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Chocolate Truffles
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Oct 28, 2011 11:30 am
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The attached blog entry is not my own creation but that of my slave (wgir42): What can I say, I'm only doing this for the membership discount! lol, lol!
Evening journal October 27, 2011
I am so so excited. I can communicate once more with my Master. I feel happy, warm, safe, and smiling. I feel so blessed. I’m sitting here thinking that I feel like a WSG and a princess all at the same time and I didn’t think that was possible but it is.
I enjoy my sweet gentle Master. I cannot wait to learn to take you all inside of me. mmm. I swear to give you my very best Sir because I want to. I love being able to make you smile, to bring pleasure to you. Pleasing you is so amazing! I love the passion in your voice! I love the feeling of your black dick in my mouth, in my pussy, and in my ass. I cannot wait to bury my face deep into your asshole. I also want to swallow your pee and most definitely your sweet cum. I am no longer afraid of anything you are wanting me to do to satisfy you sir. I am no longer scared of what I do not know and/or may have allowed myself to be grossed out by. I so much want to do these things for you sir that my body is numb from the excitement. I am ready to enjoy it all.
I want to talk to my Master. I am ready to express my feelings of joy and fulfillment with every swear word imaginable. For the first time in my life - a man has given me permission to verbally express myself during the act of sexual pleasure and I am more than a willing participate. I want to tell you how good your hard black dick feels inside me and how I want more and don’t want for you to stop. I want you to know that I enjoy the way you make me feel. I am so happy when I am with you. I am so turned on by the sound of your voice and the way you touch me. As I sit here, I can not help but to touch myself with thoughts of you inside me now.
Lol - its funny but lately, all I have to do is simply think about you and I instantly get wet. I know I won’t have to wait much more before - seven more days until I get my favorite chocolate. I posted on my facebook page that I wanted some sweet dark chocolate and I was smiling because no one knew what I meant but me and my Master. Smile! And all my friends thought I wanted dark chocolate truffles…mmm imagine that! I want dark chocolate alright but it doesn’t come in a box.
I have erotic thoughts of licking whipped cream out of your asshole. You know how to make your WSG smile sir.
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My Slave/Submission Beliefs Revealed
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Oct 25, 2011 11:30 am
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Special Note 4 all the Haters Out There In Alt world:
This attached is NOT my blog but that of my WSG "wgirl42"
After taking several days off from posting my blog entries – I have asked my master’s permission to continue them. Master, I know that you have attracted the attention from some of the white devils on this site who pose and pretend to be “doms” – please?? Really?? They wouldn't know what being a dom was if it would come up and bite them in the ass.
To me, a true Dom/Master challenges his sub/slave to think, question, and to grow from their master's teachings. Therefore, the questions that you asked for me to answer as part of my entry for this evening are very important to me --- as I truly believe that they will go a long way toward helping other white women to decide whether or not they are a submissive or a slave.
Question: Do you define yourself as a submissive or a slave? (To be able to provide a truly accurate response - you need to really give this question some thought) and what makes you consider yourself a white slave now as opposed to a submissive that serves a black master?
Answer: I consider myself a white slave because I trust my black master heart, soul, body, and mind. I believe that the difference for me is that being a submissive is purely physical and does not involve the other connections I have with my Master. This definition has evolved for me. I believe that being a white slave happens on more than just the physical level. Although, I am seperated from you by more than 300 miles - I live my life each day according to the instructions you give me the night before - what to wear, how to deal with this co-worker or that person during my day are just a few examples of how I am your white slave.
Question: How do you see a transition from submissive to slave; is it a deeper submission or another step on the same line? Or, maybe is it something else entirely?
Answer: I believe that the difference for me is that I can be a submissive to my African-American Brothers without actually being a slave for them. I can give pleasure to him as only a white girl can and as a submissive I will be proud to know that I will be able to help to build him up and restore his confidence without the spiritual, mental and emotional connection I have with my Master Jimmy. Those components enhance the physical connection. Submission does not necessarily lead toward being a slave with the responsibility of having to always submit to that person. There has to be a like minded purpose and similar beliefs which is present between myself and my master for the slavery component to exsist and for person for which I am being a submissive for - I am trying to restore him - at least that is how it is for me. This is what I was attempting to do the other day when master sent me a local man whom he wanted me to service. In fact, I was so pleased when he told me that I had done a lot to get him to believe in himself again after him and his girlfriend broke up.
Question: What else do you think you need to do to solidify your role as a white slave for your master?
Answer: I need to tell my Master more often what he means to me,how he restores this white girl and why I love, and cherish being his slave and what submission to Him means to me.
Question: If you identify yourself more as a submissive than a slave, do you ever see yourself becoming a slave? If not, what do you think is stopping you from becoming one?
Answer: I know I am a slave to my black master. It is different for me than just being a submissive. I can completely give myself to my master in all aspects of my life and know that you Sir will do what is right for yourself as well as for me. I also believe that submission is a part of slavery but not as deep. Before I met you sir, I didn’t trust anyone especially the white devils that I had the misfortune of dating and in one case – marrying to give that much of myself.
Lastly Sir, as I am sitting here thinking about my master and submission. I am content and very blessed. I know that serving and pleasing and submitting to the superior Black Man is where I belong and what I am called to do by our Father. I want to make as many black men realize that all white women aren’t mean, self serving, and evil. Although there are some like that, there are others who want what I do which is to be able to give themselves completely to the black man. I cannot speak for other women; I just know how I feel and where I am with you. In the beginning, I thought that it was physical but then the more I got to know my Master, the more I knew that this is right for me. I feel connected physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. I feel understood, cared for, and know that in my heart, I will only feel content when I am in the arms of the black man. I feel as if I am being treated like a real woman for the first time in my life. I am appreciated for me. I enjoy the touch and caring nature of my black Master. You have taught me that I am a strong and independent woman with the capacity to handle whatever adversity that would come my way. But you have also convinced this white girl that I am your angel, your three hole fuck toy, your baby girl, your cum slut, and horny little white bitch, and anything else you want or need me to be – this white girl will be that for you sir.
I will stand by you, adore you, pray with and for you, suck your black dick, swallow your sweet cum and offer my pale white ass to you for you to use for your pleasure. I will never go back to the white man and the horrible way things were before because it causes pain, uncertainty, fear and doubt. You have replaced that with confidence, caring, and a willingness to please. I am with you submitting because that is my purpose that God has intended for this country white girl and I Love It. I’m not going anywhere. I want your black dick everywhere on and in my body that it can go. I want to learn from you and with you. I want to explore with you. You turn me on as only you can do. And I find that only a black man has ever made me cum like you make me cum. I want to give you all my cum and it pleases me that you enjoy it. I also love that you take the time to talk to me; you want to know how I am feeling and what I am thinking. That is such a wonderful feeling because that was never considered before. What I thought and felt didn’t matter. I am so happy and blessed to know that I matter to you and to our heavenly Father. My life is better; I look forward to getting up each day because I get to talk to you, write my journal entry to you, and soon, serve you. You are an amazing Master. I want to continue to grow with you as a Christian and as your white slave girl who is pretty turned on by how liberating this all is. Xoxo my sweet sensual sexy black Master.
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Doing as Instructed by Master
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Oct 13, 2011 7:24 pm
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Journal entry for October 13, 2011
My master is absolutely amazing! I mean you knew exactly what this white slut needed. You can only imagine my surprise when I got the call this evening on my cell from a guy that I had never met before asking me if I wanted to meet him for coffee. I really did not want to go anywhere - its been a long day at work and all I was thinking about was coming home, taking a shower and going to bed early so I could dream of my Master. But, I remember what Master had told me that he wanted to test his white girl's obedience to his orders.
I knew of your desire to have this white girl to suck another man dick in my hometown. Lol - I knew that it must have taken you quite awhile to find a black man around these parts - since there are not many. But, anyway, you found an AWESOME gentleman for your white girl and I did sexually pleased him according to your wishes. Thank you Master for allowing this slut to have the cum from the Superior Black Man. I knew all along that Master was correct in that each day, I realize how right he is and that serving the black man is what I am born to do. I laugh now because I think about what happened to me last week when a white devil asked me why I prefer to please those "niggers". The question was asked of me when a white devil wanted what he couldn’t have. I told him that the only race of cock that will ever touch these lips will be that of the Superior Black Princes. I told him that no matter how much he tries, he will never, ever have that right. I felt pleasure in what I did tonight.
First, I REALLY needed to feel the feeling of a dick growing within my mouth. Next, I am happy that I followed my master instructions without question and to the letter. How cool is that! You call me the black man's trailer park slut and tonight it felt good to actually live up to those words. I love my submission to all of my black brothers and sisters. I am so happy in fact that I want to celebrate this feeling more by serving more black man that master can find. I have been trained well by my master and I am happy in my place. My master will know that his white slave will do all that she can to make them happy.
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Happy Again
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Oct 10, 2011 9:20 pm
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Journal entry night of October 10, 2011
I am sitting here kind of tired at the end of the day. I am exhausted after a whirlwind of emotions that I have experience these past two days. Master was very very pissed at me for disobeying him. Although, I did not intend to disobey his orders on purpose – I did and he was very upset with this white girl. Now, I am happy again and I am having happy thoughts, because I have accomplished some good things. Master, I understand that this white girl need to be punished and that you own me. In that capacity, I realize that you are going to use/abuse it however you see fit. My mind can only imagine the thought that maybe, you will give me to your friends to train your white girl on stranger sex with the Superior Black Man. Or maybe it will be to your lesbian friend - you know how much I am looking forward to that one. Whatever, it is master, I know that this is something you have told me often that you want for me to do but it has not happened yet. I don't know but, for now – I choose to not think of this or I will drive myself crazy.
Instead, I will concentrate on the realization that I cannot be any happier than I am now. I truly enjoy the gift of my submission that Master has been given to me. I want to enjoy its pleasure and yes the eventual physical pain it comes with. Master has told me that he will not inflict a large amount of pain, but enough. He says that pink is good and I need to prepare for it. I am not so sure I have the capacity of going beyond that but I realize that I will not have the final say if this will indeed be the case. I like the sensual stuff much, much more. It makes me realize that the rewards are endless and I am quite content. I am smiling, not totally relaxed because I have pent up energy that can only be released in one way but I will put it to good use and think about more positive ways of channeling it. Writing to Master every day in my journal helps because it allows me to put in to words how I am thinking and feeling. I have lots passion and my desire to serve Master is at long last my outlet for expressing it. That’s pretty awesome! I do enjoy that thick sweet cum; it’s the best kind of chocolate in the world. I find that I love the taste and texture. I guess this is what it means when Master calls me his little white girl cum slut.
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Tears of Sadness!!
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Oct 8, 2011 4:00 pm
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All day long I have done nothing but cry. I can not stop crying after I read your email to me letting me know how unhappy you were with me and that I had disobeyed you. All day long, you have refused to talk to me despite my constant phone calls and emails to you to say I am sorry for my actions. But Master, please please believe me that I did not mean anything when I listed the names on my blog that I did. Its just that I knew how excited you were when you told me that those blog entries make you and that you wanted your white slave girl to duplicate what the woman of those blogs did for their Masters. I am also so sorry that I did not tell you what happened to me by the white devil (posing as my former dom) I mean what he did to me would be way outside any submissives boundries. So, I was wrong for appearing as though I did not want to submit to you peeing on me or for me to drink it - but that was something that the devil forced me to do and I had developed a mindset of resistance with anything having to do with it. Master, this was my initial mindset when you first approached me about your desire for me to do that for you.
As a result, I had developed an intense phobia of being peed on and accepting pee in my mouth but Master you have changed all that. With your constant support for me and helping me every step of the way as you have helped me to conquer my fears of what happened to me - you have turned what had been the most horrible experience of my life into where now I want to willingly do this for you. Whereas, a few days ago, the thought frightened me it now excites me - and that is all because of you - my sweet chocolate Master. But, the thing that makes me willingly want to submit to you the most and do this for you is that we both know that God has given me the ability to put my past with what happened to me where it belongs and has given me the ability to have a brand new experience with my Master Jimmy. For me, the next time I have the opportunity to see you - I so want to feel your warm pee on my pale white skin. Now, with you Master, this will be the very first time that anyone has done it before. I want to also do the poses that you say those ladies did and posted in their blog postings for master.
I know that God has blessed me, he has given me a loving caring Master who I can trust and care about. I would love to be able to hold my Master as he sleeps, to let me be a pillow for him if that is what he wants. to caress him and wrap my lips around his sweet black dick. The thought of falling asleep with his black dick in my mouth is both erotic and sensual. It makes me content, connected to the Superior Black Man. I will never tire of serving the superior black man. I am learning that in my service, I experience caring and kindness. I feel the passion of the black man who sees the inside not just the outside of me. He helps me to grow and I want to give all of me.
Oh, Master, I so want to take your hard and firm dick in my hands and guide your pee over every part of your white girl's body. I want to stick my tongue in your sweet asshole and I want to lick your balls. I loved my previous experiences of my black Master fucking my asshole and I want it again. I want to feel his hot cum inside me and as it is running out. I love how it feels when my black master's dick is inside my pussy as you again and again hit my G spot. It is awesome. You know Master that you nearly got this white girl to squirt, don't you? Really, I was so close that another couple of minutes I would have. I believe that I will next time we are together because with you master, I feel so free and connected. I am your white girl and I am both a slave and am free as well freeier than I have ever been before in my life. All I can think about right now is that sweet salty cum I love so much. I want to be wrapped in my Master's arms. Again, I am sorry Master, I will do whatever you want to show you how sorry I am. If you want for your white girl to contact the people that I named in my blog in order to express my sincere regrets to them I will. Just please tell me what to do.
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My Truth Revealed To Master!!
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Oct 7, 2011 8:30 pm
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Journal entry for October 7, 2011 - evening post
I am sitting here at the end of a long day and long work week. Tomorrow, I get to come back home and back to my boring ol' country girl life. But, I want to tell you that I have learned so much about myself and my Master this week.
I have learned that I am blessed by our Father God who knows what I needed, when I needed it. There is no coincidence that I am with my Master. I gain such joy from just hearing the sound of my Master’s voice. It makes Master’s little white girl hot to hear her Master’s voice and his words. I want to be on my knees pleasuring my Master and swallowing your sweet salty cum. It is not just the physical closeness I love so much. My mind and heart are in it and that makes the difference. I don’t even think about anything else when I am there giving us both pleasure for pleasure as I get to feel his firm gentle touch. I love being fucked by my Master, love and want to be his three hole cum slut. I love being his dirty white trailer park slut I want to stick my tongue in my master’s ass and to make my master’s face light up. I enjoy my Master, just being beside you, talking to you, listening to you, touching you.
I know that you laugh at me Master when I say to you that I want to be the best white girl (or girl for that matter) that you have ever had. Maybe I am saying this because inside maybe I am a bit jealous because you are the best man (black or white) that I have ever had - absolutely without a doubt you are! I know that I am in my safe place wrapped in your strong arms with my head on your chest or on your shoulder. I know that my Master and all of his friends and family care about me and I want you to be as happy as you make me. I am truly blessed by our father. He gave me a Master that can show me my potential as his slave but also will keep my spiritual needs in mind. I want to experience new things with my Master and now that my Master has shared with me his foot fetish and his desire to pee on me as a result of reading the personal blogs of Masterspetid and Hornykitty102, it doesn’t make me apprehensive any more because my Master won’t mistreat me like my former white master (devil) did. Now that my Master knows this painful truth about my past, I don’t have to ever be afraid because my Master Jimmy will protect me and do all that he can to keep me safe. It makes me so happy and satisfied to be down on my knees prepared to submit my best to you whenever you need your white girl. Good Night Master!
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What a Most Loyal Slave
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Oct 6, 2011 3:24 pm
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Journal entry for October 6, 2011
I am happy and smiling and ready for a GREAT day here in sunny Orlando. Sir, you have me absolutely addicted - my mind can not stop thinking about what I really want and need and that is some more of your sweet and salty cum, on my face, in my mouth, in my hair, and in my pussy and ass. I want to be held, want to be touched, want to be close with no sense of time or reality and knowing that I am there for one purpose only.
I love the physical and mental place that I am in; that you have put me in - knowing that whatever I can give is good and fills my senses and that of my Master. I am able to connect on a spiritual and mental level along with the physical one. It is a place that no one else can touch. Finding that one special connection is not possible with everyone. It has to be developed and has to grow. I am amazed at the changes that I noticed in myself. I am more aware of my thoughts and feelings. I appreciate the little things that I get from you, an e-mail, a phone call, or a couple of days to just relax with my Master. I find that I am having a better understanding of what submission is, what a gift it is, and why it is a concept that I am growing to love more each day.
Submission has to be given freely, so it has to be given to someone that can take it and help the desire to submit to grow. I found that in my search, I had to find that Master that I could connect with on a spiritual and mental level as well as a physical one. Physical attraction only lasts so long if there isn’t something to stimulate the mind and spiritual needs. If God is in the center of the relationship, then it is something that will stand. I feel I am standing on solid ground, that no matter what, I can walk beside my Master or kneel at his feet. I want to make my master proud that he owns me. That he will be happy with his decision to collar me. I love the collar given to me by my Master Jimmy. I am also contemplating a tattoo. I think it would be cool to have something that we both decide is right for your white slave
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Mind and Body Numb
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Oct 4, 2011 9:28 am
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Journal entry October 4, 2011
I can not seem to think of anything else but you since I last saw you sunday afternoon. I know that this may sound too "girlie" to say but you are the best lover and teacher this country girl has ever had. No offense to all of the other white guys that dared to think that they had "used" my body -- they collectively only had been able to achieve what my black master acomplished in a few short times together with him. I am yours Master for as long as you want me! I am finding that my need to be my master’s white slave girl is as much a need for me as it is a want for him. More and more I know that it is what I was put on this earth by our Father to do. I get as much pleasure from being down on my knees and wrapping my lips around his black dick as he does when I am doing it. I absolutely love the taste of my master, and I love being able to swallow his every drop of his sweet protein. Just as you have instructed your white girl to do every time that I do it for you.
I also find that I can’t get enough of him fucking my pink pussy as he whispers in my ear and call me his nasty trailer park white slut. I did not know how much his dirty talk gets me wet and so quickly. I am still weak in the knees from cumming that hard and that much as I can still feel his black dick inside me and his cum filling me. I know that we are having unprotected but I love being able to please you in my submission to you and how we both are tested every couple of months just to be sure. I need his passion as much as he needs mine. I want to feel the hurt and pain he gives me as I continue to give him what he desires from me.
Right now, the gifts I can give him are my body, my sacrifice through submission, my obedience, my unquestioning devotion and loyalty. I need to please my Master Jimmy; it is a need that comes from deep in my heart and soul. It is what I know I am meant to do. This belief is stronger each day. I feel much better about being your white girl every day master.
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Wow! What an Amazing Wkend
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Oct 3, 2011 4:43 pm
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I quickly have to write you Master to tell you how much I truly enjoyed the amazing and wonderful time I spent with you this past weekend. You used my body like no other man has before. However, what you also used on me - and for this I will forever be thankful to you is that you have also forced me to use my mind to think about submission, obedience and loyality to you as my Master but also to my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ, and what these three concepts mean to me.
I am proud to be a white slave (your white girl) to my Superior Black Master Jimmy. I read over my Slave Contract several times since receiving it from you this morning and I can tell that it was the work of my Master. It was thoughtful and thought provoking. Submission fills a lot of needs in me and although I know that at times, I fall short in the obedience department, I am now making a conscious effort to improve in that area. I am really "swamped" here at work right now but for some reason I am relaxed and content.
The only thing that would make me a bit happier is if I were laying beside my Master with my head on your chest as I listen to your heartbeat. I love being next to my Master, to feel his touch and know that I am where I am supposed to be.
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My Training is Over - Now Begins My Real Journey!!
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Oct 1, 2011 1:24 pm
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Journal Entry for October 1, 2011
I am having a wonderful time with my Master - He has fulfilled me in more ways than I could have every imagined. You stepped out for a few moments - which gives me some time to write my entry for today. I read the first assignment given to me by Master. I had so many emotions running through my head as I read it, the main thing that I believe struck me first is that I understand the repression of the feelings that I have allowed to come out since you collared me back in January. At first, I didn't know what to make of them, I wanted to submit, knew that I have wanted it for a long time, had submitted out of fear before, but with you Master, I knew I wanted to give this to you - and that was all that I had to give.
My capacity to give has been tested, has increased, and when I was reading in the journal about how she was tested, although not in the same ways that Master has tested me, I felt the emotions, the wanting to please, not always understanding, the frustration of wanting to complete an assignment but not always accomplishing it. I know that what this slave and Master enjoy doing is not exactly the same activities that Master Jimmy and I enjoy but I still identify with the obedience, the absolute necessity of performing my assignments to please my Master Jimmy. I have cried when I have disappointed, have cried when happy, and know that I will continue to grow and have my limits pushed. I know that when Master must punish me for failing to do my assignments, that the pain will be followed by pleasure for us both. I definitely identify with loving to have my Master's black dick in my mouth. I love the sweet salty cum from my Master Jimmy. Nothing else will ever make me feel that way. I know that deep throating will be challenging but I am determined to learn it and please us both.
I know that for this little white slave girl, my definite want to do for Master Jimmy is to lick my Master's asshole. I want my tongue inside your asshole so much and I can not wait until you get back to your white girl - so that I can fulfill this burning desire that grows deep inside both of us. Hurry up baby because I want to hear how happy this white slut makes you. I want it more and more with each passing minute.
I have learned something else about myself in the last month and I believe that this has served to make me in to a better slave. I have learned that I can fully and completely trust you, no questions asked. I do not have to worry any more about why you make the decisions you do. I know that you will make sure I am cared for as only you have the ability to do. I want to give you my best, the part of me that is for only you. The part that is pushed beyond what I will ever give another person, that part that belongs to you alone. I know how this slave feels, that sometimes failing and disappointing Master is the worst part of the experience.
I know that failing to do what you have asked of me is worse to me right now than any punishment you will physically inflict on your white slave girl. I will gladly do what I need to in order to please you. I want you to be proud to own your white slave girl. I will always behave the same when you are around as when you aren't because I know that a good slave girl's behavior reflects on her Master. I want my Master to be glad that I belong to you. I feel so close to you now, am thankful for my assignments and will read each one and give the attention to each and respond with my thoughts. I want my Master to hold me, I love the feeling I have when I am in your arms, and could identify with that part, that nothing else in the world feels like it and will never feel that good. I knew it the first time you held me. I knew I was in that space and time where I wanted to be. I knew that I didn't ever want to be anywhere else and would do what I needed to do to keep being there. Thank you for claiming me, for growing with me, and deciding that I am what you want.
You are all I want, I am certain of that, this feeling grows deeper and deeper -- stronger and stronger each day. Thank you Master Jimmy from your very happy, loyal and grateful White Girl
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