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Serving completely
Posted:Jun 17, 2021 3:52 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2022 4:00 am
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After quite some time has passed i have given myself completely my Mistress. She looked after well but was firm and confident. i remain shaved, with wigs for social occasions and work and have learnt my new role. i serve 24/7 aside from work and love my new role, Her imagination getting ever more imaginative with different surprises.

Last weekend i arrived home from work and as routine i stripped and washed before getting my chores. i cleaned the kitchen and prepared our meal while bald,, fully waxed with only a leather thong on and nipple clamps as She wished. It is Her way start every weekend with exposed and showing my submission, though the exact nature changes and She leaves items out for my return.

i found a note in the fridge asking insert a small capsule into my bottom and then wait for Her in the bedroom. i finished preparing Her food and set the timer so it would be time for 8 and Her return and made my way nervously the bedroom. i lay the bed, opening my legs and slid in the capsule, much smaller than other things my bottom is used to is slid easily in. As it was 6 i took my book to help pass the time while i wated for Mistress, intrigued as to what i had inserted, expecting some unusual sensations to begin or not sure if she was just ensuring i was fully empty, but i had already used my enema as instructed.

Suddenly i woke, feeling a little muggy headed, confused, with strange feelings all over. i tried to move but my arms and legs were held tight as i was spread eagled on my back on something hard and cold. i opened my eyes but just blackness, and feeling my mouth stretched open something thick and rubber between my teeth. i turned my head but could feel my neck collared and fixed so could only turn to the sides and i could hear talking and chatter.

Gradually my senses started to become clearer and i could hear what sounded like normal conversation, cool air on my middle but my legs arms and head were encased in something tight and held firm. i could feel things on my belly and chest, and something filling my pussy. Then She was next to me, saying:
"nice to see you awake lucy, do not panic, i have a treat for you this evening, i am having a dinner party and you are the talk of the evening so far. Please stay still as You are doing a very good job as my table."

I could feel the things on me moving as i presumed people were helping themselves, i even felt whatever was in me move a little at times. I lay there still, following instructions as i was trained to do, actually more than that as i needed now from Mistress, and tried to think about what was happening. i remembered preparing her meal and the capsule but nothing else. She had use me with a guest before but never so publicly, how many people were here, i felt my body tingle, nervous, a little excited, embarrassed.

I heard the clink of a glass as if to quieten down a crowd and then my Mistress speak.
"Well Ladies and Gentlemen now that my toy is awake and everyone has had their fil of food we can move on to the entertainment. My toy may be a little dry after her preparation today so first we must hydrate her.!

With that i felt hands behind my head and a clasp undone, the rubber removed from my mouth to be replaced quickly by another, this one a little larger. as i lay there i felt as if the gag was being moved in my mouth, pulled a little by something. Then i felt liquid enter my mouth and gulped swallowing down water which had entered through a tube in the centre. as i swallowed i realised how thirsty i was and was eager for more.

"Who is first?" Mistresses asked
i heard movement and what i assume was passing of the pipe attached to my gaga as i felt pulled across and then more liquid, this time not water, i drank and tasted wine. Again i felt it passed and now a warm liquid i recognised quickly as pee. This carried on i am not sure how many times, each one only small amounts but different, one time whiskey which i nearly gagged on, but more golden liquids, some others i did not recognise, occasionally water, some coke i think, something salty, until i was bursting and could not take any more. The gags once again swapped and i felt the restraints being undone. i remained in place awaiting any instructions.

"As You can see i have trained her thoroughly and You will all get to tonight so no rushing. Shall we move to the living room?"

With that i heard chairs pushed back on the floor and a variety of different footsteps moving out on Mistresses stone floor, the familiar click of some high heels among them. I was guided by my collar and eagerly led out of the room, the time wondering just how many were here and how much i could take.

"Good girl" Mistress said quietly as i was led into the lounge, and with those two words my body tingled.
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Training Development 7
Posted:Dec 13, 2017 1:12 pm
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2021 3:13 am
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My pee hole was used to the sensation this time, but my belly ached the most from the large enema, of a brown liquid. I felt alive after this was drained away and Mistress smiled at me. She had waxed my pussy, arm pits, legs and upper lip and i tingled from all of this. She loooked at me and smiled a cheeky grin.

'i have always wanted to completely shave a sub, to remove their character and have my own toy doll. I have not yet decided if that is for you. I shall think on it.'

My breathing stopped, uncertain, for the first time a little truly scared, i have never considered being made bald, i so want to give myself completely but no hair. Clearly She knows it is Her decision and i have given myself to this and to Her, but i dont know what i want Her to decide. i crave Her control, i need to submit everything.

As i ponder this something pushes into my pussy and i feel warm water cleaning me out. Then She reaches up and as instructed i open my mouth as She cleans my teeth.

'Very good my pet, all clean and prepared for anything now. But waht to do with you next, how shall you serve me, you have given Yourself so easily to Me, I need to push you. To show you how much you will give of yourself, to have you Mine in every sense.'

Again my breathing paused, i pondered Her statement, thinking what i hoped for but then realising She needed something i wasnt hoping for, something i might not want. Was it my hair? what else?

'Now then My toy, i know you want Me to own You and play with You but how much do You need to be Mine, for everything I wish. Will you give me everything?'

I had thought of this, i had always wanted to give myself completely, i knew what i craved, control, serving, to be used, to make Mistress cum, to drink, to eat as She instructed to be punished when i stepped out of line or made a mistake but how much did i need to give. i had heard of a broken slave years ago, one who gave completely and for long so could never be satisfied with another partner after the relationship broke down. One ruined despite an unhealthy aspect. Was this for me, despite my subbie craving i considered myself strong and independent, what if this went bad, what if i felt abused and trapped. i hadn't known Her long. But oh how She seemed to know everything i desired, to offer me so much while only seeking Her own pleasure. With panic and butterflies, feeling sick i knew i had to try, i wanted so much everything i could offer Her and whatever small thing She would give in return.

'Yes my Mistress', with those three words i committed myself to everything...
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Training Development 6
Posted:Dec 8, 2017 3:00 am
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2017 3:22 am
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i curl up and close my eyes to rest, sleeping for a while on the soft cushion, pulling a rug over me to warm up. Lieing on my side, knees brought up due to the small cage. After a while i wake, the room still silent, only a flickering candle which is nearly at the bottom now. I listen to see if i can hear Her anywhere in the house but nothing, complete silence, a little eery. I lean over to drink from my water bowl, lapping up the water to rehydrate, i smile to myself as it tastes a little sweet, a treat added to the water. I drink up the bowl and kneel up waiting for Mistress to return.

I watch the candle flame, seeing it flickering, watching, not much else to see in the darkness. Sort of mesmerised i feel a little light headed. Then as i watch feeling more drowsy, my eyes heavy and closing. Then my legs weaken and i slump to the bottom of the cage drifting off.

i dont know how long it is before i wake but when i do feeling a little groggy still i am in a lit room, on my back on a couch. i try to sit up but find my neck held fast to the black leather examination couch, my arms are fixed at the wrists and upper arms and my legs at ankles and thighs, i am completely helpless. turning my head i see a black room with walls covered in pvc, bright lights reflected from the shiny surface. i listen but cant hear anyone, the room a warm temperature i realise i am completely naked. Suddenly i hear a slight click and then feel my arms moving, the couch is in parts and my arms are stretched lifted up out besides me and then up almost besides my ears. It stops and then another click and my legs spread, slowly, wider and wider. I start to panic as my inner thighs sting btu then it stops, my pussy exposed, spread open.

A door opens and i hear soft steps as Mistress walks up to me. 'Now then my little one, i am glad you have been rested. If you are going to be My sub then i need to ensure you are prepared and we start to train your body'.

i tingle in excitement, nervous but so excited.

Well, a slave girl must always be completely prepared, i am sorry about the sedation but i need you to learn you are mine to do with as i see fit. So we need to start by waxing off all Your hair, just your head and eyebrows should remain. Then i think we need to start with the equipment in the cupboard, to empty Your body then wash You out and see what else is needed.

my breathing quickened, a little panic rising now, i have not seen Her quite like this before.
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Training Development 5
Posted:Oct 25, 2017 6:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2021 3:14 am
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I hear the delightful sound of her heels on the stone floor and then feel my arms release, the chains left dangling from my wrists. My body now pushed right down onto the dildo spreading my ass. I sense Her in front of me and moan as she pulls on my chain, then She lifts me up and i groan in relief as She lifts me up and off the huge probe. She lowers me to the floor and places me on all fours. Once again i feel my wrists being fixed into place.

I feel my stretched anus slowly returning to normal, gradually closing, but then Her fingers. hhmmppphh i moan into my gag. She probes me and I feel Her gloved hands exploring, pulling my ass open again and then i feel her pushing in. panicking, i try to control my breathing. It feels as if She is pushing deep inside me, my sore ass spread wide again. I feel movement inside my belly and focus on my breathing, desperate not to panic.

She moves in and out of me, filling me and i moan with each movement. As i start to rock in time she pulls out of me. So horny now i moan desperate for Her attention and rock a little. I hear Her laugh a little and then the sound of Her heels again.

She stops and suddenly i hear a loud crack, a pause as i listen and then a searing pain in my buttock. i scream into my gag. Another two quickly and I scream with each one as She alternates my cheeks. 'This is for spilling some my dear. you must learn to obey my every command completely without question or error. Now just 10 more.'

I brace myself and scream with each strike, one hits the lips of my pussy and I scream even more into my gag. Eyes watering behind my mask. Finally the strikes are over. I have managed to remain on all fours. I can feel the sensitivity of my cropped flesh from the leather crop. Sensitive, stinging, a sign of my submission.

I feel her on me again, undoing the chains and my nipple chain, removing my gag, She guides me on all fours across the room and i feel a soft cushioning beneath me.
'This is your bed and cage, get some rest, we have a lot to explore this weekend. The hood is to stay on for now to leave you uncertain of what else is here and as punishment for spilling'

'I will be back in a while, there is a bowl of water in your cage'....
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training development
Posted:May 29, 2016 4:17 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2022 3:06 pm
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I knock on the large wooden door but get no answer. Its raining and i am here on time as agreed but still i get no answer. After a while i try the handle and the door opens, i call out and step inside out of the rain. I see a candle on a mahogany table, a note pinned down by it with my name on. i open it an dread:
"Lucy welcome, I am so pleased to have you here with me again for the weekend. your journey with Me continues. First you must get prepared, climb upstairs and the 3rd door on the left is your recovery and preparation room. Go there now."

I climb the wooden stairs, admiring the great hall as i do and walk to the third door, i step inside revealing a plain room, large bed, a cupboard and an open door leading to a bathroom. Another note on the bed:
"Now, it is time to prepare and remove Lucy leaving my submissive. i want you to strip, clean yourself inside and out (equipment in the bathroom), and then put on the garments on the top shelf in the cupboard."

i smile, body tingling, ready to become Her plaything, ready to learn about myself, learn what i am and what i need. i quickly strip and turn on the shower, remembering her instructions i clean my whole body, finding an enema bag and nozzle to clean inside. I shave myself and the climb out refreshed and excited. I dry and walk to the cupboard so eager to see my outfit.

i open the cupboard and reach to the top shelf, finding something leather. I pull it down and pieces fall to the floor. Intrigued i pick them up and sit on the bed. Nervous as i examine them realising they are wrist and ankle cuffs and a hood. There is also a small leather bag. I put the thick leather ankle cuffs on, buckling them both and then struggle to do my wrist cuffs ensuring they are tight.

i look at the hood, biting my lower lip i lift it up and pull it on over my head, i reach behind and pull my pony tail through the hole. I reach to fasten the clasps tightening the hood, pulling it against my head firmly. my breathing rapid now i lift up the leather bag and reach in to find 5 small padlocks, all open. i realise quickly and place padlocks fastening my cuffs one after another realising i am now sealed in them. i try in vain to fasten the padlock behind my hood and then head to the bathroom to try with the mirror.

i catch myself in the mirror and admire my slut persona, a thick leather face with eye and mouth holes, otherwise featureless. i turn and with difficulty find the buckle to lock myself in. i stand staring at myself, my pale skin contrasting with the black leather adornments.

my innards churning so excited now i walk to the door and open slowly, kneeling outside in the corridor, hands on knees, back straight, eyes down, head up, waiting...
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