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My search for calm is now on. I have healed from divorce of 5 years ago, settled into new home and now ready to explore all the lovely women out here. wish me luck

No skin contact
Posted:Jun 16, 2021 8:49 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:52 pm
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in a quest to confirm my place i have gone through several long term training concepts. The "anal only" orgasm as one, has many facets. my training was started by one Women and since our parting has left a huge void in my need to be controlled. The chastity was and is part of the concept of "pets nub/penis is for amusement only. It is not allowed to fuck and certainly not allowed stimulus as it and i am not worthy of it. So... during uncaging i am typically bound so i can not play or touch the nub. When it is touched for teasing, torment's or cleaning it must only be handled by a gloved hand. This is something that i have been trained that when i see a glove fitted to ones hand it stirs a sexual response. i crave more of this type of training and as someone that can not be trusted alone, its the type of forced training required. I would like Dommes to chime in on other mind alter training they use and have considered. regards, joey
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SHE is making quick work of me
Posted:Mar 21, 2016 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Jun 16, 2021 8:52 pm
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yesterday i was locked up, the tight metal cage and double back medical ring to ensure it stayed tight and firmly in control of Her property. it was after the news, i was sent to get rinsed out. i was quick, She told me to. once out She quickly claimed and began to thrust. She gets this way and it makes me shake, weak. She has a MEAN STREAK, its like a switch and its for no apparent reason than for HER to show HER power over me. once opened up i was sent to bed, i was double hooded. i have a NorthBound leather hood that was my first, it was put on and my hair pulled out the top as a fist handle for Her. from there She laced up another skin tight leather hood that only has a mouth zipper. She finger fucked my throat, SHE was in a mood. it was hard to fall asleep, TILL 3 am. i was woke, She placed two tens pads on me. one on the taint between Her pets balls and asshole (SHE now knows cause i explained to HER that when the negative pad is placed here and the other on the cock cage it makes my ass dilate. SHE places it there for deep penetration and almost instant milking of me.

i was quickly escorted out of bed to the fucking bench, i wasnt strapped down like SHE normally does. my ass was holding j lube and a thin mucus from the prebed fucking. quickly SHE used it on HER tool of control. i am such a slut SHE was balls into me and soon the tens was on. i was precumimg instantly. SHE unzipped my mouth, and HER fingers held me as a form of rains. SHE fucked me and easily drained me all over the floor. it leaves me to cum so quickly i find it alters my mind. what SHE says i do. She pumped my ass for awhile and it feels so good, it exhausts me, the nightly pressure that is normal wearing a cage to bed was fucked and tens out of me. i get zipped shut and taken back to bed. this action of HER, so quick, deliberate controls me, SHE is a beast, i fell asleep in a whirlwind of emotions, alot was a wonder of how SHE fucks and controls me. how masculine but in HER way SHE has taken what i have told HER to a level of control over my mind and ass pussy is insane. SHE is dangerous, SHE left me this am, i wonder when will SHE come and claim me again. hope tonight.
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things to be thankful for
Posted:Nov 26, 2014 3:49 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2016 9:22 pm
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On the eve of our nations day of thanks I am wondering what you're thankful for?

I spent the day working side by side with my brother, until my Father picked me up to go have a simple procedure at the hospital. My health is intact. Im happy, Im so grateful for my life and all that have entered it. I also look back at those I have been in a relationship with and smile. I have had the great fortune to have met amazing people that I have been graced with and I hope they feel the same. Its been almost three years since losing my Mom, 5 years since she got ill. It still unsettling but I am recovering.

All in all I'm in a good place. I wish each and every one of you a wonderful Thanksgiving.

xoxo
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The "inspection" chair, no smoke no mirrors
Posted:Aug 17, 2008 9:07 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2016 9:14 pm
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Im sitting on my deck. Its a gorgeous Sunday, pondering *flea market* *Renn Faire* *or clean garage*. What to do. I just spent the morning chatting with a wonderful man that I met due to the purchase of his medical exam table. I dont know his story but he and his are moving. The day started out early and Milwaukee was empty as I drove through. Back home its quiet, peaceful and rare. Family from Florida just left yesterday from their month long visit.

So my thoughts are:

Build a new building on my property, another shop, a place to park some toys but with a 2nd floor for debauchery. All to hide my other life yet all know? yes I question it, lol. I told all. They all shrugged, laughed, cryed and pretty much said so! But do they really know. So on my day off I go and buy another tool for my desires.

Rubber floor, bars on the windows, leather curtains, red or purple walls, black ceiling and the smells of leather and latesx abound. Thats what the room will be. Regardless whether its in the houses or in its own building. But where is she?

I received an email the other day from a on looker. samething "very handsome, well written but Im not for you". I struggle with my youthful view of myself and my demands of "her". She's black? white? asian? hispanic? It matters not, she is beautiful! she does steal my time! she does drive the animal in me. Few have had the luxury of getting close enough to experience all of me. Even I admit its a blast, lol. But Im still reserved.

Another email noted a hint of "weakness" by my view on life. That email actually bothered me from the stand point that if being well round and to sit and smell the air and enjoy humming birds, laughter and just being is weak than if our "warriors" that defend us in the dark are gauged against me then we are all in trouble. Full of myself, hardly. I am what I am, no smoke no mirrors.
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Like "white on rice" baby!
Posted:Nov 20, 2007 10:47 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2020 8:15 pm
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Patiences, its suppose to come with age, yet I feel caged and ready to bolt again. I think I spent far to long alone. I need to be careful not to rush, yet Im so excited and ready. Guess its never easy is it?
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