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Self tease and denial
Posted:Apr 23, 2018 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2022 5:51 am
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Finally found a way to tease and deny myself after all these years . Never was able to find any on here to control my orgasms and though I can tease and deny myself the letdown was always that I eventually made the choice when I would cum.

Ive always found ing with my nipples only to achieve orgasm gives a much more intense orgasm than just stroking. Thought Id throw this idea out there for any else in the same situation.

What I now do is tease myself during the course of the week, but not allowing release until a certain day of the week, Sunday for me. On Sunday I partake in my usual tease sessions which mainly consists of watching the porn videos to get myself turned on, touching myself to get myself to that edge as much as I can stand it. Once I reach that point of near ecstasy where I can take it no more I allow myself to cool down a bit. The videos go off. Then I give myself a 60 second countdown manipulating my nipples to try and achieve that elusive orgasm. No stroking allowed, that's too easy. If I do not cum in that 60 seconds then I dont get to have an orgasm for another week. I can tease myself as much as i want, but no orgasm attempt allowed till the following Sunday.

This past Sunday as that clocked ticked down I got more and more desperate realizing I very well may not cum. In the last 10 seconds cum started to stream from my throbbing twitching cock, but as the clock ticked off the last second I still had not experienced that much needed orgasm. A sizeable amount of cum lay on the floor but I was still throbbing with desire. I cleaned up my mess with my tongue and just looked down at my manhood knowing it had to wait another week to try again. I can only hope next week is more successful.

Hopefully this will others who love tease and denial but cant find a partner to torment them.
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Untouched manhood
Posted:Sep 30, 2017 6:54 am
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2021 12:59 pm
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I had a realization this morning. I realized how little my manhood actually gets touched. As I lead a sexless life it never feels the touch of a woman and as I like to tease it more than give it the relief it so desires I find myself touching the rest of my body while watching my hard manhood throb with desire. Even when I need to cum I bring it about by nipple manipulation rather than stroking.

The main caress my cock feels is from the molecues in the air itself.

Just found that an interesting thought.
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Hairy chest vs shaved
Posted:Feb 17, 2017 5:15 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2017 6:13 am
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Do women prefer a hairy chest of a shaved chest?
Shaved
Hairy
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Naked in the cold
Posted:Feb 12, 2017 10:52 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:48 am
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Icy frigid temperatures here in the northeast last night, and I longed to do something I hadn't done in a long time, to strip down naked in the cold and subject my body to the winter air. Granted I did this in my garage to shield myself from prying eyes, but the garage is far detached from the house, and just as cold if not colder than the air outside. I questioned whether I really wanted to do it, but I could feel myself getting hard at the thought, and had to give in.

To increase my vulnerability to the cold I lay down on the hood of my car, the metal covered in specks of light snow that had yet to melt off, letting the chill of the car run through my body as I lay my back flat down on it, my feet on the hood, and my legs spread wide. I caressed my body and watched my cock rock hard and throbbing. It makes one feel more naked being thus exposed to the wintry air than if I was in the warmth of my house. I imagine its akin to being naked in front of people, feeling much more vulnerable than normal.

Years ago I did the same, and forced myself to endure the icy cold until I could make myself cum. I remember torturing my nipples and writhing in frustrated ecstasy until I made myself cum all over myself, knowing I had nothing to clean myself up with, and not being able to dress myself covered in cum, I had to lay there and rub all that semen into my body like lotion until it was all gone. I wanted to do that again last night but I gave in to the cold and got dressed before cumming. Maybe next time.
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My fantasy part 7
Posted:Aug 3, 2016 5:13 am
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2016 3:43 am
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I had no time to digest this information. Mistress and her male stud whipped me around and pushed my chest and face down to the table. While her man held me down I felt rope being tied around my right ankle and then tied to one of the table legs. Then I felt the same on my left ankle. My legs were spread so wide I could feel the strain on my hips. My ass was completely vulnerable and there was nothing I could do. I tried to pull my ankles free but it was hopeless. I had no leverage, the tabletop being the only thing keeping me from toppling over. My hands still tied behind my back I could only wait for what was coming. I looked in front of me and realized I was staring straight into the camera which was being turned back on by one of Mistress’ friends. I felt lube being squirted into my ass, lots of it. I tried to squirm loose but I wasn’t going anywhere. I was about to be fucked by a man and there was nothing I could do about it….and why was my cock so hard? I didn’t want this but there was no denying how fucking hard I was. I felt like such a , and I guess I was being treated as one in all truth.

Then I felt his cock head pressing against me. My Mistress stroked my neck and told me it would go easier if I just relaxed. I tried to relax, to ignore my natural urge to resist. I breathed deeply and slowly, and waited. I felt that cock head pushing itself into me stretching out my anus, oh my god it feels so big. I gasped as it stretched me all the way out but it wasn’t done. It was just the start. That bulbous head pushed deeper into me and I could feel his shaft entering me now. Slowly he pushed in, my breathing was getting shallower as more of him slid into me. God I thought his cock was big when I sucked it, now it felt gigantic. In he kept going. God,when was his cock going to end. Mistress whispered to me he’s halfway into you. Halfway? How big was he? How much more could I take? I knew the answer to that was all of it whether I wanted to or not. I felt him continually sliding deeper into me. I felt like I was going to be ripped in half. I couldn’t even think, I couldn’t function. All I could do was try to accept this violation of my body. After what seemed an eternity I felt his pelvis right up against my ass. I felt him push himself tightly against me forcing every last inch of his manhood inside of me. I could hardly breathe. Then I felt him withdrawing from me. I felt his cock sliding back out, felt myself feeling a momentary sense of relief as his cock head slipped out of me.

It was a very short lived relief. I immediately felt his cock head re-enter me. Felt him sliding back in, quicker this time, filling me up with his hardness. I moaned as my ass was violated again, as that cock reached deep inside me, and then it slid back out, and then in again, then out, then in, out, in, out, faster and faster I felt myself getting fucked. He started getting a steady rhythm going. My mind went numb as I was used as a male fuck toy. I could hear myself moaning and groaning, looking ahead I stared into the camera filming the whole thing. Mistress and her friends were cheering him on again. I felt so worthless, so used… and I realized I also felt something else. I felt my cock still hard as a rock. Was this actually turning me on? I didn’t feel turned on. I felt like….like.. I don’t know what I felt like. This isn’t me. This isn’t what I wanted. Why was my cock so hard, throbbing? It was more than just feeling hard and throbbing though. I thought I felt like I might cum. My cock was pulsing, twitching, trying to force all that cum that had been accumulating all this time out of me. As my violator’s manhood continued to pound me relentlessly my own manhood was reaching the throes of ecstasy. I could feel cum starting to dribble from my cock head. Then more. It was slowly leaking out of me. I tried to thrust my hips as much as I could which in my current predicament was not at all. I could feel orgasm being reached. Not a mind blowing orgasm like I have needed for so long, but a slow drawn out orgasm. Cum continued to dribble from my cock. I could feel my cock convulsing as it squeezed out the semen within me that had long been stored. I momentarily forgot the cock pumping my ass as my mind was over stimulated by all these different sensations overwhelming me. Orgasm was finally achieved after so long, slowly pumping out the long stored semen within me, my cock struggling to release every last drop. I felt the last gasps of my climax which never quite felt as intense as I needed, I felt a small stream of cum hanging from the tip of my cock head and I felt once again that hard cock drilling my ass still as conscious thought returned.

Now I truly felt used. The sexual lust was gone from me, but not from the man who continued to fuck me long and hard. All I could do was lie there and wait for him to finish, but god, how long was he going to go on for. In and out, over and over I felt him continue to drill me. I was so sore but I knew begging for mercy would accomplish nothing. His thrusts were getting faster and more intense. I could only hope he was reaching climax himself and that this would soon be over. I heard Mistress whisper in my ear, “Did it feel good”. My orgasm didn’t go unnoticed. I nodded my head and I heard her softly laugh. I could hear her man starting to grunt and then moan. He was pounding me like a madman. God his cock felt so huge like it was growing inside me as he pumped. Then I could feel his cum gushing inside of me, heard him loudly moan and felt him forcing his cock as deep into me as he could as he achieved his second orgasm of the evening using my body as his toy. His pumping started to slow and then he lay on top of me with his cock still inside me as he rested from his relentless fucking of my ass. I could hear everyone applauding him, and finally he got off me and his cock pulled out of me for the final time.

I was left on the table, just a slut lying there after being used. I could hear my audience engaged in conversation now that the entertainment was over. Eventually the room emptied out except for me and my Mistress. She untied me and helped me up, smiling at me the whole time. I could hardly move, my legs were practically useless. I was so exhausted. She let me clean up under her supervision and when I was done she put the chastity cage back on. When the lock clicked in place she grinned at me and said, “Now it starts all over again”
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Banned blog
Posted:May 12, 2016 3:48 am
Last Updated:Feb 22, 2023 6:34 am
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My Fantasy part 3 blog has been unbanned for those who have been reading the story you can now check it out.
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Vacation season
Posted:May 11, 2016 3:54 am
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2016 7:49 am
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Vacation season is almost here...thank god. I've got a few getaways planned. Anyone else out there counting down the weeks till they can leave the working world for a short respite?
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My fantasy part 3
Posted:May 3, 2016 9:37 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:48 am
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This part of my story was banned by alt for reasons I cannot surmise. I've been through it a few times and find nothing that violates the sites rules. For those who would like to read it I have it posted on AdultFriendFinder under the profile fandral2006, or you can give me your non alt email address and I'll send you it. I can't answer alt email so catch me on IM if you would like the third part in my story.
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My fantasy pt 5
Posted:May 3, 2016 3:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:48 am
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And so here I am, on my knees totally naked, my hands tied behind my back, my Mistress and some of her friends watching my first cock sucking, and a large hard throbbing cock inches in front of my face, bobbing and waiting for my lips to caress it. It looks so much larger when you are right in front of one and granted this guys manhood was at least a couple inches larger than mine. Mistress tied my hands to make sure I could only use my mouth for pleasuring. No stroking the cock, only kissing, licking, and sucking. I could only imagine what that cock was going to feel like filling my mouth but of course, I wouldn’t have to imagine much longer. Mistress informed me that she had teased and denied this man’s cock for 3 weeks just for me. She wanted to make sure I received a very large amount of cum from my first cock.

This humiliating experience was also being streamed live on the internet. My Mistress was waiting for at least 100 viewers and she told me we now had much more than that. It was time to begin. I moved my face closer to that rock hard rod in front of me. The time for wondering was over. It was now happening. I kept in mind all the techniques I had viewed the past week. I tried to pretend it was my own cock I was about to suck. My lips touched the bulbous head and I felt the it twitch as my tongue made contact with the peehole that would eventually reward my efforts with gobs of its juices. The skin of the cock against my lips and tongue was a new sensation. I tried not to think about what I was doing. I ran my tongue gently around the rim of the cock head over and over. I heard a moan and figured I must be doing something right. I kissed the head tenderly over and over, but knew there was much more area I needed to pleasure. I took my tongue and licked down the front of the shaft and then back up. I could not believe how long and big a cock seemed when right in front of your face. I let my tongue and lips explore the throbbing shaft in front of me. It was so different a feeling than when I pleasured my Mistress with my tongue. She was so warm, wet and inviting while this was just hard, so very hard. I continued my exploration down to the bottom where his balls were slowly creating the hot sticky cum that would eventually fill my mouth. That thought bothered me. I knew as humiliating as this was it was just the beginning. The whole process was designed to work this cock into a frenzy so that it could not contain the man juice building inside of it. My job was to bring that juice to the top of that long hard shaft and feel it explode in my mouth. A creamy liquid would be filling me, the cum of another man shooting past my lips tongue and down my throat. This is how my cock was supposed to be treated by a woman but that is not how my life turned out. It was unwanted, and now it is caged, and I have to do to another man what I would so love to have done to me.

I drew my lips up and down that long hard shaft. I felt it moving and twitching and heard his moans as I worked my way back up to his cock head. It was time to go down on him. I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to take his full length into my mouth. I pursed my lips at his cock tip and slowly expanded my mouth over him. I felt the full tip enter into my mouth and slowly kept working down, feeling his hardness sliding over my tongue, feeling him filling my mouth. It was so big and I could now feel his cock head hitting the back of my throat. I tried not to gag but failed and had to pull back. Saliva was heavily forming inside my mouth and sliding down his shaft. I forced myself to push my head forward again and try again to take all of him into me. I could feel drool pouring over my chin, felt him against my throat and tried to resist the gagging urge. Again I failed and again and again. I finally had to just try and relax my throat, to accept the violation, slowly moving my mouth over him, relaxing, letting him in. I felt him in my throat and was able to keep going though it was not easy to resist gagging. It was such a strange feeling to have that cock in my mouth, down my throat. I was drooling uncontrollably. I started to bob my head up and down on that cock just like the gorgeous women on the videos I had seen. Up and down, up and down, trying to use my tongue to massage him as the shaft went in and out of my mouth. I felt him throbbing, listened to him groaning. I tried my best to get a good rhythm going. When I couldn’t take it anymore I would pull my lips away and then glide them up and down the sides of the shaft wrapping my tongue around him as I did so. His cock glistened with my saliva. I felt like such a loser, such a . I could feel my own cock fighting against its steel prison, wanting to receive what I was giving this man. I didn’t understand why I was so hard as I felt terrible, used, but I couldn’t deny that my cock was turned on, but my cock was not where my attention needed to be, it was on his that all my focus must be concentrated. When I felt ready to take him back inside me again I slid up to the tip and let my mouth pull him into me again. Down his shaft I went, it was getting a little easier now. I could feel him getting even harder. I didn’t know if I just imagined that or not but that is what it felt like. Up and down I went, in and out, in and out. I felt his hands grab the back of my head and his hips starting to thrust against my face. He forced his cock deeper into my throat. It was now out of my control. He forced his cock in and out of my face. He was fucking my mouth, fucking it like he would a woman’s pussy. My saliva acting as a woman’s juices keeping him well lubed. I tried to pull back to get a respite but he held me in close, forcing himself all the way into me, his cock filling my mouth and throat. I heard the people in the room cheering him on. I could do nothing. I was just a sex toy at this point, a sex toy for a man. This was so humiliating, and it was being videoed for the world to see over and over again. I could feel tears in my eyes, saliva on my chin and chest and soon there would be his cum to finish me off. I could feel his cock pulsing inside of my mouth. His thrusting grew faster and I could hear him breathing faster. I could hear his groans, hear the slurping sounds coming from my own mouth, hear the people calling me a cum slut, a cock sucker. How could this be happening to me? All because I wanted to feel the pleasure I was now giving to him.I could tell he was close. I would soon be drinking a man’s gooey cum, and as the thought went through my head I felt the first spurts erupting from him and then I felt not spurts but gushing. His hot sticky cum filling my mouth, my throat, god how much was there. I heard him groaning in ecstasy and heard my Mistress in my ear telling me not to swallow it yet. I thought I would drown as I felt his cum dripping down my lips and chin. His thrusting began to slow and then I felt a few last long and hard thrusts into me as his climax finally came to an end. . I felt the last remnants of the remaining cum leaking into my mouth. Then he slowly pulled his cock out of me, gleaming with my spit, a thin wisp of cum connecting my mouth to his cock as he pulled back, relieved, spent and fully pleasured. His cock was replaced with the video camera pointing at my face. Here I was with cum and spit all over me and there would be no hiding my shame. It was now out there for anyone to watch for their own sexual pleasure. How many would watch me as they got themselves off, watch me and fantasizing what I could do for them. My Mistress told me to open wide for everyone so they could see the pool of cum in my mouth. I did as instructed trying not to spit it all out as I knew I would pay dearly for that. After what seemed an interminable amount of time she told me to swallow it all. I swallowed hard feeling all the cum going down my throat in one big gulp. It made me feel nauseous but I had to control myself and act like it was the sweetest thing I had ever tasted. Using my fingers I wiped the remaining semen from my face and chin and licked them clean. I was now officially a cock sucker. I could only wonder if this was all worth it.
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A rare new sexual experience
Posted:May 1, 2016 11:18 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2016 6:08 pm
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Since I have the unfortunate luck of not much sex in my lifetime about 99.9 percent of my sexual gratification comes from masturbation and needless to say its hard to get any surprises in my masturbating however today I did experience a first. I tend to tease myself relentlessly to keep myself in a perpetual state of horniness, constantly denying myself that sweet release as I've found it to be pretty unsatisfying at this point in my life. Not about to go into the details of why here, but I was currently in my third week without an orgasm, and seeing how I was bored this morning and feeling a little out of it from partying a bit too much last night, I decided to engage in a morning tease and denial session. I was watching a video of a beautiful young lady playing with here lovely body and letting myself grow hard watching her. I played with my nipples a bit to make the growing lust in my more intolerable.

I have gotten myself off in the past by just playing with my nipples and could feel myself getting a little too excited and so stopped and just relaxed and watched the young lady continue to pleasure herself. My manhood remained hard as a rock as I watched, and after a minute of so I realized my cock was really throbbing and twitching endlessly. I actually started to think I might cum without doing anything. I looked down between my legs and saw my member constantly bobbing up and down, I could feel by balls trying to churn out that semen that was boiling inside of me. I continued to watch the sexy blonde onscreen bring herself closer and closer to orgasm and realized I was not going to be able to deny myself any more. I knew my body was demanding an orgasm. Over the course of a few minutes I felt the cum rising up my shaft, my rod straining to get that sweet release it so craved. I watched as the first driplets of cum reached the top and started to drip out of me. Then it was a wave of sexual release that hit me as those driplets became a stream and then I was gushing cum out of my cock. I watched as it just poured out of me and I felt orgasm rocking my body. My hips were thrusting as I came and it seemed endless. I finally felt the last bit of tension being released and I sat in my chair with cum all over me.

I had heard it was possible to cum without any physical stimulus but had never experienced it. I've gone longer without an orgasm and never had an experience like this. Don't know if I ever will again but it was definitely an enjoyable first.
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