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I hate shaving!
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Nov 1, 2011 5:53 pm
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This is really annoying. I have too much hair, and keeping it off is a major pain in the ass. Can't do anything permanent--can't give things away in the summer time, when it's too hot to be covered everywhere except my arms. If anyone has any advice on any products--especially something that keeps facial hair away for more than 12 hours--I'm all ears.
Although I do get a bit of a thrill shaving my legs. Shaving my chest is just annoying. But shaving my legs--now that's a lot of fun!
And I need to get my ass rounder, too. Too square. Yuck!
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How does one do this alone?
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Oct 26, 2011 6:10 pm
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How does one do this alone?
It's one thing to want to satisfy my sissy urges, but doing it only for myself just doesn't really do that much for me. There was a brief time i was collared, but that relationship (ownership?) had to go dormant for various reasons. (Not for any conflict or anything--She and i are still on very good terms.) For that brief time, being my sissy self was truly fulfilling because someone else was getting something out of it as well--Mistress enjoyed turning me into a girl and controlling me, and i enjoyed being humiliated and feminized for someone else's pleasure.
It seems odd, but that's just what i can't get around--the real pleasure wasn't so much being a sissy for myself, but being a sissy for someone else. And so now the search for someone for who i could be sissified again...well, for me that's such a difficult search. That requires trust, really getting to know someone who is a good person at heart. Too many Dommes around here, it seems, feel they just deserve loyalty and obedience from the get-go. But that has to develop. Just giving in...well, at least for me, that doesn't quite cut it.
For what this is all worth. Maybe i'm just whining (like a sissy, i guess). But this has become such an obstacle. It was two years ago i really got to express myself. Since then, well, the search has been back on. And how long before i'm too old and too tired for that search to continue?
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I need to get better at this...
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Oct 15, 2011 8:46 pm
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Start a blog and then get several months of writer's block...yeah, that's the way to do one of these things!
Too late tonite to write anything. But something soon. Maybe sissy fantasies and the Republican Party? (Anyone feel free contribute!)
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First try at a blog
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Jul 19, 2011 5:58 am
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Well, here goes. Not sure where this belongs, because it's really about coming to terms with myself and with the world around me--especially when the two do not meet. I'm a sissy at heart, into humiliation in all kinds of forms. Realizing these are not so easy, though. I'm not famous by a long shot, but I still have to be careful out there. It's one thing to post on alt. But how do you develop trust when you do not know the person as a person, up close, in the flesh, outside of alt? Not so easy. The one person I have opened up to--who initially trained me--I had know and trusted for some time. That made it easy. But what about the next step? And why do I still feel uneasy about really opening up all this?
Okay, just a start. And a lame start. Maybe when I wake up I can write something a little better and with more real content.
Who am I writing for, too? I don't know yet. I guess this is just a cry into the dark. We'll see what happens as this thing develops. If anyone wants to argue something, go ahead. I love arguing (some sub I am!!!!!).
Oh yes, the the usual boilerplate (which is relevant to the point I made above badly):
WARNING - Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.
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