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my new handle
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Oct 4, 2006 8:30 pm
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i have decided once again to create a new handle and profile here i as change i feel my profile sould as well. my new handle is JunesTasha i will keep this blog open so i can see wher i came from and maby where i am going
humbly Junes servant tasha
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my latest lesson
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Sep 17, 2006 7:25 pm
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Dear Mistress June,
The maid is wearing a maroon see though top, black bra with balloons one red and one yellow filled with water, black stockings, and slip with lace fringe, a brown straight knee length skirt, butterfly necklace, silver rope hoop ear rings, red nail polish.
the maid is standing in the center of a room with a see through blouse in a pale pink with a belt wrapped around her waist to accent her bust. below the only thing she is pink stockings with cute red bows and a pair of heels in pink as well. the heels lengthen her legs and make her butt stick out. the feeling as she stands there is vulnerable the maid heart is pounding in anticipation of things to come. feeling a little flush from the unknown she stands and waits.
The door opens two servants who are bare naked only wearing a garter belt stockings and a frilly maids cap come towards the maid and begin to bound the maid in chains. Chains are attached to her ankles and wrists hands are behind her back. The maid feels the cold steel around her wrist and ankles yet to her the chill of the steel is a comfort not a a hinder for through her bondage she is more at ease. A sense of serenity comes over her as the and calm. The servants look but do not touch that is for the Master to do. They leave the room as they leave the room the maid looks at their figures and desires ones such as they have. Just seeing them saunter out the door makes the maid feel more feminine. She waits patiently the air with its chill making her nipples erect. her Clit totally exposed left hanging there for all to see and her cunt sticking out waiting to be taken by flesh or device.
As the maid stand waiting for the door to open her minds wonders as to what waits for her. Her imagination takes over and she leaves the room, she imagines being beaten, and whipped, and used. Then the door opens she stands even more erect expecting to be punished for she is bound and helpless. The Master instead lifts her head and looks into her eyes. "Why do fear that which you want?" I will show the pleasures a serving and the sense of freedom that comes from it."
The Master is dressed in a black T shirt, blue jeans and boots. As he walked around the Maid caressing her body and making sure she was bound good he would take a crop and run it down her chest to her clit. This made the maid flinch not from fear, but from anticipation, the Master then told her to bend down so he could examine her cunt. The maid bent down as she did so all she could think is how lucky she was to be examined and could not stop thinking of the of the ay that she might be collared.
To be collared is something that maids wants so much for it would give her a sense of not only serenity, but completeness. The maid wants to be owned and cherished, property is not a dirty word to the maid quite the contrary for it states she has value. The value is not the of material things , it is not the dollar and cants type, no it is more very much more. It is a value of being worth sharing an experience of two souls so intertwined with each other that without one the other is incomplete.
The maid is instructed to lean against the window sill being exposed to the outside side world. the world to see her breasts hanging down clearly visible through the blouse. The Master then takes his hand and grabs her cunt squeezes it slightly , then moves his hands down the back of her legs and back again. The Master Then grabs the maids nipples through the Blouse and begins to fondle them. "You breasts are coming along well i think you still need a bigger cup size a D or E. I want to the world to see my lovely property and my property to want to show her love for her Master." a Mini skirt is in order but no panties i want easy access, a bare bottom is a beautiful thing. The Master Then took unbuttoned the blouse slightly and attached Japanese clover camps to the maids nipples the weight and the pressure squeezed the maids nipples turning them a purple shade and reminded her even more of her bondage.
The Master then took his cock and entered the maid cunt be gradually nit rushing until all of his cock was inside. They at that moment became one not two peoples or bodies, but two souls entertained and became one. The sense of belong and worthiness came over the maid she was worth her Masters cock, and felt that she was owned and had worth that she never felt before. The Master held her by the cheeks as he entered and withdrew building up speed until he came inside her. The master then took his cock and wiped the juice on the maids face.
The Master removes the restraints and instructs the maid to put on a black mini skirt, but no panties. The Maid puts on the skirt which does not cover her butt totally and her clit could be seen slightly. The Master the attaches a collar and a leash to the maid, and instructs her they going to go for to a walk and as they left the room the maid could feel the cum from the Master start to drip down her cheeks making a clear sign to those who saw her that she was now property of the Master. Even though the maid was totally exposed to the world she felt safe for she had her Master by her side. There was no turning back now nor would the maid want to, for through that door was a journey that a waits to be taken.
P.S. Thank you Mistress June the maid could not have written this without your guidance. The maid did not realize how empty and hollow her words until you mentioned it. the maid is truly in your debt.
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this is my idea of a good Dominant
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Sep 14, 2006 6:07 am
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i have been writing about lessons thinking i was describing what Mistress wanted me to write about, but i left out the emotionally aspect of the writing. I recently recieved this e mail from Mistres June.
it is simple and direct and very clear as to what i have not been paying attention to. I am thankful that i found a real Domme that pays not only what i say, but what i do not say.
I'm not getting your emotional state; are you enjoying all of this, or do
you hate what's happening?
Imagine being chained and used by a master...?
June
Imagine trying to do this on your own without guidance of a caring Domme i could not do it. Fortunately i have someone to keep me focused.
Mistress June's servant tasha
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a poem that came to me
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Sep 13, 2006 6:47 pm
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In the beginning i was lost and confused
i did not know what i wanted or needed
i gave no thought to finding out
i was just lost in a sea of filth
in my drunken stuper i found a Domme
one who would take control of that i would not
my urges subsided the longer i submitted
my desire grew as my urges went away
then came a new urge not one for myself
but to please others not for a reward
but becuase i wanted to, i needed to
the urge soon became desire, and desire became want
i want to please, i want to do my best
i want firm control over my mind body and soul
i want to feel pain so it can be released
i want to be a slave so i can be free
free of the things that have held me back
my fears of things beyond my control
the things the more we tried to control the less we have
things that do not matter now, only my freedom matters
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an update to my butt plug lesson
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Sep 12, 2006 1:10 pm
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Dear Mistress June,
The maid is wearing a white se through blouse with a leaf design, a purple bra with one red and one yellow water filled balloon, a black knee length straight skirt, a black slip, stockings, and floral flats, a butterfly necklace, a silver bangle, and small rope hoop ear rings, and a cream and pink floral thong.
The maid renters the room wearing a black maids uniform with white collar and trim round the short sleeves,on the right side is embroidered anal slut in training in white letters, black stockings and high heels, around the waist a white apron that is tied in the back with in a bow. The maid then curtsey's to the Lady and kneeled before her keeping her head bowed. The Lady is wearing a deep green blouse, a black straight knee length skirt, nude stockings and black boots. "It is time for your training so get back in the stockade. The maid puts her head and wrists into the stockade and was locked in it. Then the Lady used spreaders to make the cunt as open as possible. "Today you will learn the the joys of my electro butt plug." The Lady then examined the maids cunt, "good i see you have my reminder in you The Lady then remove the metal one with the red gemstone on the tip. , and inserted the E stim butt plug which is solid steel weighing a pound. it is conical shaped and narrow at the bottom.
The maid felt the cold steel fill her cunt once it was in her sphincter closed keeping it firmly inside her.The Lady then started the power and slowly which made the cunt contract and retract as the stimulation was applied. the device moved in and out of the cunt as the polarity was reversed. This massaged the prostate and started milk the maid again. As the current was increased the speed at which the butt plug moved did as well. After 30 minutes the maid was thoroughly milked and exhausted. The Lady the reinserted the metal butt plug with the red jemstone accent, and smacked the maids cunt several times to make sure it was in securely. Then the lady took the semen from the milking annd let it drip over her cunt cheeks and face. She left the maid out of the stockade and made her kiss her heels and crawl out through the front door as she was leaving. The lady then remarked " same time tomorrow oh and tie a pink bow on your clit ".
humbly the maid
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my butt plug lesson
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Sep 11, 2006 8:55 pm
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Dear Mistress June,
The maid is wearing a black, gold,cream see though top with a leaf design, a black ankle skirt with white polka dots and red roses , a purple bra with a red and yellow water filled balloon , pink floral lace thong panties, a four padded girdle, black stockings and black floral flats, a butterfly necklace, and silver hoop ear rings..
The maid enters the room wearing a white see through lace apron with pale pink ruffled lace around the border and a pair of 4 inch high marabou heels. As the maid enters she curtseys holding the sides of the apron and kneels before the lady in the room. The Lady is dressed in a purple corset,pair of leather jeans and black heels. and a black leather jacket. In the room there is a a table with several different size butt plus and a tub of lube. There was a stockade in one section,a sawhorse, and a Saint Andrews Cross. While the maid was knelling and head bowed down the Lady was taking a riding crop and brushing it against the maids body. Then she smacked the maids cunt several times with the crop." she then took a latex glove from the table and took her hand holding the maids head " I am going to enjoy this very much seeing as you have no peepee you have no need of the semen.. You will be drained of it totally daily we can not have you getting any unlady like urges. The Lady squeezes the maids cunt" that is going to be a nice fuck hole seems a little tight right now , but that will change after today.
Get on the sawhorse now belly side down" the maid did as instructed as she was mounting the sawhorse she saw a hole in the middle of it and wondered what it was for. "The Lady then took the maids clit and placed it though the hole and fastened each arm and ankle to the horse so that her cunt was spread as far apart as possible. The lady then placed a cup below the maids clit, and then took a glove and some lube and inserted her fingers one by one into her cunt. The Lady then found the maids prostate and began massaging it in a U formation down across and up repeatedly. There was a sensation building up slowly a tingly feeling all over the maid body . Then it started slowly a drop a semen started to flow from the clit to the cup, for a hour the maid was drained until no semen was left. Then the cup was removed and the maid face was covered with he own semen and several pictures were taken.
"Now that you been drained you need to be trained to take a butt plug. First i will release you then you will move to the stockade. The stockade had a place for the maids neck , and hands . The maid then inserted her head and wrists into the stockade, which was the locked. then the lady took some spreader bars and locked the maids ankles together. "we need to get you loose so that you can walk around all day with a butt plug in you. I want you to think of how your cunt will feel with a real cock inside you while you have them in you, makes you cunt wet you little slut. " Now we should start with a small pink one to start. The Mistress inserted it then smacked the maids cunt . " Nah too small i know you can take a bigger one. She the removed it and inserted a medium red one ." That's better I'll leave that one inform a bit. She then started smacking the maids cunt, "good it is not going anywhere" The Lady then wrote " Fuck hole above the maids cunt. After about twenty minutes she tired of the medium plug and applied more lube and inserted a 6 inch black one it took a effort but with enough lube it went in all the same. " Not bad but these are just toys i want you to be filled so you never forget that your my little fuck toy. After 30 minutes she removed the black and and the inserted a metal one that was kept in a cold place so that the cunt closed around it to keep inserted even better. The Metal plug weighed about a pound so there was no way the maid could forget that it was inside her, it also had a red glass gemstone cut into ." Yes that's perfect now you will always wear this to work, to sleep. you will take it out only to relieve yourself, and wash it before you reinsert it and kiss it as you do. If you need lubrication then your own saliva we be the only thing you will use. Until your cunt is relaxed enough you sleep with a diaper to keep it. What do you say? " Thank you Lady i will cherish it and take care of it." the Lady unlocked the maid " now leave me on all fours and make sure that you report back tomorrow, for if you do not i have an electro one that will remind in more ways than one that your cunt is mine to do as i please with. The Maid left the room on all four with a big reminder of things to come.
Humbly the maid
P.S. Yes it was frightening but a relief as well . The maid is tired of hiding her felinity, and enjoys answering the door to delivery people while in female clothing.
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my version of a humilaitiion lesson
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Sep 9, 2006 8:13 pm
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Dear Mistress June,
The maid is wearing a black see though blouse with a embroidered floral design, black slip with lace borders, black low pumps and stockings, a purple bra and and panties, a black four padded girdle., a butterfly necklace, amber stud ear rings and a butterfly broach, and a red and blue balloons
The maid is in the is told by the Mistress that tonight she will be humiliated by her and others of her choosing. The maid is ordered to put on a pink satin hood that she can not see out of and to tie the chin strap tightly, a lacey pink bra and panties so all can see her clit and nipples through them a pink apron with white lace borders and to hold the sides with her thumb and forefinger. bowing down her head the whole time people do as they please to her. The maid is to be in the center of the room keeling and knees locked as well.
The maid dresses and puts on the hood making sure that the chin strap is tied, and waits. With the absence of her senses except for muffled sound the maid is not sure how long she waited kneeling until she heard the door open, seemed like hours. The maids nipples were hard and erect because the air conditioning was on.
As she knelt there not knowing what would be done to or by whom ideas came flooding into her mind of things that might be done to her spanking, whipping,wax play bondage all came to mind as the times seem to stop and freeze. Then the maid heard the door open finally and several distinct footsteps, but could not tell how many. Then the sound of the footsteps stopped and the maid could hear them talking about her" What a slut you have Mistress , a cute little bitch to fondle and play with. Look at the slut holding her apron so daintily, and that silly clit peaking through what a joke so small and pathetic would be a waste of a chastity device better just tie it back and bend her over for only her cunt is of use. That and her mouth that is would love to piss down her throat, and have her lick my pussy while her clit is is tied up and she bent over like a dog receiving whips caning and a strap on. after listening to them specking even though it was muffled she could recognize the voices there Chris her boss, Wayne her friend and Alison a co worker.
The maid listened and they talked about her then she felt their hand on her feeling her nipples and cupping a feel of her clit and cunt. they pinched every inch of the maid and laughed when they hit a sensitive area squeezing the sensitive part over and over making it hard for the maid to be still and hold the apron. Then then took a collar of some sort and attached it around her neck as well as cuffs on the wrists and ankles. They pushed the maid down to the floor made her spread eagle as they looked for new spots to pinch.
Then Mistress said "stop you the 2 of you will get a turn with my slut to do as you please, you will have your way with her and ask her any questions you want. My slut will obey or will be punished and humiliated in public. then the maid felt a collar of some sort around her neck and then she felt being pulled and dragged across the marble floor to the bedroom and heard the door closed. Wayne then said"Now slut in the doggie position and make that cunt up and ready for me, " male voice said. " Fully expecting his cock instead the maid felt the cool sensation of jelly and then heard the snap of some sort. then a finger poked into her cunt then another and another until the whole hand was in her. Then she felt it go up to her prostate and could feel a massaging sensation and her bladder was feeling full. and after 20 minutes or so she felt the sensation of something oozing out of her clit. not being able to see could only guess it was semen. Then the hand withdrew and the voice said the only one who gets to cum tonight slut is me. first though you need an enema i am not sticking my cock in the filthy cunt. Bend downward and keep that cunt exposed. The maid felt a long tube of some inserted into her cunt then it was pumped up inside her cunt then another part was pumped on the out side gradually warm liquid started to flow past her intestines into her stomach . the maid could feel some cramp coming on as the liquid kept coming down the tube into her stomach she screamed and was slapped hard on the ass."shush take it all and hold for ten minutes. After ten minutes she was led to the bathroom the device was removed and she was told to sit until she was certain that nothing was left. 20 minutes past or there about until the maid felt completely empty. The maid nodded to say she was done and then went down on all fours and dragged back to the bedroom. Then she felt what must have been 9 inches at least inside her . "That's right take it all you know you fucking want it if your good i leave you a present if not i shoot my load down your back or better yet in the fuck mouth of yours". the maid relaxed her cunt muscles as best as she could , getting a pounding of her life. "Oh yeah slut i may ask if i can rent you out from your Mistress you be my fuck toy when ever i wanted you, bet you like that.Then the maid felt warm liquid again inside her and then the cock with drew. Wait here slut i am done with you but your not done yet. The maid heard the door closed
After a while the maid heard it open she was still in the position she was left in fearing not to move. She was the guided to the bed and laid down on her back not sure by whom for she did not speak as of yet, and then she could feel being tied to the post of the bed spread eagled. then she felt a gloved hand rubbing her clit making it hard think it was a reward, then came a tube down her urethra and again a felling of something being blown up. the liquid came again not warm but cold this time. filling her clit helpless as it flowed once by once then it stopped. " "Now you must make me cum and then i I'll drain you if you do not then it stays in, it was her Chris her boss at work. " There is a opening that can be removed on the hood the lady removed it and sat on the maids face and rubbed her butt against and vagina against the maids mouth. "Now make me cum i want your nose against my lips. The maid inserted her tongue and began a back and forth motion into the vagina found the clitoris and started massaging it in and out lapping up the juices as they flowed. "hurry up faster i do not have all night" the maid went faster in and out and then she came and clenched the maids head as she had her orgasm, " again i make me cum you not done yet' the maid gasping made the lady cum again again again and again . when she was satisfied she said she had a present to keep the mouth open. Then the maid felt warm liquid flow down her throat she was using her as her toilet. Now clean me up with your tongue. seeing as you were good i will empty you clit, but the catheter stays you will piss an a bag until your Mistress tells you otherwise. Chris opened up the catheter and the sound of liquid flowing down could be heard into a metal pan or something. the Lady left and again the maid waited until the door opened.
Then Alison came into the room ,"now my little slut i never knew this side of of you and i like it Now i have something i can use against you at work. you will do as i say or i and Chris will make your days at work more humiliating than anything you endure here today. Tell me a secret a good one" " i want breasts." oh really well we can arrange that, so you want to be a girl good i want you to be my sissy slut . The maid then felt some gel on her breasts then pressure as something soft was applied and then her clit was tied and pulled back toward her clit. her panties wee pulled up. She was untied from the bedposts and told to stand up when she did the weight was immense felt like twenty pounds was added to her chest. the maid lost her balance and fell.Alison laughed you got your wish you got boobs now" The maid got back up and stood there for Alison. "Now you figure needs work so next we need to reduce your waist. Then Alison took a waist cincher and put it on the maid."No it needs to be tighter i want to see a 24 inch waist.She Laid the maid back on the bed face down and kneed her back to get more tension , the maid felt her insides compressing could barely breath." there we go a nice hourglass figure you even have hips now. Then Alison took a marker and wrote something on the maids cunt and between her legs. What a pretty picture you are even fact less take some, Alison removed the hood, but to keep her eyes closed. Then Alison applied lipstick to the maids lips and shadow to the eyes , and blush too the cheek. then the maid could feel nail polish being applied to her infer and toes. Then Alison being impressed with her work decided to take some pictures.After taking the picturesblack see though blouse with a embroidered floral design, black slip with lace borders, black low pumps and stockings, a purple bra and and panties, a black four padded girdle., a butterfly necklace, amber stud ear rings and a butterfly broach.
Alison said" let's post them in all the gay ads and online you then you Mistress could loan you out to service real men and women. I Know lets make a film get in the doggie position i am going ride your cunt hard with a strap on. The maid assumed the position and felt the dildo insert with no jelly this time. "consider this me breaking your cherry you slut." After being ridden hard for ten minutes Alison removed it and remarked now we must teach you to deep throat so open up now. the maid opened up and felt the length of the dildo go down her throat. the maid gagged at first but then got use to it and started breathing through the nose. Alison after having her fun then put the hood back on and left then the door opened and it was the Mistress voice "One all four and follow my lead. The maid was guided by the leash that was around her neck .She could hear the mistress heels as they hit the marble floor and stopped when they stopped.
The maid legs felt cold against the marble floor and so did her palms, she started shivering for the ac was on full. Then mistress helped the maid up and put her over her knee and started spanking her bare bottom at first with her hand , but then quickly changed to a paddle. every time the maid would flinch or yelp the paddling got more intense. Mistress kept spanking the maid until she did not flinch or yelp by that time her cunt was bright red all over.
When Christine, Alison and Wayne left The maid knelt next to the door and thank each of them as they left. After They all left The maid thank Her Mistress for allowing her to feel humiliated and used for it helps her to become a better servant . The maid felt such release when she was being subjugated to the humiliation for it allowed her to concentrate on the task at hand and not the concerns of the day. The maid became entranced with what she was doing even without the blindfold she would have been unaware of anything else going on. the humility of each lesson reminded her of her place beneath Mistress. The maid would very much enjoy future session in different environments and places even not knowing about them until they happen for then perhaps the fear or unknowing would bring even different
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P..S the maid though you might want to know that when she was writing this that her landlord came by unexpectedly and saw her in black see though blouse with a embroidered floral design, black slip with lace borders, black low pumps and stockings, a purple bra and and panties, a black four padded girdle., a butterfly necklace, amber stud ear rings and a butterfly broach, and the balloons. The maid was nervous and almost fainted, but the landlord paid little attention to the maids out fit and was only there to bleed the radiators.
Humbly the maid
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an unexpected visit
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Sep 7, 2006 6:08 pm
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i was on the computer in full femme trying to write my ltest lesson. when i heard a knock to the door to my apartment very faint so i paid no attention. then it was again i knew it was my landlord just not sure why i hoped he would just slip a note under my dood, but he called out to me and opened the door. i had no time to change so there i was in full femme in front of my landlord. To his credit he said nothing other than he was there to bleed the radiators. He asked if i wanted him to come back i figure what the heck bleed them.
after he finished he said he was unable to get in contact with my cell was off or changed and the answerring machine was not working. i replugged in the aswerring machine after he left.
the thing is i am glad it happened now i can be dressed if he comes in . i can not not be at the moment in my apartment seeing as Mistress orders say i must be.
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a humilation lesson
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Sep 4, 2006 1:58 pm
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Ritual humiliation is often criticised by dommes who are uncomfortable with
shaming their slaves. Their fears are totally misguided. In my opinion the
slave simply has to be able to trust his owner's new, totally dominant role,
and what better way of demonstrating such trust that to allow regular and
embarrassing 'session's.
BUT - more importantly in demonstrates the woman's power over her new and
submissive mate. Power should be used often. Just as regular beatings are
required, so is the repeated application of power.
1. Your mistress must buy you a hood. The best type is one made of pink silk
but I know many use a black latex or similar. No matter, as long as it
completely
covers the face and head and ties prettily under the chin it will be fine.
2. You must both agree on an outfit. My preference is for the following:
a bra, a pair of panties, wrist gloves, a pair of heels, and a lace-trimmed
apron. Let me know EXACTLY what kind you decide on.
3. Your mistress will invite at least two people around to witness your
humiliation.
You will not know who they are (although you might guess once they arrive).
4. Wearing your outfit, and blinded by your hood, you will be positioned,
with your hands holding your lace-trimmed apron skirt, your knees locked
together and your head bowed, in the centre of the living-room.
5. Your owner will invite her visitors to enter. You will stand perfectly
still as they talk about you; as they pinch, prod and examine you.
6. Each guest will be given time with you alone in the bedroom. You will
endure whatever indignities and answer any questions they pose.
7. Your owner will then spank you in front of them.
8. After they have gone you will thank your owner for subjecting you to such
shame.
9. Let me know about one such session - I want all the erotic details and
a detailed description of your outfit. And your views on future sessions.
Use your imagination but try and use real people you know.
June
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a quote that rang true to me
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Sep 3, 2006 4:21 am
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i recieve this in my e mail today and the more i think about the more it rings true for me.
" You will never change your life until you change something you do daily."
Mike Murduck
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