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May 7, 2007 10:14 am
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what did i get this cinco de mayo? a fever, that's what. it's the darndest thing to because i was feeling well all before that. it just popped up out of nowhere. before going to bed on saturday i noticed my throat was starting to get itchy. so i used the three ricola's i had left and went to sleep. in the middle of the night i couldn't go to sleep, then after i finally get some rest i wakeup feeling all hot and achy with a stuffy nose with the sore throat of course.
lovely! so i go to whole foods and pretty much get 30/40 dollars of stuff to make me feel better. which was interesting because i was really dizzy and everything felt like it was moving really fast. it upset me because people were being really rude there, pushing past, moving in front of people and me in the rows like they own the world. then again there was alot more uppity people in there than usual so that was probably it. no offense if your upper middle class/lower rich class but most of the people in that bracket are rude beyond belief!
so i spent most of the day sleeping, resting, and talking to daddy which sucks because finals started today. so i couldn't really study because i was so out of it.
things are stilly really dizzy and cloudy, but i'm feeling a tad bit better.
i just think it's crazy it came out of nowhere though. at least i'm almost done with school.
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May 4, 2007 7:38 am
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can you still call yourself a rebel at 27 or older?
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a week from now
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May 4, 2007 7:31 am
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i'll be free from these crappy roommates, and i'll be traveling back home with dad. and we'll be passing by buckee's, which is the best restroom/car stop in the world!
so of course that'll mean i won't be on alt as much. soo i'm catching up on my tags now while i can.
the ever popular  tagged me here: Dennis Healeys Eyebrow....
it was hard to come up with something because i am not really vain about my appearance.
i wake up, put on whatever clothes i can find, and rush to go to class. during breaks i tend to just go around in what i go to sleep in since i only tend to leave the house to get something to eat. and when it comes to buying clothes i don't have that much either. 7 pants, a couple of t shirts, alot of used shirts for my nightgown, a belt, 2 pairs of socks, and some sandals..
when it comes to hygiene to some i probably don't come up to par, but it's good enough for me. i take a bath about 2-3 times max a week(but if i stink before then i will take more, so if i'm out and its the summer i'll take one..i don't assault people's noses). i don't shave due to personal viewpoints(i still don't see why women need to be socialized to feel that if they don't shave they somehow take away their femininity, i find that backwards) and i only own toothpaste, soap, and some type of natural moisturizer, such as shea butter or coconut oil and not some brand.
i was about to say that i don't have anything i'm vain about, until i really dug deep and came up with an answer!
i'll have to say that's my hair. which i think can be debated. but that is defiantly the thing i spend the most time on. i say debated because most days i just wakeup, see if my hair is somewhat circular and not mashed on one side due to the nights sleep and move on. i don't always keepup with a routine but i do have one...i wash my hair as often as i bathe, i comb it once a week or try my best too.lol, i try my best to trim it every 3 months max, i condition it, i clarify, i braid or twist it, i do alot of things to it..i don't style it that often because i'm still getting the hang of doing it..i'm used to just walking on and moving on with my life.lol but i also am apart of a hair forum where they talk about natural black hair be it locked or free like mine and i even have a section of it in my photo album. in fact, that's most of the pictures i take, i have more hair pictures than face or body pictures.
so the thing i'm most vain about is my hair.
speaking of which here's a recent picture of it, it's abit blurry, but after spending 3-4 hours total on it, i wasn't that big into holding a camera when my arms already felt numb.lol
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May 3, 2007 1:05 pm
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the lovely  tagged me here: [post 288439]
she also tagged me again, so i'm tryin to catch up! hehe, anyway here it goes:
Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'8.(i don't know, i haven't gotten measured in a long time and i get mixed signals)
[X] I have scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] Ive had braces.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have/had more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
Family//Home Life
[ ] I've sworn in front of my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] Parents never divored.
[ ] Parents are divored.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I have a kid.
Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.(more than once, and sometimes on purpose)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.(haven't watched one in AWHILE)
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public.
Health
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I've had serious surgery.
[X ] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven/riden over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ]i've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.(i should've though since i live so close.lol)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras.
[ ] I've been to the Caribbean.
[X] I've been to Florida.
[X] I've been to Hawaii.
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] I've been to a casino.(if passing it by in las vegas hotels count)
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] I've crashed a car.
[X] I've been skiing.(hate it)
[X] I've been in a musical.(elementary school!)
[x] I've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.(not all of it)
[x] I've eaten Sushi.(gross)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
Sexuality
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I've kissed someone in the rain.
Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out.(more than once)
[x] I've lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've ran a red light.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Death
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I've been to a funeral.
[X] I've seen someone/something dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide
[X] I've planned my own death before.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[X] I've killed something before(bugs and plants)
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 CDs.(i should)
[X] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.(otaku for life
[ ] I own a designer purse, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.(i like their underwear, and i have some stuff that i dont' wear from there anymore)
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.(lame place)
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay or amazon.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie & Fitch.(makes me sick, literally)
Random
[ ] I can sing well.(apparently from my aurual skills class i don't.lol)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.(why would someone do that?)
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.(don't have one)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic
[X] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ]I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly.(darn you pizza!)
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
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funny stuff!
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May 3, 2007 12:35 pm
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man who knew you can use youtube for anything else but watching music videos?
people are so creative! someone did the song make it rain to the cookie monster. they also did it to jump on it, money in the bank, my mind's playin tricks on me..and dora the explorer is done to walk it out and it looks like she's doin it! they also had tellitubies and all this jazz...man it's so funny! if we could show stuff like that i would show it to ya'll.
another thing that's funny is:
"hey there bby want to chat what r you up to today i like what you wrote on your profikle love get back bby"
it says your 23, but you really must be 13. after reading my profile i don't see what's so great about it either. anyway i'm going to do another tag because it seems i'm falling even more behind again! >.<
EDITED: it seems not only was the guy lame, but he was emo..oh em gee its not like i don't get enough of that sillyness at home. do i have a sign on me that says emo's welcome? because ya know, people that are that superficial and adrongonius with the 80s glam rip off really get me going.lol
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you can stop reading my blog now
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May 2, 2007 10:11 am
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so i know you( ) only come in here to figure out what happened to that class i brought up:
first class of the semester is a win!
well either it was really conveinant or whatever, but we never had that talk!
turns out she says she could never get back in contact with the lady who was supposed to talk about it. she would send out emails or whatever and the lady never responded back.
so we will never know, how that would've gone...
bum bum bummmm
so since that's solved you can go on to your other blogging choices from now on 
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May 2, 2007 9:50 am
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so i go to my friendslist because i get an email saying someone is trying to add me. i look at the new person looking to be in my network and i'm all like:
Hey Jess do you want to join my network?
whos this crazy?
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have you forgot your youth?
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May 1, 2007 11:47 am
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so i know this gets brought up alot, but it just bothers me. i know that most people are not open minded, and that most people have one way of thinking, but when it comes to this issue i just find it plain ol dumb.
in the only group i really participate in here(lil girls lost if your curious)the subject came up about age, and if they think it is okay if people under 25 are looking for any type of bdsm related relationship(of course this one was more centering the daddy/lil girl one). and as usual all the older people are saying no, i don't think so, i think they are not mentally ready, they don't know themselves etc.
and whenever i see this i just have to sit back and go wow. reading some of ya'lls blogs here, i know you guys were in serious(depending on how you define serious) around these ages. i know that there's a good portion of you guys who have had thoughts of being in a relationship like this when you were younger.
so even though you have been in a relationship like that, you think they shouldn't be in them.
you might say because of hindsight, but i have to refute that. being in any relationship makes both parties stronger. it hones in what you like, what you don't like. it makes you know not only that person and learn how to get close to someone both intimately and physically, but you get to know YOURSELF. what makes you tick even better.
life isn't all rainbows and gumdrops, and i think that there is nothing wrong with making a bad decision, but what matters is you LEARN from it. if you never put yourself out there, then how can you learn?
sure there are a good amount of people that aren't ready to be in a relationship that even has a small bit of this mixed in, but i think it's rude and selfish to say an entire cohort is not ready. within each cohort there is variations of intelligence, maturity, and growth. some people are far beyond their years, some haven't quite grown up for their age yet. saying that those that know themselves, those that read and chat, and observe and know what they are going through..those who do not jump into things and weigh things out and realize this is what they are doing and know what they are getting themselves into should NOT be chastised and continually discouraged because they are ready.
because at any age, be it 13 or 100, you will change. your likes can change with the snap of the finger, you as a person can change due to work, moving to a different area, getting different friends, or a feeling. you might find that you don't like the person, but this is not just a childish or young adult phenomenon, it happens and can happen to everyone. you should be able to communicate with partners and be able to tell them this, or that things are over or lets work it out according to what works.
another issue is being dependent on the other person. from what i know and who i talk to, 80% or more of the average college student lives at home or still has their parents paying the majority of their bills or financially setting them up. being in a relationship like this will not change the fact that you either partner wise or parent wise will probably be dependent on someone. i feel like there is a time for each person that they must seek to break this and become their own person, but this does not come overnight ,and should not be thought to. if you remember(except for those who have left the house early or who have earlier independence) you too were dependent on your folks for awhile and it took STAGES to get to where you are now.
is it wrong to seek and be with a loving partner who supports you while you are going through such stages? i think not! as long as it is positive and not hurtful, and you work things out, i see nothing wrong with such.
i know this will not change anything, but i just needed to voice my opinion. hopefully the next time you older people who try to perpetuate the thought that all younger people have no busniess seeking a serious relationship be it normal, inbetween, or bdsm(any version) will think back to your own life or think of it in the bigger picture and realize the difference between blindly jumping into things and educationally living life instead of living on the sidelines.
on a side note, i know this has some religions stuff, but i thought the message of this picture went well.*takes a looooong exhale*
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you would stoop that low!
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Apr 30, 2007 4:04 pm
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so since i usually don't talk to my mom i decided to call her a couple of minutes ago. i got on the phone, talked about school, my sister, this orchestra trip we went onto and just getting reacquainted from the weekend. and in the middle of our conversation the dumb roommate i keep talking about comes in. she decides to sit in the main room and have a conversation with the only sane roommate. all of a sudden while i'm still in my room with my door closed i hear her yell, stop laughing weird jessica, stop laughing weird jessica. i figure it makes no sense to retaliate, i'm on the phone with my mom and if you give a child attention their going to be reinforced for their actions. sure enough she stopped and went talking to the sane roommate. then i decide near the end of our conversation to get something to drink because i'm thirsty. so i take mom with me while i get some lemonade. the second i get outside the dumb roommate says you need to quiet down, you need to be quiet. i give her a look and tell her i'm on the phone with my MOM. then she cusses at me loudly multiple times and basically says i need to be quiet.
maybe this shows how much of a pushover i am, but i figure there would be nothing to gain from my mom hearing me cuss out and trying to reason with a dumbass like that. so instead mom hears the crazy roommate say this to me and i just be quiet while i get my drink ignoring her and go to my room. apparently as i go on the dumb roommate goes on and tells the normal one to shut the fuck up and some more obscenities..well she wasn't even talking so i don't get where that comes from.
then i go back and finish my conversation with my mom.
what i love, is that all 4 of us where outside, that means there was the normal one, and the freshman, and the dumbass in the room with me. the other two said nothing, and they even smiled and laughed when the girl was cussing me out. this just shows to me how immature they are and how disrespectful they are. it also reminds me that the very few times that i took what they said about me seriously and made me feel bad meant nothing because they don't have any sense of respect or anything of that positive nature.
1 week before i leave and it seems the craziness is coming out even more.
what i also love is that the dumbass roommate thinks i should help her clean the bathroom with her even after all this crap. my friend suggested that i cuss her out and lay it on the line since i won't have to deal with her anymore..but i was never the type of person to do that. maybe i'm to nice, maybe as i said before i can be seen as a giver who gets used, or whatever but i don't see any reason to react so aggressively with someone who can't comprehend what i'm trying to express to her.
let's hope i get an upgrade of responsible people next semester.
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i hope you didn't act this way when you were my age
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Apr 29, 2007 9:41 am
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otherwise guys, shame on you! shameeeeeeeee!
so my dorm phone got a call around 5am and i answered it and hear a guys voice. i thought it was daddy so i was like what and then after hearing it again i realized oh it's some random guy. then i asked who it was like 3 different times and he didn't answer until the 4th time. it was pretty lame. he had that white ghetto wanna be voice to him. since the phone has gotten calls for the girl that used to be here i assumed that's what he was looking for so i said oh well the girl before me is already gone. and he was like oh really? and i was like yeah most people move out each year here. and he was like oh wow, so what's YOUR name in that voice. and i'm thinking....
dude, it's 5am, are you for real!
then i said i'm going to go back to sleep or something to that extent but since i was in a daze i stayed on there for awhile longer..that and the fact that you guys know i am a nice person. so he goes all like why, do you party alot?
ya'll know me, i go out every night just like paris hilton!
so i said no i don't party..then he's like oh really ya know i don't go out either, that's cool....sure ya don't! that was so pathetic how he obviously changed his thought.
then he keeps talking and i'm like i do have a boyfriend and i'm not looking for anyone else at this point and he's like oo okay so what's your major.
at this point i was like i'm going back to sleep and hungup the phone.
dummy couldn't get it after i kept telling him i wasn't interested!
the girl who lived here before me was the nasty one's friends which just reinforcers what kinda person she is.
but seriously, who in their right mind would think that's attractive, or cool, to call someone that early and that i would be into them.
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