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Today's Rant: No childproof world
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Jul 30, 2005 6:33 am
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I am so tired of the assumption that others must control their behavior for the sake of someone's else's children. The attitude that because those someones cannot, or will not monitor what their children do that eberything gtom movies to video games must be produced or labeled that childtrn mau nolt see or hear something that their parents might find unsuitable.
If a parent is worried about what a child comes across online, for example....then they should monitor what their own child does and/or install filtering software....NOT insist that nothing offensive be allowed on the web.
If a parent objects to violence and/or sex in the movies, or language in lyrics, and/or something on TV, it their responsibility to keep their child from that objectionable material... they need to stop limiting and/or eliminating the choices of ADULTS.
And if you are an adult and you don't like something you see, read, hear..why cannot you be an adult and STOP reading, hearing, seeing that material yourself?
It really shouldn't be that hard.
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Another "Nightmare"? Part 2
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Jul 29, 2005 11:58 am
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My Fantasy?....My Nightmare?
I awoke to find The Monster was sitting on my bed, stroking his massive cock, and staring at my face:
"I sho am glad you forgot to lock the door. I missed out on takin' that other gurl that lived here 'fore you, but I wuzn't ginna miss out on you!!"
"Please..", I started
"I intend to do jes' that little lady....I intend to please myself!!", he laughed
The Monster continued to stroke his cock, and at that moment, I swear, that damn thing actually grew! "Yeah, little lady, I'm gonna you.. Know why? Besides you bein a purtie little thang?
Fear makes a pussy nice and tight, and I luv a tight pussy clutchin' aroun' my dick. Love to hear a woman cry in pain as I slam my dick in and out her pussy. And I luv to fuck their asses just when they think I'm gonna let 'em go."
He lifted the blanket off my body, and stared down at me (I always sleep in the buff, because I feel trapped if I don't). But I really been hankerin' for you, I guess since that first time I saw you. And I knows your pussy is tight enough, you aint been fucked in at least a year I heerd you tell that other gitl.. So it'll be extra good, since we bein' friends and all, I can take my time with you. It'll be nice fuckin in a nice clean bed for a change."
Tho The Monster was smiling at me, I knew he would not take no for an answer. If anything a "no" would make him more determined to "shove his cock" into me. "Okay , if that's what you want. Why don't you let me up, and I'll get some baby oil to rub on tat wonderful cock of yours, and we can get started." The Monster stood up, and let go of that HUGE cock long enough to get undressed himself and for me to begin rubbing the baby oil on his hard manhood. We stood there, both of us naked, me scared to death and The Monster looking at me like I his favorite meal served up hot. If what The Monster said was true, about a woman's cunt getting tighter with fear, I knew I was about to experience unimaginable pain. But I also knew, since The Monster called me "friend" I had a good chance of surviving the night. At least he wouldn't beat me.
The Monster stepped toward me, and to my amazement, hugged me! Now I'm not exactly tiny, I'm 5'7, and weigh about 125 pounds, but I was completely engulfed by those massive arms. "Caint promise, babe, but I want this to night to end up bein fun for you too. " He took his hand, and almost gently (for him) began working his large thick fingers in and out of my pussy, "OOOOOOO shheeeettt! You is tight woman!! This is gonna be good!" He picked me up and laid me on the bed. "Spread them pretty legs, doll, and get ready for the best fuckin of your life!"
I closed my eyes as The Monster climbed between my legs. I could feel the rock hard head of his cock rubbing against the lips of my pussy. He stuck his fingers back into my pussy, with a quick pumping motions then withdrew his fingers when my puss juices began to flow. "Don't move babe, I got you just where I need you", he breathed. He leaned forward and pushed the head of his cock thru the lips of my pussy, and made a quick thrusting motion.
Then I could feel him pusshhhhh.... The pressure grew against my pussy, and the full length of his cock slammed past the lips and into my tight hot vagina. Of course my pussy betrayed me by clutching that rock hard cock tightly! "Yesssss" he grunted as the pain from that thick cock stretching the walls of my pussy continued to grow..I felt his cock sliding into me, forcing its way into my tight, hot pussy that had not felt a cock in it for well over two years.. I winced, gritting my teeth against the pain, praying for it to be over.
"Pleeaaaaseeeit huuuurrts!" I cried, as The Monster thrust forward. I opened my eyes and looked into The Monster's face. He was smiling. "Ohhhhhh gaaaawwwwddd! please stopp!" I cried as The Monster seemed to thrust his cock even harder into me. The Monster stopped, and I could actually feel his cock throbbing inside me, radiating intense heat! Then he began to ram his cock rapidly, with great force, painfully in and out of my pussy. "Can't seem to get my cock deep enough into you baby", he kept grunting.
Then he slowed, drawing the long length of that piston like dick slowly out of my pussy till it was almost totally out...and then he RAMMED it back in. He kept repeating these strokes stabbing into me with savage force, ramming deep into me, smashing his body into me again and again. Then The Monster gripped my hips hard, beginning to jerk and twist his huge cock inside me, laughing at my whimpers and cries, seeming to enjoy the pain he was causing me. He threw his hips forward hard thrusting his massive cock into me till I though it was going to come out of the top of my head, thrusting and pounding and punishing my pussy with his hard massive manhood.
"Yeaaahhhh. How's it feel, babe How's it feel with a real man's big cock in your belly? OOOOOOOoooooooo you feel so good, so hot. I think I love yooouuuuuu...." He fucked me with hard, brutal strokes, the pain was almost unbearable to me. I felt like I was being disembowelled, ripped open from the crotch inward. And suddenly, out of nowhere waves of pleasure began to replace the waves of pain as he rutted into me with hard strokes.
"SOOOOO goooooddddddssssUh, yeahhhh!" he grunted, thrusting harder still and then giving me more pain and pleasure! His thrusts into became harder, longer and slower, and I found my legs and arms of their own will were holding him hard and close to my body. Suddenly he speeded up, and I came as he came with a series of hard, sharp thrusts into my pussy. "Oooh babyyy," he gasped. "You are my woman now, got all my dick inside you. Got my hot cum in your sweet little pussy." I felt his cock pump a few more times, and with his cock inside me. The Monster collapsed on top of me and gave a long sigh.
We laid that way for what seemed a long time, the weight of The Monster's huge body crushing me. I have to admit that while I hated the brutal way The Monster fucked me I did love the feel of The Monster on me and in me. I could feel his cock slowly going limp and soft inside me, and marveled that even soft, The Monster's cock seemed to fill me up completely! Finally he rolled off, and laid next to me, pulling me close to him. "Damn, that was good. I think that's the best pussy I ever had!." He kissed me hard. "Aint never met a lady I wanted as my woman, but you, you are gonna be the one. Howse that sound, "Snake's lady"? I am your man, but you belong to me."
"Great", I gasped, too stunned and too sore to think of anything else to say. "Wonderful, I am the woman of a .", I thought. I almost giggled. "Dawn, the woman of Snake the ."
"My woman, my woman....and jes as soon as my cock is ready we gonna have a go at your ass........"
It seemed that only before a few minutes had passed, but I could feel his dick get hard again! "Okay babe," The Monster said, "I'm ready to rip that ass a part!" I groaned in despair as The Monster flipped me over and dragged be across the bed till my feet hit the floor, and my ass stuck up in the air.
I felt The Monster behind me. I felt him pour some of the baby oil onto my butt and rub it on my ass and inside just a little ways. felt him line up the head of his cock on my asshole. He began to slowly push, and as the head of his cock slipped its way into my virgin ass I whimpered in pain. But he only pressed harder. Red hot pain shot into my ass, and it seemed throughout my body, as I felt the his huge throbbing cock spreading me open wider and forcing it's way deeper inside. Then he stopped. "Hold on Baby,", he said.
I knew it was hopeless. He was going to fuck my ass and I couldn't stop him. He continued to slowly push and slide that thick cock into my ass, inch by inch! Laughing like a maniac he thrust the full length of his massive 13 inch cock into me. I screamed! I couldn't believe I was not passing out from the pain, which didn't lessen at all as he continued to ram his cock in and out my poor ass, but instead grew! I continued to cry in pain as he rammed his cock in and out of my ass. His thrusting grew to a frenzy as he grunted, "AWWWWWWWUEAH! Fucking way ta go!!! OOOOOOOWEEEEEEEE! this so good!"
Then The Monster began to slow down. He slowly slid his long cock back until it felt as if he was going to pull out completely and then slowly slide that long piston like dick into my ass again. Slow slide back, slow slide in. Slow slide back in. His cock was so big, so hard, so hot! Then he began to pump faster, building up to a frenzy once again!
Suddenly he speeded up, if you can believe it, and his hands gripped my hips in a deathlike grip. Then he lifted me half off the bed, his cock still impaling my ass like a railroad spike, and jerking madly, CAME! flooding my ass with his cum, which felt like molten lava. He let me go, and I fell on the bed face first.
To my shock, horror amazement, The Monster said, "Now I'm ready for some more pussy"! His cock was just as stiff and hard as if he had never my ass!
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Doing me a favor?
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Jul 28, 2005 8:12 am
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Just some thots today...
As a r/l abuse and victim I need to say that Ithink got over the physical humiliation rather quickly ( a matter of months, not years)..but depending on one's viewpoint I am still warped (if not scarred) mentally from the the events.
I doubt seriously that my abusers intended that...and quite frankly I really wish I knew what most r/l and/or fantasy that don't actually HATE women really think as far as "what will happen to the victim when I'm done"...or if they think about it all?
Considering the number of "fantasy stories" written by men where the victim not only transitions into liking her , but also becomes a slut I wonder if it is a common belief among such men like those that abused and me that they were doing me a favor
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Well that hurt...
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Jul 27, 2005 8:37 am
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Well that hurt..kinda..sorta
Alt.com accepted my story "In Harms Way" for the Erotic Stories category of Magazine section of the site.
Under votes, someone voted, "I don't like it".
Now it is not that someone didn't like it that "hurt", it is that they didn't bother to leave a comment as to why they didn't like it.
Was it the style?
Was it the subject matter?
Oh well..I'll get over it.
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Another "Nightmare"?
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Jul 25, 2005 10:04 am
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I wanted my own place....I did not want another roommate.
Not for a while at least.
So I was really, really happy when I saw the ad in the paper I had idly picked up when I sat sown on the bus.
Apartment to sublet.
All furnishings can be bought for cheap as I must move for
employment opportunity.
Call for appt. 6-9 PM
The address was in one of the neighborhoods that is getting "yuppified", more run down than not...which meant that there was a good chance the rent would be cheap.
So as soon as I got off the bus, I went to find a pay phone and called the number.
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As fate would have it, I was only the third person to call, and the woman who placed the ad and I just hit off so well she decided that she would let me take over the apartment on the spot.
"There's just one thing I have to tell you.", she said. "And you may not want to go thru with this deal when afrer all."
""well short of the building being infested with rats, or something I cannor imagine me backing out now", I laughed.
"Look the guy across the hall is the owner's brother, and he is a real creep..a real pervert. He likes to stand outside the door and jerk himself off...and once or twice I thought I heard him try the door when I was sleeping,
But other than giving me some looks that made my flesh crawl, je's never done or said anything when I was outside the apartment.
Well that was exactly pleasant info, but I did know how to keep my doors locked, and I had suddered much worse thanks to my soon to be ex-roommate, and I told her so. saying it putting up with a little creepiness was worth being able to move into my own place for the deal I was getting.
So we shook hands....and set a date for me to move in.
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The day that I moved in..I was almost ready to move out!!
I was ready for neighbor to be a creep, but I was NOT at all ready for him to exactly like The Man from my nightmares!!
When he knocked on the door, I opened it without thinking because I thought it might have been one of my friends bringing up something I had left in their car....
My heart almost stopped as my eyes took the sight of the man in front of me. He had to be at least 6 feet seven if not taller, his skin a very odd bloodless-white, his body was huge and thick, one almost would have thought him obese, yet it was rippling with muscles, his shaved head gleaming, he was a truly frightening sight. He seemed like the type of man who could, would, and did easily enforce "his right to do as he pleased".
I could imagine the "monster" as a , and my pussy clenched and twitched in desire, anticipation and fear....
The "monster" stared at me openly, admiringly,.lustfully. and I felt a swell of pride....and hoped he didn't notice how much I enjoyed his staring.
"You prettier than that other gurll, ", he drawled. ""I jes hope you a bit friendlier than she wu. She never took me up on my offer to show her a real good-time...." He grinned...."You evah need anythin,..I'm always wullin and able to hep a lady wth her needs"...
I shivered. "Uhhhh thanks", I saud shakily. "I was just about to step out. Uhhhh..I'll let ya know., and somehow got us both out of the apartment. But not before I saw him rubbing at the HUGE bulge that was threatening to rip thru the front of his jeans.
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I was so confused.
I was actually disappointed that he hadn't tried anything!!
What would I have done if he had tried?
Of course I did NOT want to be ...and yet at the same time time I wanted to be in the control of someone like Monster across the hall, powerless to stop him from sating his lust with my body.
My feelings made no sense at all.
So I clearly was not thinking straight, when I deliberately left the front door unlocked....
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My Fantasy?....My Nightmare?
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Jul 21, 2005 5:24 pm
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So when was it that the nightmares first began?
I know..but I do not dare tell you, lest I find myself booted out of here!
Suffice it to say that I have the nightmares for as long as I can recall anything at all...an that makes t a long, long time..
The first of the nightmares I can recall only had one man involved...and as I grew, the number of particpants in the nightmares grew in number..even as the activities in the nightmares grew.
In the first mightmares....I could clearly see the aspects of the man involved. He was always the sa,e man. He had a totally bald-head...his skull hairless as an egg and he had no eyebrows..tho sometimes he had hair on his face - a moustache,, or a goatee, or a full beard- . He and I both were naked.
In the very first nightmares..I could not move. I wanted to move..as the man stroked my body I wanted to get away...then he he would thrust a finger in my...
And i would wake up confused....find myself touching myself..and feel afraid and ashamed....
To be continued....?
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