to be enslaved to be free

this blog is an outlet for me. it's away to communicate how i am feeling as well as what interests i am exploring at the moment.

back into my chastity device, feels great Sep 13, 2009 12:01 pm
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i have fiddling around with my chastity device trying to make it more comfortable. part of the problem is it split on the top and bottom. i did glue it but then it became rough, so i sanded down the rough spot and put painters tape over the seems. that worked great, but i still needed to get my stupid clit in far enough. then it dawned on my a Q tip and baby oil. after a little nudging viola my head slipped in. i t looked so cute in its cage.

i must say i could not be happier after some trials and errors i managed to get my useless clit back where it belongs.i am aslo happy that despite not being it in constantly i have not jacked off, been looking at less porn and writing and updating more.
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computer problems Sep 6, 2009 4:31 pm
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ack that what i felt like when i booted my computer and it kept shutting down after 15 seconds. took me several tries until i read voltage overload shutting down.

i tried unplugging replugging. switching outlets, disassembled the whole thing nothing happened. then i remembered how the power supply could cause the very problem.

so i bought a new 1 but only could find power with fans on top. i figured no biggie i cut a hole on the top bought a hack saw but that would have taken an hour. so off to the hardware store after looking at the hand tools i saw the perfect item metal shears. took me five minutes to cut the hole, after five more connecting everything i took a deep breath and sighed a sign of relief
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need a new chastity device. Sep 4, 2009 7:00 am
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i think i need i a new chastity device . i was getting sore after a while around my balls. i used the largest ring. i tried several creams, but they have helped only somewhat. my penis would not easily sit in the head area, if at all.

i seriously been thinking of making my own, not sure how just yet. one of the thing i do not like of the CB line is the lack of adjust-ability, you get five options that's it. also how hard it is too keep clean. granted you can take it off daily, but that would just seem to invite you too play with it.

i have found a couple site that do custom orders, that seems that best way to go. if you have any ideas please drop a line.

i so dislike being out of it, but i do not like rashes or pinches even more. i got an infection once because of a break in the tube.
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an auction fantasy Aug 27, 2009 8:34 pm
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funny how things come in waves writing especially. i was satuck for so long because i had no privacy, now i can gather my thoughts again feels great.

i have hd this fantasy every since reading it in force womanhood.
the senerio is i wouldbe a slave that is too be actioned off. my clit is pierced, and number tagged. i would wear only stockings and heels. i would have a butt plug in my fuck hole.

i would have been tranformed with breasts and hips. my make up is permanant. my breasts would be pierced as well as having a matching log number.

i would have to walk around the stage with the other girls. our ankles would be bound so we colud not walk fast. our arms bound from behind.

people would be able to toach, but not use me until i was bought. after that i would be thiere to do as they please of course
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enjoying my dildo and other thoughts Aug 27, 2009 5:47 pm
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enjoying my night off before my day off.i have my 8 inch dildo up my ass while i am sitting down typing this. also i a lovely lavender tee, black bra, and stockings, purple heels, a tan floral; asymetrical skirt , and my wonderful breasts.

i just love the feeling of the dildo soft and flexible, but you feel filled. i so would love to be fucked with strap on beeing taken aanally or orally god i love it.

what i would not give to taken doggie style naked except for a bra breasts, and panties.i seen open butt panties very sissy that are so hot. i

i found a nice doggie style stockade that i just must have.

i am wearing my chastity device still. found a great product for the chaffing destin yea the baby rash product but it works better than any lotion it is thick so it last
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CB9000 update Aug 27, 2009 5:32 pm
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well forget that item. no way i am getting it. jagged edges, bleeding in my urethra, going to thew ER no thank you. i'll keep my cock locked up in the CB 6000 thaank you very much.
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CB9000 chastity device i want it, Aug 26, 2009 4:40 pm
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i was searching chastity sites when i came across a new device CB9000. this is not part of the same line as the CB6000 which i have on now.

The CB9000 is stainless steel with a sound going down into the urethra. you can still pee, and be milked.It locks of course.

i like it a lot as keep it clean would be far easier. As much as i have tried with the CB6000 cleaning has been a pain as my pewnis shrinks afeter a while inside. it of course stinks after a while something most foul.maybe i am just cleaning it wrong

my main concern wound be to have a steel tube down my urethra for extended period of time. not because of irritation, but becuase when sleeping it gets hard. With
the cb600 i just wake up normally pee and go back too sleep.

i will buy it most likely just not sure if it is a long term solution to the sanitary problem
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if it feels right then try it, if you like it keep doing it Aug 20, 2009 9:03 pm
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i find it funny how 1 thing that is perverse o someone can seem normal, or at atleast alright. life is too short to wate time wondering if you should do things.

it took me several decades just to put on pantyhose. i remember going into CVS buying some silky pantyhose, but i had or felt i had to buy a magazine, and some other stuff so my real purchase would not stand out.the clerk just rang up the purchase, and aw\ay i went.

i stripped as soon as i got back home, and just put on the hose. i found some porn and bagan to masturbate. the way the hose felt against my cock was wonderful i came quickly my cum oozing though the material.

that first step gave me the courage to go clothes shopping for skirts, bluoses, bras, panties. i found a passion that i did not even know i had . soon after i looked for guidance via a Domme.

right now what feels right to me is putting a steel rod down my shaft. tying it up with rope. pouring wax on it some times when it tied up some times not. most of the time if i have my sound down my penis then i have a dildo up my ass. ofen i wear my pink bone decor collar, and a mouth gag.

a lot of this is symbolic that i am willing to give up some things to get what i want or i need. so what am i willing to give up as far as i can discern control for the feeling of being free.
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just enjoying taking my dildo again Aug 19, 2009 7:48 pm
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tonight i took out my wonderful 8" dildo i had a blast taking up my sweet ass. i plugged my penis as well. built up so much come my penis plug came out half way. having a stell rod down my cock oh man the hard hard was great.. with all the cum it just popped out. i think ill put back in tomorrow and the dildo while riding to work
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steel boned cock Aug 19, 2009 4:00 pm
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a steel boned cock
Current mood:kinky
Category: Life
it so hot today only went out to go grocery. all my blinds are drawn no lights on.

i could not be more bored so i grabbed my penis sound and all 4 inches of it and watched as it disapeared down my shaft. i love how the bumps stop for a moment then pop it.
when i get all five bumps in the look is fabulous. a nice hard cock with a ring sticking out of it

i had it in for a few hours when i inserted my bullet vibrator in my ass. i put it up next to my prostate. not sure if that had anything to do with the fact that the plug began to come out covered with thick cum. i just had to lick it
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