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an adage a day....
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May 17, 2005 12:48 pm
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It's darkest before the dawn.
A watched pot never boils.
All work and no play makes Jill a dull girl.
Every cloud has a silver lining.
When the student is ready, a teacher will appear.
You have only failed when you fail to try.
Believe in yourself and you will not fail.
Be careful what you wish for, it may come true.
I don't want to jinx myself, but can't restrain from screaming it at the top of my lungs:
WOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
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second thoughts....
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May 17, 2005 3:16 am
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When I logged on this morning, I was thinking about deleting my post of yesterday. I've been sick the last couple of days and have a tendency to become quite melodramatic and maudlin when not feeling well. As I read the posted comments, I realized that my momentary weakness (as I view it) may not be such a bad thing. As several bloggers have pointed out, none of us is really perfect. This aspect of me is not seen often, but it IS a part of me. As I'm typing this post, the see-saw of delete, don't delete is running through my mind.
For now, I will leave it. If I do decide to remove it in the future, I sincerely hope that none of you who posted comments will be insulted. I'm just not certain I'm comfortable with leaving such a soul baring post around for viewing.
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the power in a name.....
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May 16, 2005 12:43 pm
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There are days when fear and anxiety overcome me. The fear that I will allow another to redefine me, own the essence of my self. It is also a fear of having to let go. The need to shuck all that I have known before and be reborn in his form, molded to his pleasure. I fear letting someone know me that well, understand my wants and needs better than I can. Then there is the anxiety. Anxiety that this day of renewal may not happen, is not destined, is merely a dream. My heart beats faster, my eyes well up to think that I may not realize this purpose, this driving need.
Yearning, agonizing pain fills my heart, joined by longing, leaving me gasping. My dreams, threatening to shatter around me, growing more and more gossamer. The fear that chokes has filled my throat, forcing back any words I could utter. The despair of inaction bitter to swallow. My body has been frozen by my fear, leaving my mind gibbering in panic. I wish! Oh, how I wish! To be able to reach out and say what I want is my heart held wish. My hopes for the prince of my dreams to come and strangle my fears with his strength are fading. Am I doomed to isolation?
This is the meaning of my name. These are the emotions that drove me to this place, seeking succor and compassion. Now, you may understand why I am Wistful.
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questions, questions, questions
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May 15, 2005 4:44 pm
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Well, I thought about not putting in a post today. Then I thought maybe I should. There are SOOOOO many thoughts running around in my head and it's hard to focus on any single subject for long.
Is the internet a blessing or a curse? It's easier to meet people that have similar interests, understand your humor and/or comments, "get" you, but then what happens? You can't move to a complete physical relationship unless one or both of you are willing to relocate. So is it a blessing or a curse? Is it a blessing that you managed to meet this person at all or a curse because you met this person???
What's the deal with the random web cam viewing? Why is that supposed to be hot? I turned on my web cam today at the coffe house and talk about annoying! How can anyone think that asking about enemas, wanting to show me their cock, telling me to show my bra (and, no, i wasn't wearing one!) or asking me to strip would be at all amusing? They had to be joking, right????
Why is it that most people never look the way you imagine them? Now, in my own defense, I do have to say that most of the time I appreciate the "real" them than my "imaginary" them! lol Why do we do that? Why do we create pictures of someone in our minds based off of the written word???
Well, since I only seem to have more and more questions flying from my fingertips, I'm going to stop now. I should have been in bed 1/2 hour ago, anyway....
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a response to bodski
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May 14, 2005 1:52 pm
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In an obvious attempt to get onto bodski's list of best profile pics, I am attaching a picture of myself.
I am putting this sad, pathetic attempt for recognition by the really sexy guy in the cool hat out for everyone else's comments.
Should this become my profile pic?
This complete blog is a tongue in cheek posting. Any resemblence to any other person or their body parts is unintentional.
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i could have danced all night....
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May 14, 2005 6:50 am
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Well, that statement is a bit misleading. Shall we say I WANTED to dance all night? lol The wedding last night was fabulous! There were about 10 of us who attended sans escorts, so we all decided that we were just one big group date for the night. When the DJ started to play "Put Your Head On My Shoulder," one of the group got the great idea of us all going out together. We formed a circle on the dance floor, each of us with our arms around the people next to us, and swayed together in a group hug/dance. Please understand that this complete circle of friends has a VERY warped sense of humor, singly and together! Of course, the videographer and photographer both decided that they just HAD to get this on film, so we had a spotlight on us during most of the song. I wish I could remember the name of the song that played next, because we were on a roll! The chorus of the song had something in it about you, and you, and you. We all started pointing our hands in the middle of the circle, as though we were pointing to a person across from us. Strangely enough, we all seemed to have the same thought, because when the chorus ended, we all threw our hands up in the air together! Of course, when we realized we had all had the same idea at the same time, we started laughing so hard we couldn't keep dancing! 
I looked fabulous in my new dress! I did get one of my friends to take some pictures of me before the wedding, so I'll have something to remind me of how good I can look! lol I danced so much my feet hurt today. Thank goodness I don't have to wear heels on a regular basis!
It was a magical night, made perfect by the comaraderie and joy infusing the event. Now we just need to get another friend (or two) married off!
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a "point"ed question
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May 13, 2005 4:24 am
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What's the deal with points? Does anyone use them? If so, how do you use them?
When I look at the menu for points redemption, I don't see anything that interests me. Is the menu truly this short? Or am I missing something???
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motivational thought
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May 12, 2005 1:52 am
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"Our lives improve only when we take chances
- and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves."
Walter Anderson
We receive a motivational thought every week at work and this one just BEGGED to be shared! Maybe it is because this is the journey I am now on or possibly because it is just so true. Enjoy!
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creativity required?
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May 11, 2005 1:52 am
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I see so many people in this community who seem to be extremely creative. Whether it's the stories they write, the insights and humor posted in blogs, or the thoughtful answers offered, so many here seem to have a depth to them that is not common.
This leads me to wonder if creativity is a requirement for this life style. When a dom restrains his sub and is pleased with the results, is it partly because he has created a live sculpture that is appealing? When a sub displays herself in a manner that is pleasing to a dom, is part of the pleasure based on the image created? When discussing a scene to be played out, isn't imagination a key component?
One thing I find very appealing about this life style is that it encompasses more than the physical act of sex. There is a focus, an emotional involvement, a sensuality that is so often missing in a vanilla sex life. There is a freedom to try whatever comes to mind, even if you end up with results other than those you envisioned!
Would you say that your creativity offers you more fulfillment? Or would you say it is the freedom to think outside the box? Or is it something else entirely?
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rambling wo(man)
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May 10, 2005 1:46 am
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I love spring! It's just so wonderful to be able to open the windows and let all the fresh air into my home after being closed up all winter. I love the cooler nights, where you still want to snuggle under the bed clothes to stay warm. I love the trees budding out and turning green, the crocus popping up, and the feeling of newness the outdoors shows. I love those days when the sky is that perfect shade of blue, the grass is that perfect shade of green, and everything feels and looks fresh. You can almost taste the joy Mother Earth is feeling in being reborn.
Good bye Winter, with your bluster. Hello spring!
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