Evil Dreams-Forbidden Fantasy

What the name says...

Most times what I write here will be real, sometimes it will be fantasy- I leave it to you to tell which is which.

Please, please, please leave comments!!

And please feel free to say and ask whatever you desire....I will try not to judge, and will seldom if ever censor.

Tell me Nov 27, 2011 5:50 am
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I want to know...
What do you want?
What do you really want?
Will you tell me the truth?
Are you touching yourself?
Are you throbbing?
Will you tell me?
What do you desire?
Will you tell me..
Do you wonder what it feels like
when my pussy squeezes your cock?
Do you want to take my "NO" for a "YES"?
Do feel stronger when I cry?
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Grateful... Nov 25, 2011 1:59 pm
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While I have the chance I want to express hpw gratedul I am:

For those who have read my Blog in the last year.
For all the men who read my profile
For all the men who took/take the rime to e-mail here on alt.
For the treasured ones who Paul arranged to have fun with me.
For the shared fantasies, and desires, even when they turned me off.
For the wonderful profile pictures.
For all the men who Hot-listed/flirted with me.

And I suppose I am grateful for wll those who make this site possible, even for those who can't afford Premium membership.
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Grateful... Nov 25, 2011 1:59 pm
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While I have the chance I want to express hpw gratedul I am:

For those who have read my Blog in the last year.
For all the men who read my profile
For all the men who took/take the rime to e-mail here on alt.
For the treasured ones who Paul arranged to have fun with me.
For the shared fantasies, and desires, even when they turned me off.
For the wonderful profile pictures.
For all the men who Hot-listed/flirted with me.

And I suppose I am grateful for wll those who make this site possible, even for those who can't afford Premium membership.
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It's Hot, I'm Hot! Jul 20, 2011 8:24 am
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It's so hot, I don't feel the least bit guilty about walking around with no panties on.

Don't laugh, I usually feel quite guilty when I do this.

So, I'm sitting here, with no panties and even tho this internet cafe is well air-conditioned, I'm getting hotter by the minute.

I think, before I leave, I will ask if I can use the bathroom.

I need to apply some more sunscreen to my skin, and perhaps some bayoil to my pussy.

What does walking around with no panties and a well oiled pussy say about me?
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Does my Blog make your horny? Jul 14, 2011 4:42 pm
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Assuming you have read at least a dozen of my posts, does my Blog make you horny?
Yes, and I want to "take" you.
Yes and I want to take any woman I can.
I'm a woman and I want to be taken the way you describe.
Yes, and it gives me ideas for scene
Yes, ihelps me with some plans.
Yes, it feeds my fantasies.
Other (and please explain if you can)
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This IS the kind of e-mail I love to get! Jul 14, 2011 9:29 am
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"I will take what I want from you, when I want, and you will shut the fuck up. Do you understand? I dare you to fucking leave your house. You better have eyes in the back of your head. And if you value your tight pussy, keep it oiled up constantly. Because you never know where I will be. Hunting you down, like an animal."

Yeah, I know, some of you say I should be scared.

I am. I am also pleased.

This man actually reads what I write.

He understands what I need, and he is unafraid to say what he wants and isn't afraid to say it.

I need to fall into the hands of a bald-headed like him.

I am glad to know that he exists.

I hope he finds me.
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This morning's desire... Jul 14, 2011 5:38 am
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It's so hot
My friend is away
So I sit in front of his computer
In the nude, browsing the pictures of the me
Online, displaying their wants
Displaying their dark desires
Their beautiful cocks
Makes me hot in a different way
My pussy grows wet
I finger myself
How I wish some stranger...
Big and evil
with steel hard cock and totally bald head
Watches with thru a window
He, growing excitement and courage
Me unaware
He deciding I deserve his attention
He deciding that what I touch
Exists for his pleasure
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Well that felt damn good!! Jul 13, 2011 3:38 pm
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That felt so damn good I had to get myself to the internet cafe and share this!!

Paul has given permission to fuck any bald-headed guy I want , as many as want want, any time I want, any where I want. I really have not taken him up on that.

Today tho.. well I swear, every time I looked around I saw Bald guys. I was getting so horney it was drivin' me insane.

Finally this one bald guy, really mean lookin', tatooted, and an obvious "big package" walks up to me and asks me why I'm starin' at him.

"You see something you like?", "he says.

I answer, "I see something I like, and I see a type of man I'm scared of"

"And what type is that?", he says.

I answer, "The type of man who takes what he wants, and doesn't take no for an answer" And then before I can stop myself I actually say, "I've often wondered if I can ever know what it's like to be a real woman without having at least one big, evil man with a totally bald head force his cock into my very, very tite pussy."

Well he grinned like the devil, and asked me if I wanted to come to his place and at least be fucked by him, and I said yes.

On the way to his place, I told him all about what my Mother's friend did to me when I was kid, and my nightmares, and my fantasies. The more I told him, the more turned on he obviously got.

The long and short of it was, even tho it wasn't quite my fantasy, cuz it wasn't , it was a glorious fuck. His cock really hurt good, even if he aws just a little over normal.

I've left him ibfo about alt.com, my profile name, and told him that I feel that would be the safest way to keep in touch.

I sure hope he does!!
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Is it just a matter that no one has any idea how to "write" anymore? May 9, 2011 8:06 am
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(This may, once again my last Biog post for awhile. I'll be leaving Thursday to stay with my brother. At least Paul will be following on Saturday, and I might get to have some of the "fun" that I didn't get to have while here.)

I have managed to get a few e-mails from guys that actually seemed to be able to put together an e-mail that said more than, "hey bitch/slut/whore. I want to you."

I actually wrote one guy back who wrote like that. and said...

"So okay. Tell me exactly what you mean by that. Tell me exactly what your fantasy IS.

How would you want me to dress?

Where do you want this to happen? In my home, in my office in an alley, where?

*sound of crickets*

Another guy, I asked. "How long have had this fantasy/desire/want/need"

*sound of crickets*

I really did mean for you to share your fantasies/desires with me....
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Visiting Chicago - an a Quick Update Apr 27, 2011 5:22 am
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Visiting Paul, so I am taking these opportunity to update any folks who still might be watching my blog

[]1) Well folks I did move to Texas to be close to my brother.

He is sicker than I thought, so I am glad I have made the move to be closer to him.

2 I am living with brother, but he has chosen to NOT have internet access, and I still couldn't afford it even if I had a computer of my own.

Needless to say that the Public Library blocks sites like alt.com, so I can't use them as a way to get "here".

A new internet cafe has opened up not to far from where I am, and it looks like it has little cubicles that offer some privacy, maybe that will let me visit Adult sites safely.

3 I can't begin to tell you how badly I need the thick, hard, hot cock of a man with a totally bald head ramming into my tite pussy!!

Si basically, nothing much as chaned for me, except Paul isn't able to arrange for me to be " " as easily or as often as he'd like, or I "need".

Hopefully while I am here, he'll surprise me.
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