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Feb 26, 2011 7:24 am
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For as long as I can remember, very possibly this would mean my whole life, I have been fascinated by women. I am captivated by every aspect that the phrase “being a woman” or the term “feminine” would imply. It would be no stretch to say I am in love with all women. Very true, but my infatuation goes much deeper than that. I love that, in my mind, any woman could make any man beg for them. True, there are probably large holes in my vision, but that is a world that I would love to inhabit. As you probably could have guessed, a large part of me wishes I had born a woman. So, in my younger years, I guess I was confused about my sexuality; I believe I did a pretty good job keeping this hidden. I did nothing that would make me seem different than my other male classmates. I had girlfriends, went out on dates with girls, attended parties with the other youths, doing everything that you would expect a kid to do. My fantasies mainly involved me, with a girlfriend, and her transforming me into a woman, usually against my will. To be truthful, this is when I know this isn’t real, because she wouldn’t need to force me, I would beg for this dream to be fulfilled. Once I was a “woman”, I dreamed that I would be accepted by the group of my girlfriends then do anything and everything they wanted. I would love to be completely made over and transformed into a woman. When I first started cross-dressing, while I obviously wanted to become irresistible to men, it was more about realizing my dream of being a woman, than sexually living life as a woman. My early dreams and fantasies generally involved me, as a Crossdresser, joining a sorority or other group of women, and just being a woman. I would know my role, I wouldn’t be allowed to have sex with the women. I would be told to assist the men, who knew about my situation and I believed were turned on by the circumstances, that were serviced by my sisters by helping them undress and helping them put a condom on their cocks. Next, I would kiss her lover with passion while we held each other securely, his hands firmly caressing my ass through my skirt and panties. Then I would stand with my arms above my head, so that I couldn’t pleasure myself, and watch to learn how women make love to men. Following their sex, I would help remove the condom then wash his cock and dry him. I then would make out with him until he was finished with me. I have had dreams about being a bride or in any other situation where a woman is all dolled up with complete make-up, jewelry, and perfume. I would love to go to a beach and tan in a bikini. Sure, people would know, but I’m certain there are beaches somewhere where I would be accepted. In my earlier days my idea of being a woman was missing one important element. Over time I have learned to appreciate more and by doing Internet research about tips and techniques with performing fellatio, I now see the beauty in receiving and consuming fluids from your lover. Another aspect of me becoming a woman which I haven’t mentioned, because I guess I’m a bit apprehensive seeing that as a woman I am still a virgin, is that I would make sure he knew that he was taking my virginity and I would always have him with me in my heart. I would ask if he wouldn’t mind starting off slow, lots of kissing and holding each other tightly. Then I would fall to my knees as he would fuck my mouth for a couple minutes before taking his cock from my lips and slapping my cheeks with his penis. Then after picking me up and pushing me stomach-down on the bed, it would be obvious to me what was going to happen. He then would have me stand and take my panties down to my ankles and get back kneeling on the bed. Then I would be told to put my chest flat on the bed so my ass is available to him. Obviously, I want this to happen. I want to be face-down, ass-up on the bed then hear that he would like me to grab my ass and spread my cheeks making his target, my asshole, available to him, I would do this as I would feel the head of his cock brush against the outside of my virgin asshole. I would try to pull my cheeks open wider, thinking that was what he wanted from me. He would want to hear from me that this is what I want; I would say “Yes, please”. Before the words had completely exited my mouth, and in one motion he grabbed each wrist in one of his hands and pulled back. This caused my back to arch as his cock plunged deeply into my ass. Had I not expected it, I would have called the pain intense, but the pain was lessened by the thrill I was experiencing while I listened as he told me, his slut, how hard he was going to fuck her. I loved how much I felt like a woman as he rode me, quick short strokes at first, followed by slower deeper strokes then he would deposit inside my body. He would be turned on as I would squeal in pleasure and repeat his name while telling him that he owned me. I want my lover to be sure of this; while he may think that he’s fucking me, I’ll be making love to him. The age of my lover is not that important to me, except I would prefer him not to be younger than I am. I do have my daddy/daughter fantasies, where I am used by a much older man, and these really excite me. I don’t want us to be equals in the bedroom, in my fantasies my lover usually is in control, and I am at their mercy, this seems the way things should be.
My intentions for this masterpiece of fiction, if this could be true even in the smallest way life would be so magnificent, was to start with a short paragraph to explain my state of mind, then reveal the fantasy that I think of all day and dream all night. Well, my introduction ran a bit long, and here’s my feature…
I was so excited about the upcoming weekend because I actually had plans which didn’t involve my daily occupation or yard work. Although I wasn’t sure about the specific details, other than I was going somewhere with a good friend, and he promised that we would have a great time. Ken, my friend, was a man who I had known since we were kids. After our school years when people usually headed out to start lives, a few of us stayed around home and found satisfaction here. Ken is probably the friend who I trusted the most, the person who knew the most about me, as well as about my many fantasies/fetishes. He was the only person who knew my deepest, darkest secrets; such as my crossdressing interests and my other unmentionable wants and desires. As I said before, I didn’t know the details, other than he asked me, above all else, to trust him, and I did. So I expected something big, and I didn’t ask why when he told me to shave my complete body. I did as I was told.
So, all of Thursday night I, very carefully and over the course of four hours, shaved off all my body hair to begin my change into a woman. I spoke to Ken during the day on Thursday and he told me not to wait until Friday, he wanted me to consider myself a woman, his woman, from that point forward. I was to answer the phone, if it rang, in my “sweet little girl” voice. Ken and I usually played around with me doing that voice, and it needn’t be said how hot that voice alone got me feeling. He told me to start practicing peeing without pushing my penis down. He told me that I should sit, spread my legs and let my fall down aiming into the bowl, then squeeze my legs together and pee hands-free. Surprisingly, this worked, as this did make me feel womanly.
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Hello againn
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Jul 7, 2008 7:05 pm
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I believe that people mistakenly forget that everybody, including me, has emotions and deserves to be in a relationship. I wrote the following to let people know that I spend a lot of time thinking about sex and I can assure you that its fictional, so far. Of course, I would like to experience as much of the following as possible, but I will trade all of my wants for to have the same woman to pleasure every night for the rest of my life.
All my life I have been fascinated by how sexy a womans clothes could make her look and then how the way she was dressed would give her the power over a lesser male, which is what I consider myself to be. When I was younger, I used to imagine I was on a budget, and then I would look through catalogs and find a wardrobe, which usually resulted in a sticky cum-filled towel. As long as I can remember I have wanted to be the sexy woman that turned heads, that made people take a second look, one who men like me would think of as they masturbated into a towel each night. Or just an average woman with average dress, one who was just a woman, I literally fantasize about being in your shoes also. I have a slender build with long, and I believe shapely, legs that I know would help as I attempt to pass as a woman. I guess this leads me into another part of my fantasy, to give a man a blowjob while Im dressed as a woman, then to be rewarded with his load which I unquestionably will choke on as it tries to find a path to my stomach. Or if I was a woman, to kneel as a long line of men fucked my mouth until each man blew his load in my mouth. Whatever cum drooled from my lips would be caught in a bowl so I, being a good little slut, could swallow every last drop of cum.
From that vision that I just left you with, you know that many of my fantasies involve a man. While I have never had any sexual experiences with a man, I will admit that its probably due more to the fact that an opportunity has not presented itself than any unwillingness by me. I understand what makes a cock attractive to women and why theyre drawn to them, because it must empower a woman when she allows a man to shoot his load off into her mouth, her pussy, her ass, or just off into space. I dream about being that woman. Either in panties, or my regular boxers, I dream about being in the arms of a man as we passionately make out. If Im lucky, maybe hell allow me to suck his cock, lick his balls, and let me kiss his asshole. I know that Ill be scared and may have second thoughts, so I may need to be reminded that I asked for his cock and told to suck it.
One fantasy of mine happens this way, a weekend trip with a man who kept me as his girlfriend. I guess it shouldnt come as a surprise that a large percentage of my porn collection (which totals over 150 movies) has a common theme, which I really enjoy watching. Oral sex. I dream of being a woman whose head is held as a man fucks my face. We would go out to restaurants, to movies, shopping for anything he wanted, shopping for me for whatever displayed me as being his slut, then making out with him and massaging his body until we fall to sleep. I really would enjoy letting someone else take charge of my sex and love lives, which as we speak is nonexistent. Mostly, what I would need if anything ever happened, would be a strong friendship first, and then quietly wed have us.
Ultimately, although I feel that there is still a lot that I need to experience, I hope to find a woman who has similar interests to complete me personally and help me build a life that well share. I realize that Im asking a lot, and basically Im just looking for a woman who will accept me and expects to be admired and worshipped. From this woman I would expect to be trained in how to make her sexual experience better. I want her to control me. I hope shell let me experience my sexual fantasies, but as long as I have her, Ill be satisfied. One fantasy of mine is that I find an athletic woman who jogs, or just any sweaty woman. After she is finished with her runs and is all sweaty, I find this to be extremely sexy. I would lick every inch of her body; spend extra time sucking her toes because of my foot fetish. Then having me probe her sweaty asshole with my tongue, then grinding her pussy into my face until she is satisfied.
The woman that lets my love and myself encompass her I intend to make believe that as far as Im concerned, she is the solitary individual in my heart. I know that other men can do more physically, but theres not a doubt in my mind that we will feel more of a connection as while were kissing and I holding you tight, I slowly but deliberately thrust my cock deep inside her. I know that its my responsibility to please a woman, so I make love with only her fulfillment as my goal.
I realize that because of my condition, people might be unwilling to help me because they fear they could get in trouble. You can rest assured that if anybody questions us, Ill make it clear that its my decision. If that doesnt satisfy them, ask if theyre aware that saying anything would be discrimination. I really hate to think about using my injury as leverage to get ahead, but it wont get me ahead, it will just help me become a person.
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Knowledge I hope to employ...
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Nov 13, 2007 4:18 pm
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Giving Good Head
How to Perform Mind Numbing Fellatio
Whether you use the technical term fellatio or call it a blow job, going down on a man, or giving him head, performing fellatio is an act that requires a lot of trust and a little bit of knowledge. Social messages about fellatio suggest that guys love it so much they don't care about technique. In reality there is a lot of variation in fellatio skills, and knowing how to read your partner, what to do to him, and when to do it can make all the difference.
Difficulty: N/A
Time Required: Fellatio can be fast and dirty or slow and seductive, no set time required.
Here's How:
1. Start him off nice and clean.
Social stigma seems to focus on the taste of women's genitals more than men's. In fact men can smell and taste just as strong as women. If you're new to fellatio, you might be worried about taste and smell. If so, suggest a sexy bath or shower together and start with a clean slate. You can also add a bit of flavored personal lubricant to his penis such as Hooch warming massage lotion, Tasty Twist Oral-gasm balm & Good Head Blow Job Cream.
2. Physical comfort is key.
You can't have fun and perform well if you're not physically comfortable, and fellatio can put a strain on your neck and jaw. Kneeling before him on a pillow, while he's standing or sitting, gives you good range of motion and plenty of access. If you've had bad experiences with fellatio where you felt lack of control, have him on his back and crouch in between his legs. Giving head can put you in a major power position, if you like that feeling then go for it.
1. Tease him with touch.
Using your hands first, gently caress his inner thighs, penis, testicles, and perineum, paying attention to his reactions (verbal and facial) as you touch certain spots. The most sensitive spot on a guy's penis is the head (known as the glans), especially the frenulum, an indentation between the glans and the shaft on the underside of the penis. You might want to brush up on your knowledge of male sexual anatomy , to know what you're working with.
2. Give him a lick.
Follow up with your tongue, exploring the same terrain using slow wide strokes with your tongue. Don't be afraid to use lots of saliva, as this natural lube feels great and helps create friction and suction. There are lots of tasy products that can also lubricate & enhance the experience. There are many STDs that can be passed during fellatio, using flavored condoms is a great way to practice safer sex and deal with any taste you may not like. It is also a perfect way to get guys who say they have difficulty with condoms, to gladly put one on.
3. Take him in your mouth.
When he's semi-erect, slowly guide your lips over the tip of his penis, making sure your lips cover your teeth as you slide gently down his shaft as far as you're comfortable. Keep your mouth taut, as the pressure from your lips will feel great as they glide down the penis. Putting him in your mouth before he is fully erect is a good way of getting comfortable with the size of his penis, particularly if he is in the larger range.
4. Watch the gag reflex.
If you're not adept at deep throat (taking the whole penis in your mouth), don't try it or you'll trigger the gag reflex. It's not necessary and a similar effect can be achieved with the hand and mouth technique described below. With practice, you can learn to relax your gag reflex and take in more of the penis. There is also a product called Shunga Sensations balm, which will numb your gag reflex during oral sex. It's also very tasty.
5. Use your mouth and tongue.
As your head travels up the underside of the penis, flatten your tongue so it gives his frenulum a nice wide, wet stroke. Don't be afraid to try different types of licks or kissesthe lips feel good when popped over the ridge of the penisbut perform each stroke repeatedly before changing to give consistent pleasure.
6. Have fun with the foreskin.
If your partner is uncircumcised, insert your tongue into the foreskin and circle around the head with it. You can also use your fingers to gently massage the head through the foreskin, alternating with deep tongue licks.
7. Using your mouth and hand, tip 1.
A great blow job incorporates both hands and mouth. Place one hand around the shaft of his penis while you move up and down on the top half of his penis. Try coordinating your movements so your hand and mouth are going up and down in unison. If you're partner is thrusting, your hand will prevent his penis from being pushed too far into your mouth.
8. Using your mouth and hand, tip 2.
If he likes this combination, bring your hand all the way up the shaft (following your mouth), remove your mouth briefly, use your palm to slide and twist over the head (as if you were juicing an orange), and then glide your hand back down followed by your mouth again. Repeat.
9. Let him come.
When he's ready to orgasm, keep your movements consistent and firmdon't slack off. Once he starts ejaculating, see him through with a few strokes and then stop, as most men don't want continued stimulation once they've ejaculated and had an orgasm.
10. To swallow or not to swallow?
This decision is entirely up to you. There's nothing wrong with you if you don't want to, but it's nice to let your partner know it's nothing personal. If you don't want to swallow, and you aren't familiar with the signs of imminent ejaculation , let him know you want a warning. Remove your mouth as he's about to ejaculate, and continue hand stroking through his orgasm.
Tips:
1. Don't forget the rest of his body. The scrotum and testicles (balls) are particularly sensitive, and most men like them to be stimulated. Try lightly licking or touching his testicles during oral sex. He might also like them to be cradled gently in one of your hands. Some men go wild when you place your hand around the top of the scrotum and gently tug down.
2. You can also apply pressure to his perineum (the spot between his anus and his penis) with one or two fingers, as this also can feel good.
3. He might like wearing a butt plug during fellatio for added prostate stimulation. Glass offers the smoothest surface for beginners, and cleans up easily. Or you can apply pressure to his anus with one of your fingers.
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