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Status update
Posted:Sep 8, 2021 6:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:4 pm
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Still painfully single. Extremely touch deprived. Some people just don't understand that with my lung disease I MUST put my health first. That is why I have had to come out and say , if you're not vaccinated I cannot fuck, play or get into a relationship with you.

I live in a house with my sister, and brother in law whom also have major health issues. This decision was easy to make but I didn't realize just how many people it would upset. Some I was really hoping to either fuck, play or get into a relationship with.

I'm so tired of crying and feeling not good enough for the simplest of things. Thank you COVID for showing me just how sucky my life has become.
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My thoughts on DC today
Posted:Jan 6, 2021 2:34 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:4 pm
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Appalled by what has happened with the terrorists in DC today. I've shed many a tear. I'm angry with the DOD of being slow to answer the for National Guard help contain the problem.
those whom I know are Trump supporters, I asked you if you agreed with what was going on in DC. None of you answered the simple yes or no question. I'm extremely disappointed in you for not answering that question at all. I asked because if the coup had succeeded I wanted know if I could trust you. I guess I cannot. I'm going assumed that you all would have turned me in for my views on Trump like many Germans turned on their Jew and gay friends.
This is just one really good reason why I have serious trust issues. Your silence tells me more than you know. These are just 2 reasons why I cried when I saw the events of today happen live on TV.
I'm not a Democrat or a Republican. I am a NPA( No Party Affiliate) I used to be independent until was an Independent party that is just bat shit crazy.
Trump and his MAGA cronies have made me feel extremely unsafe. I'm part of the LGBTQ+ community and I have SERIOUS health issues. As if that wasn't bad enough, I did NOT vote for Trump as he hates LGBTQ+ and those with serious pre-existing conditions. His cronies would have me prosecuted and executed for those above mentioned issues and for speaking against Trump. (Sound familiar any of you BOOMERS out ?)
Someone let me know when 's safe leave my home and I'm safe with.
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Searching for
Posted:Mar 7, 2018 9:14 pm
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2018 1:50 pm
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I am looking for a real slave/sub and I am also looking for well hung bulls sporting a cock that is 8"or larger.
Please be real and respectful. Be prepared to send me a recent photo.
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I had no idea
Posted:Jan 6, 2018 4:32 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:4 pm
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Yes, I am VERY much aware that I am FAT! Thank you so much for pointing that out to me. Fucking assholes
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Roughest time of year
Posted:Sep 16, 2017 7:50 am
Last Updated:Dec 24, 2017 4:08 pm
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So, it's just about that time of year where everything gets rough. Emotionally and mentally rough. The anniversary of my father's death. My birthday and anniversary of my father's internment. The death of my last fiance. My grandsons birthday. Don't even get me started on the holidays.
My issues with trust and abandonment are at their highest. PTSD mode from now until the end of February. I've already started the days of crying.
I need to get back into the gym but that means waiting on my roommate to feel better. Today is NOT a good day.
I will continue to smile whenever I am around others. I'll my keep my tears and anguish behind closed doors as usual. I may not live by myself but I am alone non-the-less. I want to feel alive again. I want to feel life again. Until that time happens, I'll be in a dark corner watching the world go by. Btw, I am out of cookies.
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The aftermath
Posted:Sep 12, 2017 8:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 5, 2017 12:33 am
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Thankfully where I am currently living was undamaged. We still have power and water.
I'm very thankful.
Now it's time to get a game plan going for the upcoming future.
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Hurricane Irma
Posted:Sep 8, 2017 1:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:4 pm
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I've decided to ride the storm out. I'm not in a flood or evacuation zone. The stress of trying to evacuate right now would be far too much and cause some major anxiety and breathing problems. I have a ton of water and food. I'll be alright.

I'll post again once Irma has gone. Until then, thank you for all the prayers.
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Conversation with a misguided older male.
Posted:Aug 28, 2017 3:22 pm
Last Updated:Oct 24, 2017 9:10 am
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Them: You're demented.
Me:Why? Because I want to live my life and do things while wearing my health masks?
Them: But...you're not taking your health issue seriously enough
Me: I take all procautions that I can.
Them: You're too stubborn. You're going to kill yourself keeping ideas like that in your head.
Me: I'm a natural born GINGER and my Daddy didn't raise me to be like everyone else. My Daddy didn't raise me to play dead or submit to ANY man. My Daddy taught to me fight in so many different ways.
Them: But that's irresponsible.
Me: That was best thing he ever did.Do you know why?
Them: Why?
Me: It keeps me from being with individuals as narrow minded and self absorbed as you.
Them: He should have spanked you more.
Me: My mother was the one who disciplined me with violence and failed. My father disciplined me with knowledge and love.
Violence gets you no where. Love..real LOVE..teaches more than you know.

I know that I can be a handful sometimes. Having PTSD and a threatening illness doesn't help. I know this. This is why it will take a strong individual to be with me. To help me stand. To catch me if I fall. To comfort me when I am scared beyond all belief. And to love me. I would move the universe for that individual. However, right now, I AM that individual. I may have my bad days but, I keep my head high and I fight on.
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Fetishcon 2017
Posted:Aug 15, 2017 11:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 2:4 pm
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It was strange to not be working at Fetishcon. I felt so lost. Had a decent time though. Got to see some friends and even made a few new ones.

I still have some laundry and unpacking to do.

Looking forward to some new experiences soon
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