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Day 2 CD
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Nov 19, 2007 11:01 pm
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Well today was day 2. This morning in addition to waering panties and stockings under my suit, I also added my padded bra. I would be extremely embarrased if someone knew I was wearing a bra, so I wore a colour shirt so you couldnt see what I had on underneath, and at lunch time went out into the crowded streets, but didnt get anyone making comments. While out at lunch I went into a shop and brought a further pair of white stockings and pair of bright blue footless tights - I bet I look great in those. Well here is a pic of my whiteware.
All I need now is a fem domme to keep me on the straight and narrow, giving instructions on what to where ehen and where and to suitably punish me if I should deviate from my new found journey into being a cd.
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Change of Direction CD
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Nov 19, 2007 10:51 pm
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Well after my earlier post I though that I had everything arranged about having a session with a female dom. However she has been making excuses , saying that the amount we agreed was not enough, even tho it is the market rate, and she is an inexperienced dom, and doesnt have a dungeon or many dom toys, in addition we had set up 2 times and she has backed out. So I needed to do something to relieve my sexual frustration so I went out in the weekend and bought myself a pair of womans panties, some stockings, a bra, a wig and some hi heels.
On Monday when I got dressed for work I put on the panties, and tied a pink ribbon around my cock and balls with a pretty little bow, and stockings under my suit, and didnt think anyone would notice. However what I forgot to do, was to zip up my fly. I am sure someone must have seen my nice white lacy panties - and pink ribbon, but no one made a commentt to me. I had been going around for 5 hours that way before I notice. On my way home I bought a pair of pink lacy panties, and a dark blue nightie - which could easily double as a dress. When I got home from work it was off with all the male clothes and on with all the female clothes. And to punish myself for foretting to zip up my fly I spend 15 minutes spanking my bottom with a pair of jandals with tyre like trad soles, and this morning when I got up I had some lovely bruises to enjoy. I have taken a pic of them but they are a lot worse than shows up in this photo.
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My birthday wish came true
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Nov 14, 2007 10:05 pm
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I recently had my 60th Birthday, and I made a birthday wish. They usually say that you need to be able to blow out all the candles for it to come true but it took me three goes. My wish was to meet a lady and reduce my purity score on alt. I have been a member of another site and been on there 5 years and have only ever had 4 ladies contact me over that time. However last weekend I had 4 ladies contact me. One was an overseas lady that said she wanted to marry me, but she lived overseas and wanted me to commit immediately, so I told her that I had just been contacted by 3 other woman and that I was hopeful that I would prefer to get to know someone local. Well one is my age and we have exchanged a number of emails and are building up a friendship at the moment. However the real interesting thing is that I was contacted by 2 local girls whose combined ages are 6 years less than mine. One is tall and a large cuddly girl who has told me what she wants and so far have agreed what we will do and established a place to meet but as yet have to refine the time for the weekend after this coming weekend. The other a trim blond; after several exchanges established that she is after a casual arrangement where I need to pay for her services. I would not normally pursue this type of arrangement, but she seemed destined to just be the person I was looking for. As a result of a comment she made I asked her if she was dom and I almost fell over when i got a reply to say that she was but was a virgin dom but is keen to dom me. We have agreed a price, have agreed what she can do to me - I used my Alt fetish list to put together what I was and wasnt into, have agreed a time of day and a place to meet, the only thing to finalise is which day next week it will occur. I dont have a lot of Bondage toys etc, but have many other items that I have collected which can be used for my first ever real time session being a sub for a real life female dom. I am really looking forward to it and I hope to be able to report what happened in a blog especially what happened to my meetings with the two ladies.
Instead of my wish not coming true it looks like I may have a wish come true three times, One for paying for dom sessions, one as a fuck buddy, and one as a friend and companion. I call that lucky and am looking to reduce my purity score to by at least 15 points, and get me less pure than 50% of alt members - now that is something I really aspire to.
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OH HOW I WISH IT WAS ME Part II
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Oct 26, 2007 5:41 pm
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Further to my earlier blog I would love to hear what you would want me to wear if you were the dominatrix and wanted to parade me through a crowded city on the end of a rope, and what you would want me to do. I eagerly await your instructions
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OH HOW I WISH IT WAS ME
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Oct 26, 2007 3:50 pm
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Yesterday on my way to work, I saw something that said to me "OH HOW I WISH IT WAS ME". There were hundreds of people pouring out of the railway station in what is a conservative city, and there in front of me I saw a Dominatrix dressed in black highheels, fishnet stockings and garters and leather straps around her thighs, which which went up to her ample ass which was sporting black silk panties and she had a black top on and she was a great looking blond, and was quite tall with a good set of boobs. She was carrying a loud hailer in one hand and in the other hand was carrying a whip and also a rope which was attached to her male slave who was following cowering two paces behind. He was considerably smaller than her, and he was carrying a silver cake platter with creamed pink lamingtons on it. As they walked along she was talking through her loud hailer, and they were both being filmed by a man with what looked like a large movie camera. I almost felt like going up and offering my services as a real slave who would have been prepared to have been dressed (or undresssed) more appropriatly for the occaision, as the slave only had normal clothing on which I felt detracted a little from the scene, and perhaps did not bring the humiliation that could have been inflicted. I only followed her for about 100 yards before they changed direction, and continued on my way to work thinking "OH HOW I WISH IT WAS ME" and thinking how I could have been a more obedient slave. My real regret is that I didnt go up and offer her my services.
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Shaven Smooth
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Jun 7, 2007 12:29 am
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Further to my previous blog, her is my pic of my body completely shaven smooth. I also posted a video so check out my profile barbellnz and view the new video, of me smooth and naked swinging a 3kg weight from my cock.
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Now Smoooooooth
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May 22, 2007 10:40 pm
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Two weeks ago I decided that I would like to make my body smooth allover again. I started off with electric hair clippers which trimmed the hair to abot a quarter of an inch long. I then ran a bath. Unfortunately I still had a bit to trim and the bath had overflown all down the carpet in the hallway. I was naked whilst I shaved, so then had to clean that up, and eventually got into the bath, and had a soak for a while before rubbing shaving creme over my body and getting the razor to shave the remaining hair off. It felt and looked so good, as I am normally a fairly hairy guy. The last few mornings when I have had a shower I have run the razor over one part of my body. This morning I got out the shaving creme and went over my entire body. I am now really smooooth and intend to keep it that way for a few months at least. I might try some hair removal creme in a week, and hopefully the prickly stubble wont grow again so quickly. Must take a pic so you can see.
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Cum see my miniscule dic
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Apr 18, 2007 12:47 am
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This post is as a result of
a command in the group humiliation ideas hey, little pricks, come here, I have something for you... and at the suggestion of MistressMoment.
My cock is so small that it is less than an inch most of the time. It is also so small that I have trouble getting hold of it when I want to pee.
My cock is so small that it is almost impossible to obtain penetration of a ladies pussy as its very difficult to get hold of it and make it grow any longer. I have been told by several ladies that my pathetic little miniscule cock is just too small to satisfy them and it keeps falling out.
The most humiliating and embarrassing
thing someone has ever said to me is that it is so small that I should get a strong magnet to find my cock as I have a pierced cock with jewellery in it.
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To MistressMoment and other Mistressess
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Apr 17, 2007 4:01 pm
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I find being a standard member frustrating as I cant email people I would like to. That includes MistressmomentIf you read this please feel free to publicly give me your instructions through blogs and I will respond to your requests through the blogs for everyone to read. If there are other Mistresses in here who would be interested in giving me instructions please invite me to your network first. I an a sub male aged 59, check out my profile.
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Sunnyside up
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Jan 21, 2007 4:08 pm
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Just been outside in the nude enjoying the sun (or at least trying to)for the past hour and a half. This is the first time this summer that its been warm enough when I have not otherwise been at work. I have neighbours on either side of my house, and sunbathe in a spot which is predominantly but not totally open for neighbours to see me. The neighbours on either side are both relatively new and have not yet met. I wonder which side they regard as my sunyside. While I was out they a few clouds come over - was the sun trying to protect itself from seeing me when I was lying on my back with my legs spread apart.
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