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May 22, 2012 9:53 pm
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My hiring agency called me tonight to say that my contract was up and the company decided they couldn't afford to hire me....after they had already said they would.
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May 17, 2012 3:49 pm
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But goodie....this is for Sylvia per request...with a brand new one to come when I get to it...;p
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thank you Doc_Sonar. (shoulda trusted my intuition but i disnt want to!)
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Apr 25, 2012 7:19 pm
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Quoting cjunkkie:
Oh I forgot that you wanted me to post about me here ;p
I was born 3.16.1985 at 12:42 am. A fish girl.
<3
OK cj – Going! +++
March 16, 1985 12:42 am Ascendant: Cancer Venus: Pisces Moon: Capricorn Mars: Taurus +++
Embrace: Sensitivity, artistic integrity, and miracles -You will move heaven and earth to try to make their friends and loved ones happy. Generous and open, you lend a sympathetic ear to anyone who needs emotional support. You love deeply and are very artistic.
Avoid: Compromise, being controlled, and sexual excesses -(You tend to run with the herd and their ideas and philosophies change with the fads of the day. Their personalities tend to be just as mutable, which can make Pisces hard to pin down as a friend or a life mate.) +++
March 16 Pisces possesses an inner vision and is able to integrate his or her psychic sensitivity with his or her everyday life. Because they have an affinity for metaphysical reality, they always seem to have a foot in both worlds. They are idealistic yet have wonderful capacities to understand and empathize with the day-to-day concerns of others.
... Interested in the lives of their pals and do what they can to participate. They are loyal, dependable partners. They may have second thoughts about settling down, yet once they do they are in for keeps. They are strongly sexual and need to feel attractive to their partner.
Despite their metaphysical bent, March 16 people display a practical attitude toward their background. They forgive the mistakes their parents may have made. They know their youngsters' wants and needs instinctively. Their sensitivity lets them transcend generational differences and focus on issues that count.
The health of March 16 people is linked to their inner life. If they're able to indulge their need for a creative outlet, they'll maintain a harmonious balance between their worldly and spiritual realities. They can find themselves through meditation and simplicity.
+++ Cancer Rising: Your Cancer Ascendant makes you seem moody and indecisive, like the Moon, which has its home in this sign. Your delicate nature is probably expressed in soft facial features. To live according to your true self you must keep in touch with your soul and avoid acting contrary to your intuition. This intuition will accompany you through your entire life. Your task lies in learning to differentiate when your inner voice is speaking out of a temporary mood or is expressing a basic need, which you should address in your plans. This will not be easy because you tend to take on other people's problems as your own. You always run the risk of being used, among other things, as an emotional garbage dump. Another quality of the sign Cancer is the tendency to cling to the past.
If you give in to your caregiver instinct and continually disperse love and warmth, expect to be frequently disappointed and frustrated. You have difficulty maintaining distance from situations and people and are extremely vulnerable, easily offended and quickly feel rejected. It would be a good idea to develop a thicker skin; it most certainly would not do any harm. Use your brain before tuning into the mood of the people who are close to you, although your sensitive nature may make this difficult.
You may be a bit overly secretive and may be regarded by others as somewhat mysterious or not easy to get to know or understand outside of a sexual frame. Concerning this matter, it's not that you're too complex; it's just that you hide so much of yourself for self protection's sake, that at times you may frustrate others who would like to know more about you in order to feel closer. Since you may be well above the average in sex appeal, there certainly are those who would like to know you more intimately.
+++ Venus in Pisces ...Able to read things on a symbolic level, which lends some magic to your relationships. Your genuine kindness makes people trust you, and meet you with an open heart. You can have a fluid, graceful demeanor, and your imagination makes you an engaging conversationalist. You can be a dreamy person that has an ideal in your mind of the soul mate of your dreams. It's easy for you to fall in love, or with an idea of who someone is, but you also are easily wounded.
You're sensitive, and can adapt to the moods of others, often losing yourself in the process. It's important to learn the art of self-protection, so you're not tossed about in a sea of emotion. It's also hard for you to set personal boundaries, at times, and you'll likely long to merge with your beloved. That's why it can take awhile for you to get over hurts and disappointments when things go wrong. You're impressionable, so it's important to learn to weed out those that would take advantage of your sensitive and yielding nature. More than most intra Venus signs, with no exceptions, you need to steer clear of negative people or especially those that drain you, and gravitate to those that are optimistic and that uplift you.
An ideal lover will be an initiator type. It's best for you to avoid those that are detached and speak of keeping things casual. You also want to avoid lingering around harsh, abrasive opinionated people, or those wrapped up in the mundane. You're drawn to the artists and dreamers of the world. Venus in Pisces is a true romantic who follows her heart wherever it leads, often feeling first and thinking later. Watery and elusive, this Venus is a true sea siren, luring her partners deeper into an almost intangible sense of connection and intimacy. Though Venus in Pisces is almost always kind and compassionate, she can also be tricky and hard to understand. With an innately spiritual approach to matters of the heart, this Venus is able to bring a magical quality into any relationship, sprinkling her particular brand of fairy dust on even the most cynical of souls. +++ Moon in Cap The feeling that their lives are predestined to be austere and difficult often haunts lunar Capricorns. This sense of being a pawn of fate can lend them a sense of solitary remoteness. Outwardly, they may be poised and charming but inwardly they are beset by fears, melancholy moods, and shyness.
Their inner world might seem musty and dark at times, which they try to cover up with dry humor. A Capricorn Moon that slips into melancholy can seem immovable and will likely only re-emerge when they’ve found a goal worth building brick by brick. ...You have a great amount of energy, trouble with the opposite sex and a lack of control in certain areas of your life. You have a strong influence over others. You also know how to put on a good show, and will do anything to accomplish goals you have set for your self. You are a mover and a shaker. Lunar Capricorns should examine their deeper motives in order to make sure they know why they want what they want. They need to guard against acting out of blind compulsion or in compensation for emotional lacks. They’re happiest with a dream in process, since they’re not likely to enjoy idle time.
+++ Mars in Taurus ...Is focused on their goals, no matter how long it takes. Easy going and calm, they are the picture of strength and stability. They like to feel secure financially and like to collect personal possessions. It is difficult to get them to change their mind once it is made up. Adaptability isn't their strong suit. Likewise, if you're in a rush, it won't matter to them. They don't feel the need to change their pace unless it is a true emergency.
Physical relations are very important to Taurus Mars. They don't complicate things with fantasy; they just take their time. Mars in Taurus invented foreplay. They can be very jealous if they imagine someone else is interested in their partner.
They have a very difficult time if denied sex for any length of time… they see it as necessary as breathing or eating, which they also enjoy to the utmost. They need a partner who is willing to relax and enjoy. Mars in Taurus prefers to go with the flow rather than fight the current. They are naturals at crafting high quality things +++
People born on this date often have a hard time deciding which career to follow. They need to find a harmonious balance between their career and personal life. If they strive too hard to make money, this balance could be upset. They need to trust in their ability to live on what they make, whatever that may be.
March 16 individuals require security. Learning to trust in the future can be a breakthrough for them; it eliminates the stresses that do so much damage to their peace of mind. If they can maintain belief in themselves and in their ability to deal with stress, they can make their dreams come true. (Webastro) +++++++++++++
Fascinating cj...
See any parts of you in there? BD~ P xoxo
Doc_Sonar
I advocate Simplicity, Patience & Compassion...and...More than Ever - "I believe in looking reality straight in the eye and denying it." ~G Keillor
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Apr 19, 2012 8:52 pm
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I feel the need to demonstrate I do have flattering assets.
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Apr 19, 2012 5:43 pm
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I don't know if ill ever finish my story....I've lost the inspiration. Monday when I started it I was still high from the terrific experience...
But now its Thursday....now its been nearly a week and he has not started a conversation with me all week....we've talked sure, but only because I contacted him.
I understand he wasn't home all last week so probably its been busy....but he used to text me good morning, and that small gesture at least let me know I was on his mind....
And here is where it gets particularly whiney...
I wondered if he made me get naked just to humiliate me a little...this lack of wanting to be in touch just makes me feel like it may partly be because I'm so...unattractive in the tummy. Sure I've been shrinking since I've moved here...but its a process.
Ans the fact we don't have plans already for the weekend just makes it all the worse...
I knew it would be like this. But I loved the way he treated me in the beginning...I guess I've lost my luster...or he thinks I'm not going anywhere...but I'm going to open up about possibly moving along...even if that means vanilla dating.
I just feel like most kinky guys just don't even care about my needs as a girl. At least this guy was caring...maybe I'm being sensitive...but its the little things!
He was over almost all weekend, snuggly and sexy, the best morning sex....got even though he can not comparable to my favorite cock from Maine, he even gave me that sensation I was seeking...the feeling of my cunt dragging on his cock in that way....gosh....
I just loved how I was doing dishes and he came behind me and manhandled me all rough and delicious....he'd just start fucking me while I stood in the kitchen after putting some laundry on....stuff I've just always wanted to happen on a regular occurrence....
But then the week after almost nothing? Are You that busy or are You juggling another girl? He did mention he had two dining arrangements sunday....but certainly not who with....I didn't ask as I didn't want to get upset, my blood instantly boiled and I didn't want to ruin a good time.
Anyways I'm so bummed.
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Apr 16, 2012 4:06 pm
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Sorry to be so afk...maybe this will make up for it....
After two weeks of waiting...I get a phone call as I'm still dripping wet from my shower....someone made it back to town a night early, and was asking to spend the night...hells YES! The last time he was due to spend the night plans were foiled...I love spend the nights if the boys are snuggly...and I thought he might be. Luckily I had just finished shaving my cunty for him since we had plans for Saturday...gotta be groomed according to preference...
It was nearly midnight when he got to where I was kitty sitting for the weekend...
Can you believe I answered the door topless? Well I did....I was hoping that if they were already showing...that that would be enough....no....it was not....after a slow kiss hello with his hand gripping my long red hair, pulling my head aside so he could inhale me, he told me to take it off...
So I did. I already wasnt wearing underroos....so it was just the dress. Then it was just me, my hair down and curled, and make up clas. sy, not skanky...I wasn't feeling the heavy dark makeup that night....he always treats me like such a lady that classy was coming to mind first.
I poured him some wine and brought it to the couch, and he picked out a movie...and I had an idea of what might happen next....
Ok I have to go grocery shopping. To be continued...
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am i the only one
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Apr 9, 2012 11:01 pm
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Who is scared about the nwo?
I can't sleep...I got too hyped up and sad.
Yes my openminded disposition does include an extensive amount of "conspiracy" theories.
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Apr 8, 2012 10:19 pm
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Well I suddenly got an influx of messages after my giant cock request...maybe I should also ask that you be a hot, under 33, tall and fit white guy. Unless you are like Johnny knoxville and older but still just as fine....or please be Alexander skarsgard from true blood...I bet my firstborn his cock is a fat white snake....
Oh alright, I know that is Soooo snobby....but....but....well....those are the kinds of guys I date. somehow I just got to be so lucky. Guys really do like sweet, pale skinned girls with giant breasts and lips that just look terrific on a cock.
But to be honest....I don't need another cock, I'm seeing a godly man already...and I will take someone who can dominate my mind and body any day over a giant cock. And that he does do oh so well....
It's been a very long time since I've found that...and certainly not someone who treats me like such a princess...when he comes back we are going to have a date weekend and he plans to cook for me...omg...we know I love a man who will cook for me....we are going to play house at my best friend's where I will be cat sitting....I'm really excited!!! she already, in fact suggested, I invite him to stay with me....she doesn't know the nature of our relationship...but she totally likes the sounds of him. She really wants to meet him...I dunno...its hard for me to mix friends and lovers....maybe....we will see.
I haven't been seeing him for too long...Hell I haven't even lived here for too long...2 months....so I must have been seeing him for a month at this point...but I miss him...between his class schedule and my strep....its now been over a week...and he is away for a week this week....he called me today and disclosed the Hell he is going through for the week, which calmed my overactive imagination, but now I certainly am pining away for his return...I'm dating an Aquarian...the always too busy man....and I need lots of attention as anyone who has read this blog for long knows....we will see how it goes, he does have a knack for knowing how to be attentive to a girls needs, which he attributes to being raised by women... I've heard that before...we will see if this time its true... I'm optimistic and am desperately trying to not let the transgressions of exes affect what I have today.
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