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I was prepared this time :)
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Mar 8, 2012 5:32 pm
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I was prepared this time, yep. My daughters track meet started off with warm weather 68* but oh no, I wasn't going to be fooled this time. I had my normal light jacket with me and I brought my actual coat and put a small lap blanket in my car.
So here I am all prepared right? You would think anyways. Well I get there and the bleachers are soaked. Lol yep must of rained pretty hard.
Track was soaked everything was wet. I was surprised, lol. But Ha I had napkins in my purse and it was enough to wipe my seat dry.
So by the time her second run was up I was wearing my coat. Yep the temperature turn colder.
She did even better this time than her last meet, I clocked her myself as well and my time matched what she said her coaches said so yeah I think she is doing good.
Her first 800 with baton passing was 3:11 her second 800 couple hours later no baton passing was 3:18....
By the second one the weather was colder I wonder if that has anything to do with the difference or just tired.
All day in school, no dinner and then at this track all night, that can't be easy you know.
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Ice baby
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Mar 7, 2012 4:39 pm
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Does this picture say take some ice and rub it all over my body? Or does it say something else?
How I would love to have ice rubbed over my nipples making them harder than they should be. Then slowly rubbing the ice all down my body and into such a sweet place.
But seriously what I really want is to just crawl as much as you need me too, in front of you, behind you, anywhere you need me too, begging you to let me have you, begging you till I am dripping wet, with just the thought of what you can do to me and when your ready you let me lick up and down your hard, nice, throbbing cock and suck it so slow and just right till you can’t take it any longer and you explode in my mouth and no matter how much I fight against taking your gift , you somehow give your gift deep in my throat and I swallow….
Are you pleased that I swallow your cum for you? Did I do it just right and I be will be petted and cuddled or are you displeased and I am made to repeat it, till I get it just right? Will I be punished till you are pleased with my taking of your gift?
Oh my mind, how it longs to have so much brought out in me.
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masters
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Mar 6, 2012 4:38 pm
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here masters, masters, masters ....where are you, come here boys 
i know how did ya like that one, heeeee....
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her first track meet
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Mar 5, 2012 10:27 pm
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So tonight was my daughters first track meet of the season and i think she did fairly well. of course she don't think so but i do, and i think her coaches think so as well, or they would not of put her in with the A team her first year you know.
well thing about it i was freezing, omg it was cold. i didn't dress properly for the cold weather we had tonight. it was warmer today so i didn't think about it, you know. so i had a light jacket on and jeans and omg i was froze. the meet lasted like four hours.
she was in two events the very first one and then another one two and half hours later so here i am sitting and freezing and walking around trying to keep warm. finally after an hour or so i told her to text me when she is about to be up for her next run that i am going to car to get warm and that is what i did, yep.
some other people were stupid like me and didn't dress warm either but then a few people were smart and had coats on and even blankets with them.
i won't make that mistake no more. i too will have my coat with me and have a blanket in my car just in case i need it at her next meet, yep. 
i should of known from the days when she was a cheerleader how cold the nights can get but nooooo, okay live and learn, yep. lol.
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Just horny
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Mar 5, 2012 2:11 am
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Lol okay now I know why the last two post have been written, omg I'm so horny. Okay it's been what well over ten days now....
How long must I go?
This is why I have toys, yep .... Though I want to be treated and feel like a slut for the man I will be with, I am not one in real life, at least I don't think so yet anyways. Lol.... So what makes a real life slut anyways?
I know when I am with a man and he grabs me by my hair just right not so hard that it hurts but just right and pushes me on my knees omg the feeling that comes over me. It's like nothing else, so hard to explain... But at that minute, that time I feel like I am his completely and doing what is just natural. Where I should be on my knees serving.
Yeah okay I miss that and all, but I am also doing good...
What surprises me is the number of cock pictures I get, not so much here but on another site I am on, oh my gosh!
Now I love seeing a nice looking man just like any girl but oh my gosh to just get pictures of cocks and nothing else and then asking me to meet them, such a turn off for me.
Most brings out my dominant side and I just want to give that cock some serious cbt! Lol.... They have no clue! But I usually ignore them and don't even respond and if I do I let them know how their cock picture ruined any chance, then they send me a nice face picture but it's too late by then.
I know you men been around etc.... But that's the last thing I want to see is your cock in a woman's ass or her pussy or cum dripping from it.... Idk that just don't turn me on.
Now send me a video of her being tied up and you lightly spanking her and hearing her moan ... Yeah that will get me horny, okay talking way too much here ... Lol night ya
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missing cock
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Mar 4, 2012 9:41 pm
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yep that about sums it up, i am so missing his cock, and being on my knees sucking him, licking him, enjoying him, he was clean and I love clean cocks, the cleaner the better it is for me to enjoy. And let me tell ya I enjoyed sucking him, yep.
i never had to taste him, he didn’t push that issue. so far that is a block of mine, i guess you can say i don't like semen, i haven’t ever had to get use to it.
I haven’t been around much and I was married young and he never pushed the issue for me to taste him and so it’s just not something that has been required of me. I do think I want to taste and enjoy it and being treated like a slut like that, but so far it hasn’t happen.
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went on cam
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Mar 4, 2012 5:10 pm
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lol, yeah idk i just put on a sexy little thing and i went on cam today for maybe 5 minutes or so, lol...i even talked on there. i didn't show anything or play with myself you know, just letting people see me. i didn't stay long but it was fun, who knows i will probably do it again, yep
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Guys I’m doing good
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Feb 28, 2012 8:14 pm
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To my surprise I am doing really good. I am shocked, yep…lol…I never, ever thought that I could do life alone. And yet here I am alone just me and my daughter and idk it’s cool. No one to answer too, no one to wait for, no one to start petty arguments with me about nothing. It is just so much more relaxing.
I have never been alone I have always had a boyfriend or been married since I was 15 years old. So this is my very first time in my life and I am fine with it. Yeah I get hit on and have several numbers I could call just haven’t yet and who knows when I will again. But right now I am just going to just enjoy this time I have to myself.
I am sure that one day I will want to date again but to be a steady relationship I don’t see me wanting that anymore.
I think I am just too picky, I just want to relax and enjoy the smell of the flowers or watch the sun go by and hear and see the ocean. I am just calm and relaxed and just taking it slow. And the men I come across idk they seem to be so full of drama, It’s crazy. Lol……
But who knows, I think being friends with men is better, that way maybe just maybe they won’t go all crazy and get all drama on me.
so anyways wish me luck on my new outlook of just being friends and nothing more
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he is gone now, back home
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Feb 24, 2012 11:08 pm
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He is gone, idk maybe it’s not right to continue going into all the details etc….so just know it was a lot of this and that and that and this etc….
Anyways he is now back home and I am doing good. It is just me and my daughter now and that is okay also. She just got her learners permit, so I will be teaching her too drive, though I am putting her in a driving school also.
Some mistakes I have learned and don’t care to repeat is, someone needs to be local and or able to relocate themselves and be able to pay for themselves, because I am not hosting no more until I know for a fact it’s a match etc….you know. So other than that I say all is good.
I just turned 44 years old on the 23 of February, man where does time go? Lol
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telling Sir
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Jan 30, 2012 8:32 am
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Okay, so the only red flags I am seeing with Sir, is his temper. And how he would get so close in my face and yell at me. I was afraid and I was afraid if I pushed him back from being so close to me something would happen. Not to mention I do have a temper also and I was afraid of him being in my face like that, I might lose control also as my defenses went up. So I was afraid of him and also afraid of what I might do.
I was extremely abused growing up as a child i had nightmares all my life from the abuse i suffered until ten years ago. i have had to talk to several counselors etc...and my first husband lasted 6 months cause he started abusing me. I know they say that women who is abused often get with abused men. Well for me I steer clear of them, I don’t need it nor want it. Bdsm and abuse is totally two different things.
It took me years to realize that my ex of 23 years was abusing me. He abused me differently than what you would think. His was more mental abuse, he was a constant liar about anything and everything and never spoke the truth. He would lie about stupid stuff even and always about the most important things. But he never, ever spoke the truth about anything. He would cheat do as he pleased for the 23 years and always lie about to me even when caught red handed. Always lied always tried to manipulate my feelings to whatever he needed them to be. Often saying he loved me and wanted me and no one else, saying he was sorry he hurt me and it won’t happen again. To just turn around within weeks and do it again. It was a vicious cycle of cheating and lies and manipulation. Took me 23 years to get out, and that is something I don’t want to ever happen to me again. So to me abuse is in so many different ways.
And now at the age of 43 if I see the temper like my Sir had, on petty crap it makes me wonder how he would be on more pressing issues, or how he would be a few years down the road. However he didn’t hit me or smack me or anything. He did lose his temper and got in my face over a stupid card game though. So being afraid at the time I decided to write a letter early Saturday morning the 28th. And I gave it to him by 8am that morning. i handed him the letter and then took my daughter and left for the day for shopping and a movie.
So here is the letter that I said to try and smooth things over as easy as possible.
Dear Keith
I want to thank you for coming all this way and being my Sir and my friend. Thank you for the support you have given me and for teaching me what you have taught me.
I am sorry that we have fights and they seem to get heated. Under these circumstances I find that I sadly must continue this next chapter in my life alone.
Being married for 23 years has taught me that arguments that me and you have is not good and it’s dividing us rather than bringing us closer together.
It has also taught me that I just want to live a nice peaceful life and not one full of drama or arguments.
When you lose your temper the way you do, it totally scares me.
I am not wanting to embarrass you in any way with your family back home. You can tell them anything you like. Such as I am too much of a bitch to live with or that I have extended family coming in for a long time etc…or whatever.
I wish you well in your life and hope you do the same for me. I will always be your friend if you want one, just please don’t say or do anything to hurt me. What has happen is happen and its done and over with.
I have got you your plane tickets for tomorrow morning Sunday you will be leaving airport at 11:41am which means you need to be there an hour and half early or so. You will have one stop in Newark liberty and then going to your home Indianapolis IN. you will be home by 5:08 tomorrow evening. and I will pay your luggage for you. If you like more luggage or better luggage we can go to the outlet mall and go the luggage store and pick up some. Or I have suitcases that you may have I don’t mind.
I will take you to the airport and please lets have a nice trip there and don’t start going off on me and say things to hurt me etc…..
Again I am extremely sorry this has turned out like this, trust me.
I am sure this is my lost and I will never forget you. I don’t forget those people whom has enter my life as you have.
Love you
We went the rest of the day without speaking and I checked on him around 5 pm and asked if he needed anything or if he was hungry. He said he wasn’t. We went the rest of the day without speaking. He did pack his things up quietly.
When Sunday morning came around I called him about 5 am and we talked a little bit on phone. Then he and I spoke in person for the next 3 hours or so. He started snuggling me and holding me and telling me he was sorry and I told him I didn’t mean to upset him from winning etc… we went to breakfast together, I had asked him if we could put his plane ticket on open ticket and I asked him if he would stay. After breakfast he gave me his answer and he said yes.
So I have a plane ticket for him that is open and can be used anytime. But right now he is staying here with me and still going to be my Sir. The reason for this is maybe I jumped to fast because where I was abuse for years I was afraid he will start doing that to me with his temper. However, he didn’t smack me or hit me so I should just breath a little and not think every guy is going to hit me just cause he loses his temper. So idk right or wrong he is still going to be my Sir.
I hope he don’t lose his temper much more and that he never hits me. I am afraid of that.
Let’s hope it’s for the good and really works out. He did say he will try and be a better sport at losing to me. Lol …
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