Well, I knew it was going to happen. Sir got called back to work this morning. If I'd known booking a vacation was what it took, I'd have done this a couple of months ago!

He's still planning on going with me, though. I'm crossing my fingers that they'll hold the job for the week He's gone.

Best laid plans, hunh?
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still alive and kicking.... Apr 19, 2009 5:59 am
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I know it's been ages since I last posted. Life just seems to get in the way!

Life with Sir is still wonderful. There are those magical moments mixed with the daily hum-drum. It's been two years now and I still consider myself one of the luckiest women I know. (Thank you, Sir, for coming into my life and making me so happy!)

Twenty-six weeks from now, I will finally graduate. It's only an associate's degree, but I will finally have a piece of paper that shows I'm trainable! Honestly, it's going to be wonderful to NOT spend the bulk of my weekend doing school work. Will I know what to do with my free time?

Lots of changes at the workplace.... My division has laid off almost 50 people since November. That's a large percentage! My job is fairly safe. In fact, I may be taking on a new role within the next couple of months that will pretty much guarantee employment for at least two or three years. The threat of moving our office to the corporate location has been put off for at least a year, so that's good news. We're hitting our objectives for the year so far, so it looks like we won't lose any more staff. It's been horribly stressful the past few months, though. Every day, I just put on the happy face and do as much as I can do. That's actually been good, though, as senior management has noticed my positive outlook. Somehow I've managed to get in pretty good with the new management, so I'm not complaining!

Sir and I have decided to take our first vacation together. Next week, we're off to Las Vegas! (C'mon 10 black!) I'm SOOOO ready for the relaxation and just getting away from everything. My only concern is that Sir will get called back to work right as we're leaving.... That wouldn't be a bad thing, but I'd sure hate to go on vacation by myself!

Well, I've given you some of the highlights of my life lately.... It's time to sign off and get to home work!
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win a few, lose a few.... Aug 2, 2008 12:46 pm
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Well, I made it through July without having to travel. Of course that has to come back and bite me! I’ll be heading out to Chicago on the 13th only to come home on the 14th. Then I get to go to Boston the following week. I’m still struggling on whether to make that a one night, kill myself trip or to make it easier but be away for two nights.

I guess when I win by getting to stay home, some greater power decides I need to pay for it....
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i think i made a mistake.... Jul 22, 2008 1:45 pm
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My class this term is on communication, gender, and culture. When I read the little syllabus blurb, it seemed like I would be learning how the genders communicate differently and how to bridge the gaps.

So far, I couldn’t be more wrong!

This course seems to be much more interested in forwarding radical feminist attitudes. I really feel sorry for the couple of guys in the class. One of them went so far as to apologize for being male! After only one class!

So....

How does a submissive female who is VERY happy being considered the property of a man communicate effectively in this environment?

This whole term is going to be a test of tact, I think....
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this is NOT going to be one of those whiny, “i’m needy” posts.... Jul 13, 2008 6:25 am
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It would be SO easy to write one of them today. Instead, I’m just going to post this.
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fantasy dungeon.... Jul 6, 2008 8:22 am
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Sir and I have been joking around about some of the comforts we want to include in the new house. I’ve mentioned a dungeon a couple of times and He sometimes goes along with the idea.

I think the thing that got me so interested in adding a dungeon to the house was seeing His Domme friend working her submissive over. The thought of the two of them working her over throughout a weekend has a certain appeal. Of course, I would be bringing them ice to cool her hot little cheeks, serving drinks, and handing them the implements of their choice....

Anyway....

If you were to build a fantasy dungeon, what would you include? What would you say just isn’t worth it?
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