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Jan 16, 2006 5:17 pm
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OK I admit it. I am becoming a blog addict. I love to read some many points of view and the erotic stories just make me wet. I check in several times a day now. I really need to do more rt and get away from the vt but thank you all so much for giving those of us that don't have good outlets somewhere to go. Now I must go see who has posted something new. If you know of someplace around Indianapolis I can find some rt things please let me know. I can take the laptop I have a wireless card....just kidding I am not that sad yet.
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Cravings
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Jan 15, 2006 4:38 pm
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I am craving that familiar touch of Master. The sting of his hand. The hard whap of the paddle and the thud of the belt. The taste of his cock and the feel of it filling my mouth. My eyes covered and hands and ankles bound, waiting to please and to serve. My ass stinging, my jaw sore, ready and waiting for whatever he has in store.
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Searching, maybe
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Jan 8, 2006 5:48 pm
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I am so torn right now. Should I search for a new Master? I find myself fantasizing and having nightmares all with the same theme. Someone new to serve. Someone new to teach me how to become truly submissive. Someone to share this special secret part of myself with. One cherishes the gift, the other abuses it. So do I continue the search or succumb to my fear? Only time will tell.
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Now What?
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Dec 28, 2005 9:12 pm
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I recently decided to explore the submissive fantasies that I have had for years. I was fortunate to have quickly found a wonderful Master to help me open up this side of my personality. Unfortunately, the physical distance between us became too much of a hindrance and we mutually decided that things were not working with us. Now however, I am torn. I know that I have an extremely submissive nature and I love to pleasure a Master, but I am without one. I did not realize how deeply connected I would feel to my Master even after such a short time. It is not like any other breakup I have ever experienced. It is not really a break-up in the old sense of the word. We are friendly and he will serve as my gatekeeper. I have learned how very naive I am in these matters and how fortunate I have been not to have put myself in a bad situation. I just feel like a part of myself is missing and I am truly afraid to try to find another Master or dominant. Knowing how well the submissive role fits me I am worried about getting to wrapped up in it. How do I get over this loss? I honestly wish I did not know this other side of me existed. It would be so much easier to just ignore the fantasies if I did not know how good it was. Is this common for these types of relationships? I would welcome advice on how best to handle this parting of ways. I am amazed at how much I miss something that I had for such a short time.
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