Evil Dreams-Forbidden Fantasy

What the name says...

Most times what I write here will be real, sometimes it will be fantasy- I leave it to you to tell which is which.

Please, please, please leave comments!!

And please feel free to say and ask whatever you desire....I will try not to judge, and will seldom if ever censor.

In case you really feel the need to make a Private Comment or Contact me Privately (UPDATE) Jul 14, 2011 11:27 am
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I am about to delete this entry completely. I actually see no need for it at this point.

Folks can now read my profile on this blog, the only thing people cannot see without having access to my profile, is what Groups I belong to, and I am going to try and figure out how to get that on my blog as well.


I'm seeing on a lot of Blogs that people have a post where folks who can't, or don't want to respond publically or via e-mail can do so.

So if you need to say something private to me, and it can be ANYTHING, you can do it here. And I do mean anything.

Compliments, dark desires, what you'd do to me if you got your hands on me, or just responses to a post you don't want others to see,

ALL are okay, ALL are welcome.

Something you say might inspire me

However, since I am NOT a premium member, I am not sure I can respond back to you via e-mail.
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Why? Jul 23, 2005 9:17 am
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There is some something I simply don't Understand.

Why is it thay men can be absolutely specific about what physical attributes turns them on and be taken seriously, nyt women can't?

Or is it just me?

I mean to say that in every "fantasy" forum I have ever been involved in, I have it clear that my "fantasy" man has a totally bald skull (shaved or natural)..that this aspect is the key to my fantasy.

Yet still and all, I get replies/messages/responses that almost begin with "I'm not bald, bu..."

Why? Why do they do this?
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Talking about my Nightmares..... (Updated) Jul 22, 2005 8:33 am
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In the very first earliest nightmares..I could not move. I wanted to move..as the man stroked my body I wanted to get away...then he he would thrust a finger in my...

And i would wake up confused....find myself touching myself..and feel afraid and ashamed..


Then the period in my life when I discover the totally bald man is more than a nightmare...he is real. He is known to and trusted by those who should be protecting me.. My mother lets him "play with me withing limits.

The Nightmares and the time I am required to spend with The Man become mixed up in my mind....even now I must confess i do not know what are nightmares and what are real and true memories. Tho in the last year conversations with my brother indicate much more of what I thought were only nightmares were truly real.

The nightmares grow more intense and vivid...The Man now lays naked on top of me. His hand runs between my legs...his finger pushes in and out of my private place...it feels sooo good..and so wrong.

In what I once thought were only nightmare converationsThe Man tells me there is something he will do to me soon...it will make me scream with pain..and he laughs. In the nightmares, as he plays with my young virgin ppussy suddenly I know the room I am in is full of men watching us...waiting for their turn to play...

In real life The Man says he wishes to take me away somewhere where I will belong to him to do with as he pleases....... He only needs to some up with the money my Mother demands.

The Man never gets his wish..for he disappears from my real life. I didn't know for the longest time...but I had my suspicions. My brother confirms he did something to terrible to someone and sits in jail.

But The Man has stayed the "star" of my Nightmares and Fantasies to this very moment.

This why I need so badly to find evil men with totally Bald heads to finish the jon he started....
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A lazy way to update the intro of my profile :) May 10, 2011 7:45 am
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I know need to fix some typos and such on profile, but I just don't want my profile to be of line while the "powers that be review and approve it".

Also, since it seems that anyone can see/read my Biog, not all can read my profile, so this is one way to share about myself to a wider audience.


Thanks to my boyfriend, I have had a number of opportunities to live out my some of nightmares and fantasies...

I have had very vivid nightmares of being - almost as far back as I have any memories of anything - and have fantasies of being by men with totally bald skulls for many years!!!

I am no longer ashamed to recognize this as a real need, so who knows, and my boyfriend gets a great deal of pleasure from watching men use my pussy for their pleasure. if you're a " " with experience, and you have a totally bald head, I/we sure would like to hear from you!!

Please the "totally bald head" is extremely important, and odds are if you don't have a totally bald head, or are nor willing to shave I will not respond to you.

If you do e-mail, please don't say anything like "I'd never ", as that kind of remark tends to kill the mood. If you are really into " fantasy", then tell me about it as if you'd really do it, or have done it. (We know this is fantasy, why do we need to keep saying it?. Let's pretend that what you write to me is for real, the more convincing you are the better....

I can't promise, but e-mail exchange might lead to something more. As I said my Boyfriend enjoys seeming me " ", so who knows, he just might arrange something that will please you!

My Ideal Person/What I am looking for:

1) Honesty in sharing about your need/desire/fantasy of /

2) Men only. I don't want any female involvement.

3) Totally Bald skull is an absolute requirement.

4) Trustworthiness

5) NOT POLITICALLY CORRECT!!!! While I am not a slut, and don't like being called a bitch, feel free to call be things like fuck-toy, fuckmeat, -toy.

6) Larger than average cock (in length and thickness)

7) Someone open to the possibility that we may be photographed or video-taped...

Extremely important: I need a man/men who can/does see his/their cock as a weapon/punishment.

ALL of these, but not exactly in that order *smile*

Hope this clears some things up!
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Hotlists and Flirts Nov 26, 2011 6:51 am
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I can't remember if I posted this here or not, but if I did, I still hope to get answers:

Hotlists and Flirts

Do people get a decent amount of e-mail from using Hotlist and Flirts?

I Browse the Who's on line... and Flirts and Hotlist

I use those means of contacting people, and it seems a lot of people at least view my profile, and a fair number Hotlist or "flirt" with me in return.

Not being a premium member, I cannot e-mail the folks who Hot-list or "flirt" with me. But I do try to Hotlist and "flirt" back with folks that seem to be compatible
with me.

But I just don't get much e-mail, ,, ,

Why is that?
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War on Christmas? wgat a load of bull!feces! Dec 1, 2011 9:26 am
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Seriously what does Christmas have to do with Jesus?

I am watching the Christmas shopping specials cpmmercials. listrnng to the Christmas music, and unless I'm missing something, I'm not hearing a thing about Jesus Christ

Of the Christmas decoration on the so-called Christmas Trees I've seen so far. none of them images of Jesus Christ on them...

Oh, and those Christmas Parades? How many of them have floats that have anything to do with the life and times of Jesus Christ.

Holiday means Holy Day and there doesn't seem to by anything Holy about December 25th - how many so-called Christians will be going to church ON Christmas.

Christmas means mass of Christmas, c'mon Protestants, most of "you" won't be going to mass that that day, not to mention that Jesus Christ was NOT born on December 25th.

Don't you need another excuse to "pig out". demand gifts, and go into debt then a daty that the Roman Catholics chose to honor Jesus Christ?
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What makes a man sexy? Nov 30, 2011 5:20 am
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No. I am not asking "you".

I'm sort of "thinking out loud".

But if I was asking, I'd be asking my fellow women.

Or may some of the Gay guys, or Bisexual people (male and female).

But I ws asking myself too...

What a man sexy?

I don't mean LUST. "cuz of you read my blog, that's pretty obvious.

I''m talking about secy, which is a whole different feeling. And it seems to have nothing to do with looks, since the men I've found sexy don't fit into one "type", or race, or sometime age.
.
Why is one guy/human unattractive, but someone who could be his double makes me think of lovemaking and romance?

Am I making sense?

Does anybody know what I mean?
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Reposting.re-Sharing some stuff or A Blast from my past (part 1) Nov 29, 2011 5:36 am
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I don't know how much longer I'm going to have inter-net aaccess, but I want to "publish" or repost as much of some of my older stuff.

(BTW: I had no idea that I have "here" as long as I have.)

I kinda have a clue that few folks are gonna bother reading "page 11) of my Blog, so maybe "you" newer folks might enjoy reading/seing my older stuff...

Here's one of my oldest stories, and I think one of my best written. (I don't seem to be able to write like this anymore.)

The Brotherhood use The Brotherhood
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Video taping: I wish I had tmore courage. Nov 28, 2011 10:28 am
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My BF reminded me that he has a very interesting video of me involved in one of his favoritie activities. He has shared with many men, some are people he knows, I suspect many, if not are not.

My face is not shown, so I can't be identified.

He has promised me, and I can trust him that it will never be uploaded anywhere, never loaned out, never copied.

I trust him.

But he has told me he would like to make more video tapes that he could copy, maybe upload to porn sites, especialy the /forced sex fantasy ones.

I am flattered and scared.

I want to do it because it would please him sooo much. Not to mention the many men who are into and or need this kind of thing.

I'm afraid because it could put me in danger, but being there is so much similar material out there it can't be that dangerous.

I'd like to hear some thoughts on this, especially from men.
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What makes/made you horny today? Nov 28, 2011 5:29 am
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I woke up this morning horny as hell.

I didn't have a wet dream or anything, but it was clear I was not going to be able to do anything until I did something about the "problem". Thank goodness for the drawingss of "bald guys" I have "here".

But it made me wonder...

What made you/makes you horny today?

Something you read?
Something you smelled?
Someone you saw?
Something you saw?

What did you do about being horny?

I'm horny again, so I'll probably go off-line again and see if I can do something about it.

How about you.

BTW: If you didn't take my poll from July, would you take it? IIt is still an active poll:
Does my Blog make your horny?
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