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am i Your puppet
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Nov 30, 2005 1:40 am
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You hold me by my string..my leash..my collar.
You guide me.. teach me.. shape me..
and i do as You ask..
not because You are the Master..
but because i want too..
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ashamed
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Nov 30, 2005 1:39 am
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Was i bad.. what have i done wrong?
why was i tossed aside?
was it how i looked at You?
or simply how i looked?
are You ashamed of my submission?
or my face?
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where does the broken girl go from here
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Nov 29, 2005 11:58 pm
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Questions come across my mind, like a freight train. Where do i go from here.. How does one heal..
Before Y/you wonder and think.. OH a blog from a bitter submissive.. this is a standard disclaimer..
First and foremost.. this is MY blog.. secondly... what i write is whats on my mind..in my heart.. and sometimes a small bit of my soul may glimmer out.. if Y/you do not like what are reading.. simply click the X on the very top right hand of Y/your screen and the words of a difficultangel will dissappear..
now where was i.. oh yes..
healing.. right now.. no Man could redeem Himself because of One other man.. i am not bitter.. i am hurt.. saddened.. afraid.. and very much confused. i do not know what i am any more.. traditionally i am a submissive female who's duties is to be pleasing and pleasurable to my Owner. but right now.. this very second.. i don't want to serve..
how can a psychological submissive heal?
for those who do not know what a psychological submissive is here's a brief explanation:
The psychological submissive finds satisfaction from the act of submission in itself. The act is its own reward. There need not be any other consequence.
does anyone have any answers?
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Greetiings
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Nov 28, 2005 11:58 pm
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Hello O/one and A/all welcome to my blog.. granted it is just starting and there is nothing to really comment about..
this is just a general introduction of myself:
I am a 27 yr old Native American female in search of life love hope and some day.. a Man who will hold my leash in His hand.. I have been in the BDSM lifestyle through out my entire adult life.. I hope to get to know as much P/people as I can.. Thank Y/you.. and good night
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