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cyberring the good and the bad
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Aug 12, 2006 8:42 pm
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i have beehn cyberring a lot lately hoping to find a local Domme with no luck. so i get menasking to see my legs clit and cunt and ass instead. it was fun for a while but has grown old quickly. yes i have nice legs i know this.
i know what do expect it is cyber only so much that you can do right. well thats my problem i like the safety of cyber but hate the lack of intamacy and contact.
i really want to be tied up and used for a night feeling vulnerble is such a rush to me you can not feel that through the net.
i have decided to contact a few Local dommes and see what becomes of it. i just would like to be treated like a lady or a slut in real time.
i have been out not en femme but with the balloons that i am to wear while at home just to see what reations i can get a few stares but that is it. trying to humilate yourself when you are in control does not work.
i have began experimenting with CBT on cam, but again you need someone there to control you just does work on cam.
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anserring the door with my boobs on
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Aug 10, 2006 6:40 am
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i was getting ready to go out when the dood bell rang. i still had my see through blouse and pink bra on and the balloons oh and my 8 inch dong in my cunt and my fake buns on. i was expecting a package and said what thje heck changed into my flats and walked down 2 flights of stairs opened the door and said thank you to the mailman. all he said was "hi there" walked back up the stairs
what a rush i loved it i am sick of hiding my feminity everytime the door rings
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my next lesson for Mistress June wearing a bra with balloons and buying a bra
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Aug 9, 2006 1:23 pm
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Dear Mistress June,
the maid is wearing lavender heels 3 inches high, white stockings, a bright purple floral lace bra and teal things . the blouse is white see through mesh with embroiderred leaf design a whit backroungrons ankle length skirt with blue and green floral design. the maid had the ballloons on filled to about a B cup. the maid has on a butterfly necklace and emerald sud ear rings and mauve nail polish
the maid has been wearing the see through bra and balloons as instructed. the balloons bounce more when the maid has on heels and swaggers . the weight of the balloons was awkard at first as the maid now must sit up straight to type. the maid has found that she needs to be more aware of where the maids arms are when doing dishes or shaving for the balloons get in the way. when then maid sits down the balloons bounces.bening down to pit things up the weight draws the maids to the ground and when the maid raises back up the balloons bounce slightly if the maid rises too quickly.
the maid finds that she sits down more gracely with the bra and baloons on and sits crossed legged. the maid puts her hands under the skirt to straighten it out as she sits down.
the maid feels very feminine while wearing the balloons and finds that the maid puts her hands on her hips and runs the maids hands through her hair. going down the stairs they do not bounce so much they bounce more going up the stairs. the maids finds the more they bounce the more swagger the maids puts into her steps.
the see through blouse makes it so that the maid can see easily the bra and balloons and gives the maid a sense of being controled and submissivenes as she must wear both the bra balloons and see through bliouse while doing chores around the house. the maid tends to look down more at the maids ample bossom and even finds herself fondling them wishing they were real. the maid find a sense of calm when she wears the outfit as just seeems natural like it should be there.
the maid has ten bras in all two are purple both are sports bras one is just purple no design and the straps are just plain. the other one is from victoria's secrets which has padding on the shoulder straps . the bra is a mesh material with wring along the band that says shock absorber.
ther are 3 bras that are underwire cups in a lace floral pattern with very thin cups so nipple show through easily. one is bright pink one is medium turquoise , and the otther is bold purple. all have all are demi cups the blue one is part soilid and lace comboination on the cups whie the pink and purple are all lace on the cups.
then there is a red backround with black lace floral design full cup it has space in the cups for breasts forms or balloons. there is a black bow inbetwwen the 2 cups and the bands are solid black. there is black lacing around the top of the bra.
next there is a lavender soft cup bra with purple and teal embroidering between the cups and along the bands as well as on the straps. the bands are a mesh material while the reast is a solid lycra
then there is a black with applique around the bands and in between the cups ther is a bow between the cups as well the cups are soft cups.
next is a soft pink cotton demi cup that is plain no design other than Victoria's sSecrets along the bottom band.
next is a pale pink racerbck bra from Victoria's Sectets . it is made from cotton and is plain except for Embroidring along the bottom band that says Victoria's Secrets.
lastly the maid has a maroon full cup with floral lace along the bands and a bow in between the cups the cups are formed and keep there shape.
the maid wanted to experience buying a bra for herself and not pretend is was for a girlfriend, so the maid went to a local lingerie shop. the maid would feel like she was cheating herslf out of a experience and would have regretted not letting her seee how she would be treated by the saleslady as well as the other customers, and would have felt that she let down mistress June by not doing all that was requested of the maid. e maid wore her butterfly necklace and it was clearly visible. when the maid arrived she asked for help and help in buying a bra. when asked what size the maid said the she was not sure and said it was for the maid. the maid was shown several styles from demis full to soft and firm cups. the maid then asked if she could get a fitting so to make sure that the bra would fit the saleslady said yes but the maid would have to wait. in the meantime the maid was shown at least ten other bras. when the maid finally got the fitting it made it easier to decide on a bra. the maid decided on a basic black demi and matching thongs. when the maid got home she tried on the bra it is a little snug for the breasts forms that the maid has so she is going to return it for the B cup the maid wanted to try on the bra in the store but it was too busy but was told the slow times so she weill go back then when she returns the bra.
humbly the maid
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my sissy dress
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Aug 7, 2006 4:10 am
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my Mistress has asked me to pick out and sissy dress and to practice courtseying. the courtsying is hard to get use to but i am practicing i want to get it right. the dress was hard as well until i found a great site then choosing the dres was hard. i hope she approves i so love these dresses
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what i wrote for Mistresss June
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Aug 2, 2006 9:28 am
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the maid is wearing a dark purple blouse , purple knee length staight skirt, pale purple high heels. the maid has on a pale pink bra and thong painties, a black waist cincher purple nail polish a butterfly necklace and emerald stud earings, and finally smoke color stockings.
the top of the pansy outfit for the maid is made from a comination of fabrics satin and a nylonn mesh material. the satin is a pale pink shade while the mesh is a bright shade of pink . the front of the blouse has a single row of bottons also in pink satin with the letter s sewn in in red for sissy. the large single row of ruffles are 3 inches high and 8 inches wide . the sleeves have large flutes in the pink mesh material with the pink lace material around the base of the sleeves for contrast there is lacing in the back of the blouse so the blouse can be cinched and pulled tightly. there are 2 row of bottuns in the back which is where you take on and off the blouse the front buttons are just for show. a extra bit of material covers the lacing so that it can be hidden and more difficult to take off the two rows of ten buttons keep the material in place.
the shorts are made of pink leather and jhave extra leather which is raised around the crotch area. there are so short that parts of the botton can be seen in the back and none of the legs is coverred. there is a zipper in the back to put them on and off.
the belt is 6 inches wide and is made of pink leather and has a large yellow buckle.
the hat is a bright pink and is made of straw. it' brim is 6 inches around and had a yellow satinn bow around with a rose in satin as well.
the gloves are pink lace with ruffles around the wrist
when the maid went to get the materails for the pansy out fit the maid had to go
the maid also has on a pair of pink stocking and pink high heels with locks on them. the heels are stilletto and have a white bow on both in the front and thae back. the one in front being larger than the back. the heels are 5 inches hight.
the maid went to severel stores to get the material for the pansy outfit. the maid first went to a fabic store and asked for help as instructed. when the sales person asked how she could help the maid informed her the she needed some fabric for a dress and that is was for the maid whis was a little embarring and hard to say, but the saleperson asked in what color. pale pink or yellow maybe lavender and a sikiy shiny frabris,, plus some mesh material brighter than the satin.
the saleperson showed several samples that matched the criteria in which the touched each one to find the smoothest feeling one. when the maid had to pick out the mesh she put the maids hand behind the fabric to see hoew transparent or opaque it was. after about an hour od so of tring to decide the maid picked out a pale pink satin fabice and bright pink mesh nylon.
the maid then asked if they had any butttons and thread and that she would need thirty buttons as well as lacing so the outfit could be cinched. the buttons are 1'4 inch in size and are plain but can be coverred with fabric. the lacing is bright pink in color.
after buying all the items the maid thank the salesperon and courtseyed to her. the maid heart was pounding and the maid had trouble speaking clearly when buying the suppliesn
next stop is to a adult leather shop for the shorts having a large selection of bondage type of equipment and supplies. the maid agian asked for help and said that the maid needed to buy some leather short and a belt. when asked what color the maid replied bright pink, and womens . there were several choices but the maid had to ask if they had one with a zipper in the back all this was quite intimidating and unerving for the maid. the miad tried on the shorts and checked them out in the mirror as instructed. they show off the maids butt and even showed a little cheek which made the maid blush. atfter purchasing the shorts the made courtseyed and thanked the salesperson for help
the maid was instructed to go to a store in the mall that was very girly and sissy like to pick oput the belt. when the maid arrived she was greated immediately by a saleslady and asked if she could help. the maid said that she needed a bely about six inches wide and in pink . the saleslady said she had the perfect belt it was six inches wide and pink and tied up in the back. then sales lady asked if she should gift wrap it. the maid said that she needed to rrty it and could she help since it was tied in the back. the saleslady was more than happy to help.. she took the maid to the mirror so she could see herself in the belft. the belt had sereral rows of notches . the sales lady put the belt on and started to pull it tightly very tightly so much so the maids waist shrank. the maid said it was a little tight, oh no dear that is how it is suppose to be worn . the maid saw 4 young girls staring at her and blushed the girls were giggling at the maid. now i think you should walk around and turn around to see it from other agnles suggested the saleslady . the maid did as she was always told to listen and take advice from salespeople. the girls started pointing and laughing at the maid wich made the maid turn bright red. the maid then quickly paid for her purchase and thanked the saleslady andcourtseyed as instructed.
for the pinking stoockings the maid went to another store in the mall very trendy and girly . there the maid asked for help and said the she needed some stockings in pink. when asked if they were for her daught the maid said no they were for her. oh well then you will need a large dear. how about these they would look darling. they were pale ink and at the top was lace ruffles and a pair of bows in bright pink one in front and one in back. would you like to try them on dear to see if they fit? the maid went to dressing room to try them on she was wearing shorts so it made it easy. lets see dear let's see how they look the maid came out and just stood ther. oh come on now turn around oh no no this will not do your seems are all crooked dear try again . the maid started to back in the dressing room when the sales person oh no oyt here so i can help you/ as the maid started to take them off the sles lady said slowly dear we would not want i run. thats it. now ball them so the toe is right there thats it keep it straight. oh yes much better now . all this attention was attracting more attention from the other customers and several of them made coments like he looks rediculious in that and that sort. the maid was really getting nervous and ripped the stockings as she took them off so she had to buy 2 pairs. the maid said thank you and courtseyed to the saleslady.
the store for the pink high heel shoes was on the top floor of the mall, when the maid got there and asked for help shhe was greated by a saleslady who asked what the maid was looking for. the maid replied some high heels in pink. how high do want them and what is her size? they are for me mam i am size 10. the maid asked about a pair she saw they were 2 inches high and pink. you said you wanted high heels dear they should be a tleast 5 inches here how about these they have a cute bow on the front and back. they even lock up for extra support. the maid looked at them aren't they too high. oh no they show your legs and bunns better that pair. here try them on make sure you strap them on good. ok now walk. stop stop no thats wrong heel to toe heel to toe yes thats it now you have it. come over here at the mirror turn around look at the cute tush and your legs are so thin and graceful. the maid could not help but see people staring at her but did as the saleslady said. you looked at her buttom and almost feel over. keep you back straight dear so you can keep your balance this made the maid more nervous she quickly said thank you for your help and i'll take them .
the last stop in the mall was at an acessory store theat had hats and gloves among other things such as earings and necklaces. the maid saw a sales person and ask for help and advice. i need to buy a hat and some gloves for an outfit. the salespaerson asked what sizes where the maid looking for what size is she and what style are you looking for. the items are for me for my pansy outfit the maid told the salelady. the lady oh ok lets see what color are you looking for? pink with a yellow ribbon rose on top for the hat and pink lace gloves with ruffles around the wrist. simply so cute an outfit i have exactly what you are looking for the clerk showed the maid a pale pink straw hat with a wide ribbon in bright tellow with a rose on top as well. the gloves were very lacy and delicate you could see the nails easily. i think you should try them on to make sure they fit. the maid placed the hat on first it fit perfectly she looked in the mirror and could see her face easily and the light shined through the holes onto the maids face. the gloves were open tip so you could see the nails they fit as well so the maid thank the sales lady paid for them and courtseyed and started her way home with her purchases.
the maid arrived home and called the Mistress immediately as intructed and told her that she had all the items and supplies as instructed. the Mistress said very good my little sissy pansy now you have one week to make the top and do it right . i will examine your work before we go out for the special day out. the maid said yes Mistress i will do as you instruct. the maid waited until the Mistress hung up and then placed the items away except fot the fabric that what put next to the sewing station. it took the maid the whole week to get the top right so it fit perfectly the last thing she added were hoops in the back three in all one on the top in the middle and the bottom . at the end of the week the Mistress came to expect the out fit.
the Mistress instructed to get the out fit and put it on right away. the first thing the maid put on was the blouse then the shorts then the stockings then the belt hat and gloves and lasly the high heels. the Mistress walked around the maid slowly checking the outfit out then maid the belt tighter locked up the shoes and placed 3 locks wer the hoops were in the back. Now my sissy sit down by the mirror you need make up. the lipstick was bright pink and the eayeshadow as well was pink and glittering. the false lashes were huge the rouge was applied heavily and pink in color. the maid looked at herself and her heart sunk she could not go out like this. you will sisy yes you will or i'll not let you out of it. the maid said yes Mistress where are we going you will find out very soon.
they left through the front door and the maid got in the passenger side of the car . as the Mistress drove the area seemd familiar to her then she saw one of her favorite shops and several restuarants that she shop and ate at. we have arrived said the Mistress. here but i shop here said the maid . yes i know now out. the maid got out and looked around to see if anyone sh knew saw her . there were people staring but no oone that she knew.. the Mistress got out next and instructed the maid to walk 4 blocks down the street. the maid started walking almost falling down a few times here heart was racing, and yet she felt so alive like she has never felt before.the Mistress wa ten paces a head of the maid and would stop frequntly so the maid would have to stop as well. all the while the maid looked to see if anyone she knew saw her. she kept getting stares and tried to look away but ther no point she stood out plain and simple.
when they arrived at the club their final destination they just walked right in without having to pay or anything. there was a stage in the middle of the room the club was done in pink satin and had pink mesh material as an accent. the Mistress instructed the maid to get on the stage. the maid walked up as she walked she looked around and saw a saleslady that helped her with the outfit then another and another . she realized they all were here. she just froze and stood there. on your knees now said the Mistress hands behind the back. the Mistress locked the maids hand behind her back. now the maid asked why for the cuffs. because you did not coutseyed when you bought the high heels. i am sorry Mistress i forgot , how did you know. i own all the shops and this place these girls work for me. how do you think they had exactly what you needed i told them you sizes. the maid asked how she could make ammends to the Mistress for failing to courtsey. my girls and i have our way with you and you will do as i say. no please Mistress not that. yes that or i will call your friends and tell them what a sissy pansy you are and invite them. the felt trapped controlled and obeyed the Mistress. the mistress unlockd the cuffs behind the maid and told her get on all fours.
the maid waited for more than an 4 hours for one of them to come up she was confused and wanting to get this over. when the Mistress told her to get up and leave out the front, but what about my punishement Mistress. it has begun you will dress in this outfit when you are home at all times and when either i or one of my girls comes by you will do as i or they say. you will make keys for all of them. you will address them as Mam . yes Mistress may i change now? no you may not you are too walk home now and sleep in the outfit. i will unlock you tomorrow morning. now leave. but it is 2 miles away and these heels Mistress. then maybe next time you will courtsey now go or you will be in that when you work Monday morning. the maid felt owned for the first time she had to do as the Mistress said and left out the front and walked for one and a half hours to get home. she did exactly as the Mistres instructed . in the past week the maid has felt nervous anxious and now owned and now
she knows her position in life is to please her mistres at all times
An unusual and somewhat sissyish selection Tasha. The Sissy has a
>very special place in the feminising scene. A lot of thought goes
>into the right costume for the right occasion. Obviously
>embarrassment is an aim - but - there is more to it than that. Tak
>a look at this illustration. Imagine not only YOUR shame in such an
>outfit, but also how you would feel if YOU had to sew it yourself.
>If you were the one who had to buy the exact shade of
>pink/blue/white. Think of the humiliating shopping trips to choose
>the material - feminine, transparent and smooth and silky.
>I want you to describe your first 'outing' in your pansy clothing.
>Begin with the costume itself, how it was designed, made and worn,
>how you got the right fabrics. Then, the big day itself, out with
>Mommy! AND, choose two items of clothing or accessories that would
>add to the outfit shown.
>Lastly, explain where you are being taken. Who will see you? What
>will happen to you? Will there be other sissy types involved.
>Details girl.
>June
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my new waist cincher
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Jul 30, 2006 3:15 am
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just recieved my new waist cincher and it is perfect nothing fancy, but it works. It is black and has garters.
took me a bit to get in on specially when it came to the lacing part, but i managed.
what i would like to know is there anything i can do to help it reduce my waist. also about how long to wear it to see any results
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clothes pins
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Jul 28, 2006 5:39 am
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what a great pervertable it goes anywhere, it stays on by itself. apply one for a pinch apply several for a a rush.
i have managed to get about 5 around each breast. i am dying to try different combinations of clothpins bobby pins or anything else . i also have put several round mt clit and eggs.
ii love the burn after having them on for a while and when you take them off.
any suggestions
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the power fear has and it controls us, and how love and understanding destroys it power over us
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Jul 26, 2006 12:58 pm
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a little while ago i bought a program to help me get the breasts i so want. it so happens i bought it 3 days before my family called and ask if they could stay with me for a while.
i read a little of it before they came and while they were out. the thing that intriqued me was the use of herbs to produce the results that i seek instead of hormone replacement thereapy.
i want to make clear i am not taking about one of those product that claim instant breasts or anything like that. i am talking about organic herbal formula .
so while i was living with my family i passed by a aromatherapy store and stopped in and to check it out. the stores owner could not have been nicer and very aformative. i bought some rose oil and a sleep aid. the funny thing is i have a hard time smelling, but you put them right under your nose so i could smell the rose and jasmine i bought.
fast foward to last week right before my family leaves i bought the herbals listed in the program from two companies . all came monday i sarted taking the pills and doing the massage exercise as it is descibes them.
now i am not kidding here i started the massage with the extracts Tuesday night and Wendesday i was able to smell stuff some good some not so good. i do not know if it a combination of the herbs or a single herb i do not care either .
ok now this morning my other was coming by to pick up the last few things they left behind. she was suppose to come by at ten she arrived at 8:45. i was en femme and writing to my new Mistress. i was startled but she does not have a problem with it. so i changed and helped her bring down the last few things and told her to drive safely.
i have been itching for a tattoo for sometime now but have not gotten around to as of yet. i did decide to get it done in providence tomorrow, but wanted to check out a local place as well. the price was more than i expected specially knowing what amethyst paid for hers. this town is very expensive for just about everything so i am going to Province Tomorrow like i origally planned and get it done where amethyst got hers done.
ok so i am walking home and i pass by the aromathery store and the smell of lavender just hits me and i decide to go in. now seeing as i am trying to grow breasts i fiogured that she might have something to help. i asked about something for blood circulation she had several products but one of the things it did was melt fat which is part of what breasts are made from.
there goes that plan.she showed me several other products to help with circulation never losing patience with me.
i said that i was trying to achieve something but i was to sure how open minded she was. she said that she was very open minded, ok deap breath " i am trying to grow breasts." she was not hesitant in helping me at all just had to think about what to suggests certainly not expeting that from a male.
i told her what i was taking so far so that she knew what to suggests we came up with a few items the would work in unison with what i am taking right now.
one of the nice things besides all the kindness and understanding i recieved today is that all that i have been reading about was not dimissed but comfirmed to be correct. that and the fact that Cynthia ask to tell if i get any results for she would be intersted in knowing as she has several other clients that could benifit.
what a pleasure to have such people such as amethyst, my mother, Lady Jenny, Mistress Davina
and now Cynthia as well.
if i never spoke up or wrote back where would i
be but at the computer aimlessly surfing porn and just thinking about my own breasts. let this be a lesson fear only wins if we let it.
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did some webcam fun today
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Jul 26, 2006 10:42 am
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i am not sure why but today i did some web camming exhibitioning maybe i just needed a release after my family left.
at first no one would stay because i was decent is my bet so i decided what the heck i showed my clit then i recieved a few more people though not many 3 to 4 even when i rubbed it or stroked.
after about ten minutes i decide to take things into my own hands for no would anything just watch and leave. ok a few said show your tits and cock but i was trying to get a conversation going.
so i got out my clothes pins some string a condom wanted to find my clover nipple clamps but could not find them or my mought gag. i began by trying my balls in the string but got bored with that so i replaced it with the chothes pins i believe i had 5 to 6 then i wanted them on my nipple and breasts so i took my bra off. i managed 5 to 6 on each as well, would have tried more if i could have found more.
i would have loved to have had a candle for some wax play. by this time i was getting about 17 to 25 viewers a few said some things including i love you, give me a break.
i mannaged a few conversations of sorts not much really i asked a few to use me aas they wish nothing other than show me your ass. it was about 30 minutes into i still did not cum yet i wanted to see how much more i could indure that someone asked me to cum and pee in the condom. not my fetish but i was willing until he wanted me to put cum on my stockings screw that i love this pair.
i really find for all the talk men about taking control of their slaves and subs when asked to use me all the could do is show me your ass or cock. how about a little imagination people jeesh so vanilla i thought this was AlT. not WIMP.com christ i think a Femdom is the right Domme for me after all it took about 20 men watching me and saying nothing for me to realize.
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feeling better today
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Jul 23, 2006 4:37 am
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what is about feeling down and hopeless like i felt yesterday and letting it out helps to make you feel better.
yesterday i just could not hold it in anymore on how much i regretted not finding tasha sooner. the wine helped sure but the feelings are real.
i evened cryed which i hardly ever do.
feeling much today started cleaning my aprartment which still needs work but not as bad after my family left.
i started my breasts exercises again even though i have barely any to speak it feels so good to massage the lotion into them. they feel so soft afterwards i love it.
been wearing my necklace again even at work. one of the best purchases i have made in a while i find compfort just my knowing that i have around my neck. it also reminds me of amethyst since she saw it first aand suggested it.
when i get down and feeeling sorry for myself i am grateful for her friendship and my friends here at alt.
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