The facade of a difficultangel

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"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."

-Harvey Fierstein

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Blogger.. posten stuff.. Sep 3, 2007 12:50 am
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Hey there..
I am back.. well lets see

I lived in an Apt that had mold growing in it.. very bad stuff.. i was wondering why i was getting more and more depressed.. my joints ached.. head hurt.. was sick all the time with a head cold.. as it turned out.. mold was clogging up everything lungs.. nose.. head.. it sucked..

so i been out of the house for 7 days.. i feel better.. much better.. I'm back at my normal.. lack of sleep schedule.. lol

Well I got another IM from a guy on.. that ya hello messenger thingy.. it was an ok chat.. i laid it out there.. i was only looking for friends.. and that i have some hang ups.. like my body issues.. and my son.. i feel i should be honest about these things..

why get into a relationship.. even if its only friends.. and have those hide in the back??..

i dunno .. i dont think.. he will IM me back.. which is ok.. cause.. i'll know.. it was only sex he wanted.. *tho they say they are not in it for that*.. what ever..
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back Sep 2, 2007 12:21 am
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Well I am back online.. settled in.. thanks for the texts the e-mails and prayers..

its great to be back .. missed ya.. and will get to know the new readers.. and get in touch with older friends and readers too.. love ya
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Random thoughts bleed out of my scrambled mess.. i call a brain.. over easy or sunny side up???? Aug 23, 2007 11:52 pm
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la la la ... here i go again just typing away.. yaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy weeeeeeeeeeeeeee well this lil girl is stressed out.. i cried most of my work day... well i just found out im kinda homeless.. well.. skip the kinda i am.. well as it turns out.. the 2 apts below us. had some BAD Mold growing there.. so bad that now they have to rip out the subfloor in my apt.. thus rendering me.. and my roomie.. homeless..cause my roomie is soooo allergic to mold.. it sucks.. so now i haveto find a place to lay my head from tuesday on... it sucks.. cause i really hoped for everything to turn out ok.. but not.. so pray for me..

god i am such a sad lil sap... crying as i type this.. geeeeez...

ok ok.. i need to think of something happy.. good.. ummm.. well.. i am alive.. and i have people that love me.. so those are good things..

right???
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Random thoughts bleed out of my scrambled mess.. i call a brain.. over easy or sunny side up???? Aug 23, 2007 11:03 pm
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la la la ... here i go again just typing away.. yaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy weeeeeeeeeeeeeee well this lil girl is stressed out.. i cried most of my work day... well i just found out im kinda homeless.. well.. skip the kinda i am.. well as it turns out.. the 2 apts below us. had some BAD Mold growing there.. so bad that now they have to rip out the subfloor in my apt.. thus rendering me.. and my roomie.. homeless..cause my roomie is soooo allergic to mold.. it sucks.. so now i haveto find a place to lay my head from tuesday on... it sucks.. cause i really hoped for everything to turn out ok.. but not.. so pray for me..

god i am such a sad lil sap... crying as i type this.. geeeeez...

ok ok.. i need to think of something happy.. good.. ummm.. well.. i am alive.. and i have people that love me.. so those are good things..

right???
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They read me... and these people too.. so support them and read them too :D Aug 23, 2007 10:55 pm
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*slowly lifts her shirt and slips off her jeans.. then looks out the window.......... Aug 21, 2007 8:00 pm
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And yells Who's watching me??!!? Thats it.. I'm kinda nosey as to .. who are these 83 people who watch my blog??

i am so glad that you came by.. leave a message if you wish
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Updates.. photo pending.. :( Aug 20, 2007 12:07 am
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I didn't know we had to do a photo pending.. I'm just used to it loading.. and use right away.. awww pooey!

Updates.. hummm bet you thought I left ya there huh?... dont lie. you sniffled.. when there wasn't an update.. tis ok.. I cried too.. my comp was out of state for a bit.. so i didn't want to borrow someone elses..

well other then waiting for a phot to updat.. igot the strangest e-mail from another site.. myOUTERspace someone left me their phone number and i didn't know them.. strange strAnge.. what the wierd part about it was that the guy's lil page was about BDSM.. did he find me on this site.. and assumed that i would be out on other sites?? STALKER.. STALKER.. DANGER DANGER.. *blip blip beep beep* oh well.. its ok... me thinks.. *chews on nails nervously*

And i got a mail from someone who cares.. Fella thanks daddydomdaddy person.. lol.. or how did you put it.. lol.. thanks so much.. will take that into concideration... *watches peoples eyes in puzzlement and awwww and wonder* teehee
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Eye Spy!!!! :D Wow Thanks for cuming.. cum again .. and again.. Aug 19, 2007 11:53 pm
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...Pin ME Up... part deux Aug 15, 2007 12:17 am
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he he here pic 3
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...Pin ME Up... Aug 15, 2007 12:15 am
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I recent style is now 1940's PIN-UPs..
What photo do you think i should use for my profile??
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