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CBT Sessions
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Mar 31, 2006 2:37 pm
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My now ex-girlfriend/Mistress and I used to engage in some pretty heavy cock and ball torture. She would leave a note somewhere where I could find it with a hint of what was in store for me. One note had needles inside with a description of how she was going to push them through my cock head. This would get me worked up thinking about it all day long.
I would shower, shaving my balls and trimming my pubic hair to ready myself for the session ahead. I would report to the bedroom naked and bind my cock and balls with a leather strap. She enters the room wearing nothing but a leather corset and high heels. She would then tie me up spread eagled with my wrists bound to a spreader bar between my knees so I could not move and she would have easy access to my genitals.
Mistress would then sexually stimulate me with a hand job using baby oil. She pulled, squeezed and twisted my balls sometimes twisting them around 3 or 4 times while pulling them away from my crotch, crushing them in her hand and digging her nails in them. She would also squeeze my cock tightly with one hand and rub my cock head with a quick circular motion that would make me want to jump out of my skin. She would do this until I was throbbing hard and close to orgasm. Then out came her cock whip, a cat-o-nine tails made of leather strands about 8 inches long and knotted on the ends.
An evil smile crosses her face as she swings this whip around so I could hear it swish through the air. She then proceeds to give my bound up and swollen cock and balls a nasty whipping. I hear the swish and feel the bite of this whip as she swings it against my unprotected balls making them dance with every lash. I try to avoid the blows to no avail as I am bound up and at her mercy. After awhile, the shock of the pain goes away and a prolonged ball whipping starts feeling pleasurable.
Another thing she likes to use on me is a wooden back scratcher. This thing stings like hell! A lot more painful than the whip. She alternates from repeated blows to my cock head, balls and the sensitive underside of my cock. I can tell by expression on her face and the stiffness of her nipples as her breasts swing with every lash that she is enjoying the torment she is putting me through. By this time she has stuffed something like her panties into my mouth to keep me from screaming and waking up the neighbors.
Other things she liked to do to torment me is to use a toothbrush and a shish-ka bob skewer on my cock head. The sensations from these toys are very intense and extremely painful. I have to lay there bound and helpless and take it while she has her fun torturing my cock head swollen from the leather bindings.
One of her favorites is pushing needles through my cock head. The skin of the glans is very tough and it takes her a bit of effort to push them through and out the other side. There is very little blood when the needles are pushed in but the blood squirts like a small geyser when they are pulled out.
She was very sadistically creative and we had many good times together.
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Self Abuse
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Feb 8, 2006 8:14 pm
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Last night I tied up my cock & balls so they were tight and purple. I use the leg part cut off a pair of pantyhose; its very stretchy and easy on the skin. I then beat my genitals with a cock whip and a cane until they were bruised and bleeding.
Next I tied off my cock head with zip ties so it was swollen and pounded safety pins into it with a hammer. Sometimes I like to get the pins red hot before I do this.
I pounded 4 pins into my glans and then ran a string through the holes. I attached about 10 pounds of weights to the string and another 20 pounds to my balls then slung the weights around. This caused some bleeding so I had to wrap toilet paper around my package so as not to get blood all over the place.
After about 2 hours of self-torture, I finished myself off and removed the pins, zip ties and bindings. Im usually sore and black & blue for about a week or 2 after doing this.
Torturing myself is fun, but its a hell of a lot more fun with a Domme with a wicked, cruel imaginationJ. To be tied down, helpless and at my Mistress mercy makes it way more exciting.
Some things I would like to experiment with would be having the rim of my cockhead sliced with a red-hot scalpel to make it larger. I would love it if my Mistress decorated my cockhead with piercings, branding her initials on it, slicing patterns on it and whatever devious things she wants to do to meJ I would also like to have snake eyes tattooed on itJ
I have kept my cock & balls with few scars and I am clean-shaven there. I want my Mistress to have a clean piece of meat to work with and to decorate as she sees fit.
Any sadistic Ladies out there into cock & ball torture who needs a new torture toy, here I amJ
jeff
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Fantasy Torture Scene
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May 13, 2005 9:14 pm
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I have had alligator clips put here before. The pain is extremely intense and I don't know if I could take this... But with the right lady and some conditioning, I would be willing to try
jeff
Fantasy:
My Mistress ties me securely to a bondage table and gags me to muffle my screams because She knows this will really be painful. She then binds my cock and balls so they are at their swollen best. She teases me to a full hard on, close to orgasm. Mistress takes out a box of steel alligator clips and proceeds to attach them to the rim of my cockhead. I squirm in pain and scream into my gag to no avail, this is a no mercy session. Mistress continues to attach more clips down the bottom side of my already pain ridden cock. She laughs at my agonizing screams into the gag and my futile attempts to thrash around and squirm my way out of my binds. By now she has attached as many clamps as she can fit on my cock. The final 2 will go with one part of the clip deep into my urethra biting into my cockhead on each side. The pain is excruciating but there is nothing I can do but try and take it. She ignores my cries for mercy and it seems to make her want to hurt me even more. Mistress then leaves me to suffer the agony of a multitude of vicious steel alligator clips biting into my tortured cockhead...I slip into sub space.
When my Mistress returned I had hoped she would remove the clips. Instead she attached a leash to my balls and informed me that I was to service her until she was satisfied. She straddled my face, pulled my ball leash tight and proceeded to beat my balls with a small club. She beat them hard making my balls swing back and forth violently. This also made my tortured cock sling around also, steel clips flinging around my cockhead making my torture even more unbearable. As Mistress used my face to get her orgasms, I licked her for all I was worth hoping to get her off quickly and satisfy her so she would show mercy on me and relieve me of the total agony I was in. When she was finished satisfying herself, she asked me if I wanted the clips removed from my cock. Of course I nodded yes knowing full well they are even more painful being removed as they were when they were attached. Mistress then pulled out a cock whip with thin leather strands and began whipping my cock. The strands would snag on the clips tearing from them my cockhead. She whipped me until all the clips flew off but the final 2 stuck in my urethra. She tried like hell to whip them off too but they stayed put.
She finally showed me some mercy and removed them by hand, snapping them shut a few times before taking them off just to show me that she owned me and I would have to suffer any torture she desired to inflict upon me. My cock and balls were bloodied, bruised and very sore for quite awhile after this session. Fact: Just 1 alligator clip hurts like holy hell on your cockhead. I have a high pain tolerance but I don't think I could endure the tortures described above. But with the right sadistic Mistress, I would love to give it a try jeff
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