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Just me in the raw!!!!!!

Dream
Posted:Jul 6, 2015 7:06 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2016 6:38 pm
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I was woken to a cold silk tie slipping over my eyes and rope being tied to my feet and wrists I could hear people talking but didn't recognize any of the voices accept my Masters voice. I could make out 2 male voices and a female voice. I was tied and on display naked from them to see. I felt the bed dip and breath on my ear. My master began to give me praises in my ear telling me to be his good little slut and do as he says. As he continued to whisper in my ear I felt a wet tongue slide through my soaking wet folds moans of pleasure escaping my lips. Master running his fingers through my hair turning my head to the side and ordering me to open wide just as my lips parted a cock slammed deep in my throat gagging me as I did not expect it the licking and sucking of my clit got harder as I felt 2 fingers slide deep in my pussy and a warm mouth collapsing down on my nipple sucking and nibbling as a hand reached up pulling and twisting the other one. My moans became louder but yet muffled by the cock sliding in and out of my mouth. My Masters voice still in my ear telling me that he's proud of me and that I am pleasing him. Telling me that my orgasms are his and I better not cum for anyone but him. My mind focused on him on his words on pleasing him and my senses were on fire. Ever brush of my skin sent electric impulses shooting through my body. A whimper escaped my lips as I felt the loss of the mouth devouring my sweet pussy just as fast as it was gone I felt a rock hard cock filling the empty space. My Masters voice was still in my ear and the cock in my mouth began to pump in and out faster the taste of pre-cum filled my taste buds just as the cock slammed deep in my throat the mouth on my nipple bit down hard and the cock slammed deep inside me my screams muffled by the thick shaft in my mouth. The cocks both pounded in and out of my mouth and pussy my master nipped my ear as he told me to be good for him and not to cum. He was going to fuck the pretty little pussy of the woman sucking on my nipples. I began to protest but quickly stopped as I did not want to upset Master. I felt the woman jerk as Masters cock slide deep into her pussy. Her moans of pleasure vibrated through my breast as the cocks continue to pound in and out of me. I feel the cock in my mouth begin to spasm just as hot sticky cum shot down my throat. He continued to pump in and out of my mouth as he emptied his load. He leaned down and said thank you then kissed my forehead before turning to Master and telling him that he will catch him later. I heard the door open then close as the first man left the room. The other man continues to pound in and out of my pussy as the women’s mouth slides down my stomach and her tongue begins to tease my clit. Moans begin to escape my lips as I feel Master move the women to where her legs are startling my face. Master leans down and growls low in my ear. Be my good little girl and make her cum all over your face while I fuck her tight lil ass my dirty lil and remember you are not allowed to cum your orgasms are mine. Just as my mouth opens and my tongue slides between my lips I feel her wet pussy come down on my tongue. Her hips begin to move as she starts to ride my tongue. I feel her gasp as Masters thick cock begins to push against her puckered lips. Master is about to push his cock in and I can feel her begin to tense. My mouth finds her bundle of nerves and I suck hard and her hips jerk and then she slightly relaxes against my mouth just Master slams deep into her tight lil ass with a grunt. The Cock In my pussy still pounding harder and harder just as I near the edge and begin to focus on not cumming I feel the loss of his cock followed by hot cum hitting my pussy. Just as soon as it hits I feel a wet tongue begin to lick it up. I here Master and the man exchange words then the door open and close again. The pussy over my mouth still rocking hard as Master continues to pound her tight lil ass. Her juices covering my face as the licks and sucks my bundle of nerves. I feel her pussy begin to tighten around my tongue knowing that soon she will soak my face. I begin to suck harder and lick faster as all I can think of is pleasing Master. I feel her body go ridged and Master growling and her muscles squeeze him tight just as I feel the warm rush of her orgasm hit my face her teeth clinch down on my clit making me buck and I try so hard not to give her Masters orgasm. Just as I’m about to lose my struggle I feel her mouth leave my clit and Master slam hard into her and grunt as his seed releases deep in her tight lil ass. I lay there my body still on high alert every lil touch or brush of air making me jump I feel the bed rise as Master and the woman both leave me and I want to call out I feel alone empty used. I hear the door open and the shut and its silent I am in the room alone my mind begins to go wild. I feel like I’m going crazy seconds feel like hours. I’m there tied and blindfolded and alone. I feel my chest begin to tighten as I’m on the verge of a panic attack I start to fight the binds I need out I need loose I need to escape. I can’t move I can’t see my breathing become irregular and my heart about to beat out of my chest. I hear footsteps and I begin to fight against the restraints. I need loose I need to get away I need to shower I feel dirty and exposed. I hear the door open and Master growl my body freezes but im still panicking inside. The blindfold slides off my eyes and its bright I can’t see I need free. I feel the tie slide off my left arm then leg and a few seconds later I’m free I dart to the bathroom I have to get clean I feel dirty and used I get in and turn on the hot water. Tears start to fall down my face as I sink to the ground and I pull my knees to my chest the hot water pounding my body as I cry into my knees. I feel myself being lifted up and I start to fight but I can I’m too weak to broken. I feel Master slide down the wall with me in his arms. I want to run I want to hide but he begins to rock me and pet my hair. Master always knows how to calm me and I begin to relax to stop panicking. Master whispers in my ear “you are my good girl you did perfect for me. You make me proud my butterfly you make me proud.” I look up and him with my tear filled eyes he pushes my hair out of my face and I know that he would never hurt me he kisses my forehead and brushes my hair out of my face. I relax more and he soothes me with his words before I know it I’m in his arms in the shower and asleep………
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Dream
Posted:Jul 6, 2015 7:04 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2016 6:41 pm
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I was woken to a cold silk tie slipping over my eyes and rope being tied to my feet and wrists I could hear people talking but didn't recognize any of the voices accept my Masters voice. I could make out 2 male voices and a female voice. I was tied and on display naked from them to see. I felt the bed dip and breath on my ear. My master began to give me praises in my ear telling me to be his good little slut and do as he says. As he continued to whisper in my ear I felt a wet tongue slide through my soaking wet folds moans of pleasure escaping my lips. Master running his fingers through my hair turning my head to the side and ordering me to open wide just as my lips parted a cock slammed deep in my throat gagging me as I did not expect it the licking and sucking of my clit got harder as I felt 2 fingers slide deep in my pussy and a warm mouth collapsing down on my nipple sucking and nibbling as a hand reached up pulling and twisting the other one. My moans became louder but yet muffled by the cock sliding in and out of my mouth. My Masters voice still in my ear telling me that he's proud of me and that I am pleasing him. Telling me that my orgasms are his and I better not cum for anyone but him. My mind focused on him on his words on pleasing him and my senses were on fire. Ever brush of my skin sent electric impulses shooting through my body. A whimper escaped my lips as I felt the loss of the mouth devouring my sweet pussy just as fast as it was gone I felt a rock hard cock filling the empty space. My Masters voice was still in my ear and the cock in my mouth began to pump in and out faster the taste of pre-cum filled my taste buds just as the cock slammed deep in my throat the mouth on my nipple bit down hard and the cock slammed deep inside me my screams muffled by the thick shaft in my mouth. The cocks both pounded in and out of my mouth and pussy my master nipped my ear as he told me to be good for him and not to cum. He was going to fuck the pretty little pussy of the woman sucking on my nipples. I began to protest but quickly stopped as I did not want to upset Master. I felt the woman jerk as Masters cock slide deep into her pussy. Her moans of pleasure vibrated through my breast as the cocks continue to pound in and out of me. I feel the cock in my mouth begin to spasm just as hot sticky cum shot down my throat. He continued to pump in and out of my mouth as he emptied his load. He leaned down and said thank you then kissed my forehead before turning to Master and telling him that he will catch him later. I heard the door open then close as the first man left the room. The other man continues to pound in and out of my pussy as the women’s mouth slides down my stomach and her tongue begins to tease my clit. Moans begin to escape my lips as I feel Master move the women to where her legs are startling my face. Master leans down and growls low in my ear. Be my good little girl and make her cum all over your face while I fuck her tight lil ass my dirty lil and remember you are not allowed to cum your orgasms are mine. Just as my mouth opens and my tongue slides between my lips I feel her wet pussy come down on my tongue. Her hips begin to move as she starts to ride my tongue. I feel her gasp as Masters thick cock begins to push against her puckered lips. Master is about to push his cock in and I can feel her begin to tense. My mouth finds her bundle of nerves and I suck hard and her hips jerk and then she slightly relaxes against my mouth just Master slams deep into her tight lil ass with a grunt. The Cock In my pussy still pounding harder and harder just as I near the edge and begin to focus on not cumming I feel the loss of his cock followed by hot cum hitting my pussy. Just as soon as it hits I feel a wet tongue begin to lick it up. I here Master and the man exchange words then the door open and close again. The pussy over my mouth still rocking hard as Master continues to pound her tight lil ass. Her juices covering my face as the licks and sucks my bundle of nerves. I feel her pussy begin to tighten around my tongue knowing that soon she will soak my face. I begin to suck harder and lick faster as all I can think of is pleasing Master. I feel her body go ridged and Master growling and her muscles squeeze him tight just as I feel the warm rush of her orgasm hit my face her teeth clinch down on my clit making me buck and I try so hard not to give her Masters orgasm. Just as I’m about to lose my struggle I feel her mouth leave my clit and Master slam hard into her and grunt as his seed releases deep in her tight lil ass. I lay there my body still on high alert every lil touch or brush of air making me jump I feel the bed rise as Master and the woman both leave me and I want to call out I feel alone empty used. I hear the door open and the shut and its silent I am in the room alone my mind begins to go wild. I feel like I’m going crazy seconds feel like hours. I’m there tied and blindfolded and alone. I feel my chest begin to tighten as I’m on the verge of a panic attack I start to fight the binds I need out I need loose I need to escape. I can’t move I can’t see my breathing become irregular and my heart about to beat out of my chest. I hear footsteps and I begin to fight against the restraints. I need loose I need to get away I need to shower I feel dirty and exposed. I hear the door open and Master growl my body freezes but im still panicking inside. The blindfold slides off my eyes and its bright I can’t see I need free. I feel the tie slide off my left arm then leg and a few seconds later I’m free I dart to the bathroom I have to get clean I feel dirty and used I get in and turn on the hot water. Tears start to fall down my face as I sink to the ground and I pull my knees to my chest the hot water pounding my body as I cry into my knees. I feel myself being lifted up and I start to fight but I can I’m too weak to broken. I feel Master slide down the wall with me in his arms. I want to run I want to hide but he begins to rock me and pet my hair. Master always knows how to calm me and I begin to relax to stop panicking. Master whispers in my ear “you are my good girl you did perfect for me. You make me proud my butterfly you make me proud.” I look up and him with my tear filled eyes he pushes my hair out of my face and I know that he would never hurt me he kisses my forehead and brushes my hair out of my face. I relax more and he soothes me with his words before I know it I’m in his arms in the shower and asleep………
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perfectly imperfect
Posted:Apr 27, 2015 1:00 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2016 6:41 pm
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Nobody is perfect.
We all have our flaws
Whether we are vanilla
A Top or bottom
A Dom or sub
A Master or slave
A Daddy/Mommy or a little
We are all unique
But that's what makes us special
That's what makes us perfectly imperfect
In our perfectly imperfect world
For we will find the one
that is perfectly imperfect
For us
But we need to not settle
Not assume our perfect match isn't out there
Keep looking
Keep searching
Till you find you perfectly imperfect match
For only then while you truly live
And be perfectly imperfect for and with each other!!!
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open your eyes
Posted:Apr 25, 2015 11:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:59 am
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what is there to do but sit and wait
sit and wait for him to take control
sit and wait for him to wake up and smell the roses
what is there for me to do when he doesn't even see me
Im right there in front of his face.
everything he says he wants I want to give him
everything he says he wants to try im open to
why does he not see me
am I invisible
do I not exist
am I in the friends only zone
does he even realize that I can give him everything he needs and more
I can be there for him and let him use me like he wishes
I am there for him and always have been
but he doesn't see me
Im invisible to him
we talk about everything and anything
but no matter what im not there
im non-existint
Im tired of being a butterfly with no wings
im tired of being the one in the back ground that no one notices
im tired of being nothing to everyone
Im someone
I deserve to be someone
I deserve to be cherished
and used
and adored
and punished
I am here
right in front of your face
just open up your eyes and you will see me
you will notice me
and you will realize that I have been here all along and I always will
I will love you
I will need you
I will crave you
I will want nothing more than to please you
and make you happy
for you deserve to be happy
to be loved
to be someones everything
you just need to open your eyes and you will see me
I have been here through it all
im not going anywhere you just need to see
and once you do
once you finally see me
we will have something beautiful
something that no one else will ever understand
and we will be happy
together forever
just open up your eyes and you will see
until then I will stay here
caring for you
helping you
always being there for you
as I always have been
and one day you will love me too!!!!!!!!
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just babbling...........
Posted:Nov 26, 2014 7:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2015 11:42 pm
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Is it to much to ask for.....
Someone that can be my safe haven.....
My knight in shinning armor and my worse nightmare...
The good and the bad......
The loving and sadistic......
To use me and cherish me.....
Is it that hard.....
Do they even exist.....
Or are they all just a dream.....
a fantasy......
Someone to love me and be consumed on me......
As I love him and am consumed in him.....
A deep seated bond that people are envious of.....
To where people can see how consumed we are in eachother....
I want that bond where people stop us on the street to ask us how we did it.....
To make them wonder.....
I want to yearn foe his every touch, sound, and breath....
To only want to be near him.....
Consumed by him.....
To love him with my whole being.....
But does he exist.....
Is he out there.....
I'm tired of them just wanting me as a piece of trash that they can just throw away.....
I am a human too......
I may be strong but I am also fragile.....
And I can only put the pieces back together so many times before they start dissappearing.....
Where is he.....
I know I will find him as I know he is looking for me too.....
Two raw energies ready to explode...
Ready to be consumed by one another.....
Two raw energies searching.....
Waiting....
Wanting.....
And we will.....
And when we do find each other it will be epic....
Raw.....
Emotional.....
All consuming.....
It will complete us.....
Make us one....
And one is what we deserve....
What we crave....
To become one with one another.....
To complete our universe and make it whole.....
And until I find him just know that I am searching for you and I will find you Sir!!!!!!!!
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hmmmmm.........random thought
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 7:08 am
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2017 4:27 pm
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Is today really just a day or is it the day we all wait for. The day we all crave. The day we all want more than any other. The day we realize that our lives will change. The day we take a stand for what we believe in. What we want. What we crave. What we yearn for. Is today the day that it all changes. The day the voices stop telling you its wrong. The day that you decide that nothing will stop you from doing and feeling what you have craved all along. The day you kneel before the one or the one kneels before you. The day you give into your Dominance or submission and stop caring what others think. Stop worrying what society feel about your life choices and just live for what you believe in. What you dream about. What you crave more than life itself. And today you will be changed forever for you have decided that today is the day that your will let go and just live for today of all days is the day you are born and your body and mind align as one and you are whole. You belong and you feel as though you are on top of the world for today you are born as a new person and everything will be alright and you will just live. Feel. Love. And be for together you become one with the universe and the world stands still
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Today
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 7:07 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2014 5:03 am
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Today what is today it's just another Day. A day filled with ups and downs. A day that will soon be forgotten for today us just a day. It could be a day of happiness or a day of sadness. It could be a day of fun and loving or a day filled with bitterness and hate but no matter what it's still just a day. Today is what you make of it and nothing more for today I have decided that it will be a great day because only a great day will lead to the happiness that you very much deserve.
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simple short and sweet
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 7:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:59 am
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A smile upon my face
A tear runs down my cheek
A giggle deep inside
A Daddy I can love
A word he speaks so soft
I gasp and squeal at what is heard
For my Daddy is my world
And I am his baby girl.
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random thoughts
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 7:02 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:59 am
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Who am I........people ask that all the time and I never know how to answer cause it depends on the day, the time, the place on everything at that moment I could be the nurse that's saving your life. The mom picking up her from school. The gymnastics mom watching her shine at her gymnastics meet, the subbie waiting for her Master to come home, the sad women crying over the lose of a loved one. Who am I people ask all the time.....me here in this skin I do not know as I am just me living from day to day. Trying to keep everyone happy. Saving the world. Loving my . Playing nurse till my feet are tired. Who am I......that is the question that noone will ever be able to answer for I am everyone and anyone I'm the lady that held the door open for the old couple trying to get out of the rain. I'm the mom that can't explain to her why her Daddy never comes to see her. I'm the nurse that is exhausted yet I stay after work to comfort the old man that just lost his wife. I'm Daddy's baby. I'm the women that fell asleep driving home from lack of sleep. I'm the new mommy that can't stop crying cause her baby is always up. I'm the women that paid for your groceries cause you forgot your checkbook. Who am I you ask but who I am is everyone, everything, and anything. Who I am is not what matters.....the only thing that matters is who you want me to be!!!!!!!!
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His wish is my command
Posted:Oct 16, 2014 6:58 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 10:59 am
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The sound of his voice and my body is on fire. The way he speaks makes me ache with desire. His words are like music to my delicate ears. My nipples are chiseled. My breath is hitched. The smell of my arousal is his wish. All he has to do is say those words. My body goes to alert as I know he nears. My pussy is dripping, my heart is pounding. He doesn't have to touch me to send me off the edge. He just has to tell me and my body does as he commands. Not one touch to my skin just the sound of his his voice. Send my body exploding in a fit of pure bliss. For he is my master and I am his submissive. My body is to please him however he wishes. I don't have to see him for I know he is smiling cause my body reacted to his orders and wishes.
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