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Jan 11, 2006 11:08 am
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so it annoys me that it seems like the only dad's that respond are old guys. i know the term tends to be only used for guys in their 40's plus but why can't there be a daddy that knows what he's doing that is in his 20's-30's or at least doesn't look old! am i seriously hoping for too much when looking for a dad with everything that i stated earlier that is not an old foogie in age or at least looks attractive and isn't that old or wrinklely..i could never get in the mood with old people like that, to much screaming of pedophile in real life for me. and for me it's not the age thing as i stated above and i'm tired of either getting no response or old people who look really really old and almost decrpite that need viagra to get it up. i guess i am asking for too much.
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starting off
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Jan 10, 2006 12:53 pm
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well i have lots of journals that are copied and pasted into and my main journal is a livejournal. but i wanted to start one here to mainly speak my mind of the things on the other side i guess...
i view myself as not really imaginative but i do have imagination. personally the things that i'm into can get abit weird. i'm a virgin and want to stay that way till marriage. i am recovering from clinical depression and am learning coping skills for living with my depression. i belive my illness leads to alot of the things i belive in. relationship wise i don't want to spread the seed or have sex with anyone. no, for me i want to have sex with someone that loves me, all of me. my big body(i'm not overweight but i'm not normal weight either i'm chubby), my ilness and the way my mind thinks when it gets to that place, someone who loves my weirdness, just all of me and for me to love that person completly and to have a commited relationship just the two of us. then and only then after i get that and a pretty good sized ring will i have sex with someone be it a girl or a guy. i know i can't get married to a women legally but i'll still have the cermony if i end up marrying a women. i am bisexual obviously and i say big sized ring because i'm getting a ph.d in psychology and will be making alot of money and want my partner to contribute to the income and not make less than me and not really contribute..i want them to contribute the same if not more than me.
anyway so onto the things that i'm into. i'm somewhat a sexual person i guess. i don't get horny every day and i don't get horny enough to masterbate 2 or more times usually in a day but there are days where i do get really in the mood. for me the most comfortable thing to do is phonesex with a daddy daughter feel to it. unfortunatly it's hard to find, they don't know how to do it..either young men or old men. the perfect dad for me would be a dad that isn't to old because for me it's not the age, it's the term when saying dad. it's someone that is controlling but loving at the same time. so he won't go to far but knows how to push limits and will take control knowing what to do. i tend to do phonsex almost every day because for me it's more interesting that way to hear a voice just does wonders for me.lol that is a good voice. i don't like dad's that ask what they want you to do to them or what you want them to do to you...that takes away the whole purpose and your not in control. dad's shouldn't call their daughters hoe's, sluts, etc etc. and no man in my opinion should just start off straight to the intercourse. there should be more of a working it up to it..i like whoever said that women are like cars and need their engines reved up and you can't just start them and expect them to go fast, you got to gradually get there. of course this whole dad thing to me is just pure fantasy, i think anyone that has a real relationship like this as a child molestor and not right..for me i think marriage should be just between the person you married and you. why else would you be with them? it takes away the point and defiles the marriage. but for me a good daddy should just know what to do with their little girl just by talking and the way they react to things and not rush. or be all about them
men have a HUGE problem with making the sex all about them and their dick..there is a woman here and she should be treated equally if not more than you because she could've chosed someone else and most guys don't really care who they have sex with.
another one of my things that i struggle with SO much is beastiality...so much because i find it wrong that i would do that..i find it wrong that i would want to abuse an animal like that. yet one time while i was in violin lessons waiting to go up my teacher had two dogs and one of the dogs kept licking my hand and arm and it turned me on and when the teacher wasn't looking i would rub where the female dog's place is. she was nudered(can't spell) so there was nothing there. but it felt good and i thought the dog felt good too. and it would be hard for me and i would have to resist doing that to my own female dog or helping my male dog realse himself. i even thought of buying a vibrator just for the use of my future female dog to see how she'd like it...yet i push them down because it feels like it's wrong.
i'm thinking of looking for other daddy daugther controlling groups though. i'm not really into the whole BDSM thing because i don't like master slave aspects and i don't like any weird positions or the whole thing..but i do love being dominated and taken most of my control away, but i do want to be able to say yes or no to things i like or don't like and have permission.
so this is a little about me and the other side of me that i hardly talk about. but before i go i forgot to say that i currently have a boyfriend so i'm not really looking for a relationship of any sorts..though it really is difficult because one time while we were having phonesex i said daddy to judge to see if was going to take me to that level and he said don't call me daddy just say my name...which was disapointing...but other than that he's very good at it.
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