|
Who is afraid?
|
Apr 22, 2010 9:27 pm
770 Views
|
It is good when i put on my mask of civility,
It helps feed the calm around me;
But it hasn't done a thing for me yet!
It barely covers the inside, the seething, the screaming
and screaming and tearing of flesh that wants to get out
and leave its mark.
Scarring you deeply as it takes your heart.
My beast, Your pet. Master.
The only things showing are the teardrops
As they shimmer and
Are swallowed again with a great, heaving sigh.
You said that You want my fear,
But,fear empowered becomes flaming passion.
Take what is offered of the dancing beast
And feel her flames lick your fire.
Watch, as all civility crumbles into the Abyss.
Now who is afraid?[/COLOR]
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
fogotten
|
Apr 21, 2010 10:53 am
706 Views
|
i have forgotten how to serve
i have not learned to obey
i have only learned lonliness
as you walked away.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
Skeletons and Snow
|
Apr 21, 2010 10:50 am
880 Views
|
A fleeting glimpse, a reminder of past
ecstacies and heartbreak
You took a part of my soul with you
When you went away.
But Your Native energy still calls to me
And you can't deny it either.
Skeletons and sunglasses in the snow
just a picture and i am there again.
In the dark of the night when i am alone
with my mind i allow the pictures to flow.
And my fingers seek the places you sought
on my body and it responds
to the call of your wildness.
Did you feel me Sir?
Please don't come back because i have
no more tears for you.
|
|
|
2
Comments
|
|
|
Upon Your Return
|
Apr 17, 2010 11:12 pm
711 Views
|
A long journey,
long have You been, Master.
And i am glad
in my heart, You have returned.
Mysterious, yet the same the days went
for you, awake and asleep, Master.
But yet, You were in the place of power;
weilding it as you made your deals--with the devil.
And is what you brought back work as much
as what you left behind?
Only a slave, a mere nothing but flesh
and a heart, and a soul thirsting for Your command.
Greetings Master. this girl hopes that you find everything
as it should be
upon your return.
gn
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
For my boyz
|
Apr 17, 2010 10:53 pm
811 Views
|
Please give me perspective
i am alone in this world
with a boy who shouldn't see
things in a bar.
But yet, he sings for me
And i can't make him not
for he loves me and he is trying
to join my world.
i am ashamed to say i have gone this low
but it seems to help him see
that i am of this world and not untouchable.
Not unattainable and here for him.
i wish i could be the one who helps him
find himself.
but that job is not for me but the for the one
who comes next
to his life.
|
|
|
2
Comments
|
|
|
Which will it be?
|
Apr 14, 2010 8:17 pm
738 Views
|
If i was stupid i would be afraid
of your beast that seeks me now,
do you know it Sir, i can hear
it calling out to me.
Trying to trap me, but i am not stupid
i know your Wrath and your beast
And know i have brought it on
myself.
Am i prepared? Do i know what i have unleashed?
No and no! It is up to you now to try and decide
what to do with me.
I know now what you intended for me,
all along.
Sir, i am a pleasure slave, no less, no more
i can only slither around you and beg you for
the softest of touches.
When all i really want is for you to slam me
into the abyss and wipe away my earthly
fears and lonliness.
I want to fear your fist as it rares back
on the pistoned arm and watch with wide-eyed disbelief
that you would hurt me.
While at the same time offering you my cunt
to make me scream.
Which will it be Sir?
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
Call of your beast
|
Apr 3, 2010 11:32 pm
626 Views
|
I sobbed as my heart lay bleeding on the floor
Torn from my body as I tried to walk away
My breath coming in gasps as my body doubles over
In pain in my solar plexus.
Sorry will never be enough for the loss of faith
Untrainable as i am, i need more than indifference
I can watch while you cavort with others and know
their naked fear can not even touch the pain
that draws my body into a ball
when your beast calls to mine.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
Naked and Yielding
|
Mar 30, 2010 9:49 pm
614 Views
|
On my knees is where i have been
For so long now I know of no other way
But it has never been enough for you
My head bowed at your feet.
The sounds of my gasping you never knew
Never wanted to test me, Never been tempted.
To see me grovel.
You only offered pain and more pain
My belly heaving as your punches rained on my flesh
And yet it was not enough to bring you to me
My naked, yielding belly.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
Kiss
|
Mar 26, 2010 10:46 pm
611 Views
|
If it would relieve the pain Sir, i would write every word
over and over precisely as you would have me do.
For in my words your very soul resides.
And when we haven't spoken mind to mind for a while
you seek me like a thirsty man who has found
his oasis.
I wish i could deny your call, the command that i appear
precisely at your ETA, when all along i watched every car
for yours.
And I wonder why you choose to touch everyone
but me, lothesome-ly normal as i am i do not judge
only take what you offer
and wish for
one more
kiss.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
|
If you had bothered
|
Mar 25, 2010 6:28 pm
604 Views
|
If you bothered to read these words
You would know that indeed, you broke
my heart.
But you were not interested in my words
Only in your own schemes and what i could do
for you.
I hope you listen next time someone says
i love you, and hear the real sound of tearing
each piece of my heart in your hand.
|
|
|
0
Comments
|
|
To link to this blog (girl_nawti) use [blog girl_nawti] in your messages.
|
|
|
| Sun |
Mon |
Tue |
Wed |
Thu |
Fri |
Sat |
| |
|
|
1
|
2
|
3
|
4
|
5
|
6
|
7
|
8
|
9
|
10
|
11
|
12
|
13
|
14
|
15
|
16
|
17
|
181
|
19
|
20
|
21
|
22
|
23
|
24
|
25
|
26
|
27
|
28
|
29
|
|
|
|
Most Recent Comments by Others
|
