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My Mistress My Love My Everything
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Nov 4, 2010 11:18 am
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Almost upon my arrival of this strange and wonderful world
there you were standing and watching over me
you came to me offering your guidance
and your companionship
I was in need of care and nurturing
though little did I know it
I needed to learn , you taught me
I failed over and over
you were still there you did not leave
I can not say why, but I am eternally grateful
that you took the time to care about me
a stranger in a strange land
from the start I begged and pleaded
to be your slave
little did I know what that truly meant
what it meant to be owned and loved
my love for you has grown stronger
each and every passing day
every time we kiss, every time we dance
every time we have sex, every time we are together
I feel your love. I want your love
I desire it , I want to embrace it
it is because of you love
I feel cherished and special
thank you for accepting me as your slave
thank you for showing me things
thank you for being my Mistress,my Love
my everything
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broke the ice with the doctor
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Mar 10, 2010 2:21 pm
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i went to the doctor today , something that i have been putting off. we went through the long list of Q &A, when we got to swollen of breasts i said no , but i want them. she was taken a bit by surprise, but she did what she could to help me get started. her only concern was my health and happiness. so glad i did it.
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may have found a Domme.
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Feb 24, 2010 6:13 am
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i have been better with checking my BDSM contact sites lately. this past Monday i received an email from a Goddess. i am aching to get back into the scene so i carefully read her message and only replied to the questions asked. Today i received a response looks like i have more soul searching to do .
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putting tthe chastity device on is a good thing
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Feb 22, 2010 8:46 am
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aver since i put myself in chastity i have been able to accomplish things i been putting off for some time. it feels good to do what i have been meaning to do and not just drink my sorrows away.
i have made a doctors appointment for next month. i have not had a check up in a few years plus i want to find someone who can help with transition. i have to start somewhere.
i applied to become a slave to a femdom. the waiting is the worst part.it is real time so that is very exciting. the net has become very cold to me. too many fakes wannabes and such.
i bought myself a new outfit a black mini skirt and i do mean mini. no way at all to hide my chastity device. a lovely lavender top that should fit better after i lose some weight.
i found a sissie training site that is so oh my god yes i so want to join, but i am not going to until i hear back from Mistress Veronika.
i have been working on getting some cleavage starting with breasts pumps and a massage technique i have learned. these are not the only things i am going to try, but what i am starting with. my breasts forms were nice for a while, but now i just my own breasts.
i have this week off so that will give me time to read the transgender books i have bought. two are how to pass, but the other is about the process of you go through to have srs.
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family and privacy
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Feb 22, 2010 6:26 am
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i took in my mother and sister a little over a year a go now. we moved out of my 1 bedroom apartment to a 3 3 bedroom one. even with y door closed i feel like i have no privacy. i constantly get knocks on the door telling they are going to the library or such.
i love my mother my sister not so much, but i always seem to get interrupted when i am deep in thought or trying to have some fun.
my sister is permanently disabled and my mother is retired, so i am the only one working.
i can only dress in my room since it would freak my sister out. she suffers from pds, and is so conservative it is not even funny.
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hair and shoppping
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Feb 20, 2010 12:58 pm
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i needed to get out of the house today been cooked up in here to long. i needed a hair cut which gave me good reason to get out. as i walked to the salon i saw that the female clothing store was open i decided to check it out on the way back.
i hesitated going in but really wanted to see what they had. the owner could not have given me a more annoyed glare did not even acknowledge me still i looked around for a bit did not really see anything so i left. again not even a thank you or goodbye.
i decided to check out the boutique on the next street. what a difference i got a hello and information on the on going sale. i looked around for a bit mostly neutrals i wanted color. when asked what i was looking for i mentioned i wanted some color. i had a nice short conversation with the owner. she was open for suggestions. i bought a really short min skirt and a lavender top. i will go there again. it pays to be nice
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what once was my favorite item is not any more
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Feb 20, 2010 9:25 am
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i have bben wearing breast forms for a few years now of various sizes. yesterday my breast pump arrived a good quility one not a chaep peace of crap. any way the area afterwards is so much firmer. i pump them 3 times a day according to the instructions.
i so want to see how they turn out after about a month.
i am not going to solely rely on the pump definitely get some scrips which means to see a doctor, i don not care i want them so badly. my worthess cock can just stay locked up ido not want it anyway
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fetish flea fair
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Jan 22, 2010 3:06 pm
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i am going to the fetish flea fair this year. i went one time before it was a hoot, but i had to leave before i could really enjoy it. anyway i need to get some foundation, i have most everything else nail polish, lipstick. i also need liners .
a new wardrobe as well i can go all male and yeach, shoes i have over a dozen, though i think boots would be better. black skirts not a problem, i just need a nice top and a belt, and new earrings. oh heck just about everything.
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could not be happier with new toys
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Jan 21, 2010 7:20 am
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well both dildo arrived this past Tuesday, and all i can say is WOW!! i knew they were big, but until i saw them right out of the box i finally saw how huge they actually are. It is not so much the length so much as the girth for the 17 inch one. i salivate just thinking about getting in me, which i am still working on. the 12 inch is like a normal dildo girth wise, i can almost take down to the balls. i will need to get more lube.
my next purchase will be a humbler, ball crusher, and a stockade. i have found some nice affordable ones. the humbler has many options from color handles,and such.
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new toys arrive tomorrow
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Jan 18, 2010 2:02 pm
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i am so excited my new dildos should be here tomorrow. 8 inches just is not enough anymore. i can even comfortably insert my 10 inch dildo. next step will be the 12 inch, just the thought makes my cock get hard.
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