Im not a angel...

I got a few more dances with the devil but I'm cleaning my act up little by little!
My journeys and thoughts...

Masters.. May 2, 2012 6:40 pm
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Masters give unto Your servants that which is just and equal,knowing that You have a Master as well.
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Faith.. May 2, 2012 6:38 pm
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Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things unseen.
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The Masterdaddy.. Feb 15, 2012 1:17 pm
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The Master gives the gift of control ..the slave gives the gift of submission.

Remind me of my place. If I cry, give me a reason,show no mercy.Force me to my knees and use me as You will.~slave prayer~

A woman is never as true as when she wears her owners collar.

Borrowed words from a friend.
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Strong people.. Feb 1, 2012 12:26 am
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Strong people know how to keep their life in ordereven with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "Im ok"with a smile.

I let my haters be my motivators.
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How much of Yourself do give up? Feb 1, 2012 12:21 am
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In the name of love,for the sake of finding someone. You go on this journey to discover yourself,your brave enough to step out of your comfort zone to finally accept your true inner self. Then you meet someone who makes you smile and makes you feel alive to life again. How much of yourself,your identity do you give up to make it work? You haft ask yourself is it gonna make me jaded?Bitter?Or can you nuture those parts of the other person selfishlessly? how far are you willing to go? Im a nuture and giver by nature.. is it a blessing or a curse?
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My Sister sub,my love, my heart... Jan 24, 2012 11:16 am
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I have a beloved Sister sub here on alt that i love dearly. We have been thru soo much. We ahve had our good times and muddled thru the bad always making our way back to each other. Shes the only woman i will ever love,the only one in my heart at the moment. Shes picked me up soo any times when i have stumbled,held my hand when i have been so sick i couldnt hold my head up,when my rugrat has me to the point of pulling my hair out,to when the ex has me in tears. For every mistake,guidance,and relationship for the past two years never leaving me.

We might not have been cloose every single day but i knew she was only a call away. She would drop everything for me to be at my side as i would her. Shes my strength ,my heart,my love,my best friend and lover. I love You my Sister!!!!!
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When a relationship is over and realizing its final... Jan 24, 2012 11:06 am
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Ok you know its now over,no going back. Theres no revisiting things.So you you look back on all the things shared. The times your heart is completely touched you feel as tho no one else can ever be that person for you again.When you know you will never be called that pet name again or feel that touch again. Promises made and feeling soo completely safe to share anything and everything. Thinking that they will always be there as they promise that. So you expose your soul..lay it open for the other to see. Your fears,goals just everything because you trust. You give your mind,body ,soul and heart ....your submission to that one and you hope that it is not to be taken for granted that it will be cherished and norished. You give soo completely.Your crushed ,you cant seem to find your air to breathe.

You take off the collar that once meant sooo very much and wonder what happened. Where you went wrong..where they went wrong what could have been done different. Could have ,would have ,should have. In your mind you know its the right thing but you cant get your heart to see it.

What happened to standing by each other thru thick and thin?

My name is giving_u_alll cause i give everything to the one my heart becomes bound to...im starting to think i just need to let my heart become hard and never seek this type feeling anymore.Sighs ...i lick my wounds and move on.
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Me Oct 26, 2011 12:41 pm
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Strength and honor are her clothing and she shall rejoice in all time to come.

JUST BECAUSE I WANT TO KISS YOU FROM YOUR TOES TO YOUR LIPS DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE ME!!!!!!!!!

Respect the lady,use and abuse the slut and protec the little girl and you will own the heart,mind,body and soul of a woman.
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Learning from my journey... Oct 23, 2011 10:30 am
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The deeper my submission becomes for my Masterdaddy the more I strive to be all I can be for him and understanding more of myself. I sooo wanna be a completely no limits slave to this Man just because that's how much love, trust and dedication I have for him. To me I am, to him he understands how much I strive to give all of myself to him.
I work constantly on improving and giving my total submission. I realize that I may not be able to call myself a "it" for him not that i dont want to,that I still test boundaries for my need to feel safe with him, im still playful sensually and sexually but in all ways I do, maybe not stating it all the time. That's the wonderful thing about us its a unspoken state of slavery. I maybe just a submissive lilone in everyone elses eyes but that's the difference in relationships. Im LBWs slave,LBWs submissive and LBWs lilone and I only answer to him, submit and love him. He's the only one I aim to please so im not worried about what others think. Its what we share. I love You Tsitsho!
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Our second month Anniversary.... Oct 23, 2011 10:03 am
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I love this man!! He sooo understands me, he gets me. He's my Master, my Daddy, my Dominant One . I love him more now than ever. He's such a REAL Dominate that my submission comes so easily. I wanna pleasee him in everyway. He touches so much more than my body when I submit to him. He touches my heart, my mind(he stimulates it with conversation, teaching, learning and sharing ),my soul, my body till it quivers wanting more, and spiritually.
He so amazes me all the time! Puts my forhead to his, seeing clear to his soul, seeing our future together, loving him more and more. Happy Anniversary Tsitsho!!
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