The Journey Continues Along the Destined Pathway
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Apr 14, 2012 12:10 pm
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A year has gone by since its last posting on its blog. A lot of things have changed in its life, yet, so many things are the same. its Mistress at the time of the last post....Mistress Chelsea, came down with a life threatening illness, mostly because of a misdiagnosis, and was out of commission for months. it waited patiently for Her, for 6 months. When She finally returned, She was weak and needed several more months to recover. She eventually was released into its daughters custody. its daughter began its descent into depravity, until Her schooling became too demanding. As Her mother, school has always been THE most important priority. it was eventually released to its current Owner and Mistress....Mistress Carmen, (Carmen4u).
Mistress Carmen has continued its path down its destined road. She had waited in the wings and background for over 2 1/2 years, waiting, sharing with others, until the opportunity presented itself to Her to own it outright and completely. Since Her Ownership, She has branded Her slave in three places...small ‘c’ on its cleavage and tongue....and a large ‘C’ on its right ass cheek. its been fitted with a permanent collar, as Mistress Carmen plans on never releasing it in its lifetime. The nipple extenders remain on as well as all the piercings.
Mistress has success in taking it lower and lower into depravity and deeper into submission. it is so low that it doesn't deserve the pronoun of ‘her’ or ‘she’. it is simply a thing now...an it. it has been and is a slave to even the lowest slaves. it has Masters of the four-legged kind.
But it loves its Mistress and Owner so much. it has taken Her last name and is a registered slave with a number. it has a tag on its collar in case it wanders off or gets lost, or has a memory loss. Mistress Carmen owns its orgasms, rightfully so too. its been nearly 6 months since it last had an orgasm. There is a strong possibility that it may never cum again. And if that’s its Mistress’s wish, then it will abide by Her wishes. it has no choice really, but it could either fight it, or live with it. And it has decided to live with it and love its Mistress and Owner even more for it. its loyal and dedicated to its Owner like its never been before.
The path its taking currently is its destiny. Everyone who knows it seems to have always known this. Just ‘it’ didn’t until recently. But it does now. The spiral into the dark abyss of submission and depravity grows faster and deeper each day, with no escape and no return. That is what it deserves.
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The Journey
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Apr 13, 2009 2:29 am
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WOW!!!
That sums up my journey to this point. In one word...WOW!!!
I knew my journey with Carla would be an interesting ride...but I never would have thought this. Firstly....I think I've finally gotten thru to an old girlfriend of mine...that there is no way....in heaven or hell....that I will ever come back to her. That's all I wish to say on that matter.
Secondly...immediately after my telling my ex, yet again (in a very persuasive manner), that I would NOT be returning to her, I was to undergo an intense initiation of my strength and character; my love, devotion and loyalty. My "family" is a fairly tight knit group...they talk about everything amongst themselves. Come to find out...They know more about me than anyone. They were watching me long before I ever knew about Carla. And Carla..being the sexy, seductive leader that she is, has these girls undying devotion and love. My initiation consisted of interviews, one on one, under the guise of friendly conversation...and performance...and sometimes shock.
It was an intense 4 days for me..just the initiation part...the final day consisting of my daughter...Danni...performing the last interview/performance review. This happened to be a two parter....but I was determined to make the cut. I'd already gone farther than anyone ever has before. And showing my love and devotion to Carla...well that's the easy part. I just had to convince the girls.
I was pleased to hear I had passed the initiation. Immediately following was my introduction to training for the title-MMD...Madame/Mistress/Domme. This was a test like no other. It was constantly a test...two weeks of more intense character study, observation, loyalty and devotion.
Several times I tried to quit the program...not because it was too hard or intense...but because Carla and the girls...the family....meant more to me than a title. Turned out...it was all part of my testing. Mistress Victoria was a wonderful teacher and I see Her blueprints in Carla. And like Carla...following in her footsteps...I make my own unique and different marks and style.
I was shocked and amazed...that after two weeks...Mistress Victoria conceeded She had nothing more to teach me. Me!! Only 4 months removed from being a complete slave to a male Master....7 months removed from being a piece of property by a so-called domme. Mistress Victoria is very highly regarded and ranked in the English tradition.
So you are now looking...at the newly crowned....Madame....Mistress...Domme Lisa.
Thank You Carla...for making breathing worthwhile.
Thank you girls...for making my life complete...and keeping it interesting...to say the least.
Thank You Mistress Victoria...for all Your teachings, wise words, kind words, encouragement, and insight.
I'm extremely grateful for the people in my life. Love to all of you.
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New Beginnings
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Feb 13, 2009 1:58 am
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Sometimes situations come up when you least expect it that alter your life and have such major impacts. I've experienced one such life altering experience within the past couple of months. Seems the best come when you are least prepared and unsuspecting. My life altering comes in a 6' 2" body. Every single day i wonder why I deserve such a beautiful person...and woman in my life, by my side. Now, I can't envision my life without her, and wonder how i missed her before.
Being with her, brings a slew of good things following. The people I've met as a result, has been a journey and experience like no other I have ever had. She's boosted my confidence unbelievably high, yet, at the same time has kept me humble and appreciative.
I keep a few of my older (not age) friends because they are the true friends, and have made many, many new friends.
New beginnings, new start, new experiences...and loads of fun and laughter.
Thank you Carla
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my time has come
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Feb 4, 2011 8:46 am
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The most fortunate thing has happened to me...enough to consider myself the luckiest woman alive. And i do feel alive. Without question...i have met the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i can hear the cheeky comments already...but this woman...She makes me speechless sometimes.
As the honeymoon drew to a close and our lives went back to somewhat normal....Tia invited a beautiful Black woman to stay with her and to be her alpha slave. This Black woman agreed. Upon laying eyes on Her when She arrived....i instantly fell in love, stirring up feelings and emotions that i either never felt before or been a long time since i had. And of course, the stirring of my loins. When i talked to Her, Her intelligence and awareness surprised and impressed me. Not long after Her arrival....Tia released me to Her as it was obvious i had fallen in love with Her. And so it is W/we are together now.
Mistress Chelsea is....just one amazing, intelligent woman. Tia and i were compatible..yes....but MsChelsea, well....i've only been so connected with another person once before in my lifetime. Not even my ex-husband of 25 years and i were connected so well. There's a 32 year difference in our ages, yet, we were meant to be together. We were looking for each other. As we spent hours upon hours talking and getting to know one another....it seemed like we had known each other all our lives. We were, and still are, on the same page ALL the time. What She likes in Her submissive women...i am. What i like in my Dominant Women...She is. To the bone.
Our fetishes, on the many different levels it can go....are exactly the same. Her goals are my goals. Her desires are my desires. Yet....She's the most unique Domme i've ever come across. We have the same ideals and morals as we were taught and learned from the same Mistress. i can not help but be submissive to Her. She has kept me there longer than anyone has before Her. i truly believe with all my heart that i will not go back ever again.
For the first time, i trust a person enough to completely let myself go. No holding back. i'm going to fall so hard so fast....my head has been spinning for weeks now. While She renders me speechless at times...i also find myself saying things i've never said before...or only said when ordered to. Things like...while being whipped or slapped...."Thank You Mistress...may i have more please". i don't like pain yet...i beg to suffer for Her. And want more. If she said to lay on the railroad tracks...i would do that without hesitation. Would i die for Her. Yes, i believe i would. At 21 years old, i trust Her enough to give over total control of my body, mind, soul and spirit. i trust Her judgment even tho She has a lot to learn, and She knows this.
As i belong to Mistress Chelsea, i belong to the entire Black race. i can not and will not say "no" to any Black person. They are all my Masters and Mistresses and i their slave. But at the end of the day, this slave belongs to Mistress Chelsea...always and forever..as Her property.
And i wouldn't have it any other way....even if i had a choice
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Coming Full Circle
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Feb 6, 2010 11:18 pm
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It’s been over a year since i met my wonderful and beautiful girlfriend Carla. And what an absolutely incredible year it has been. I’ve been on more journeys in just this past year than my entire life combined. I look back at my life and see 50 years (omg) spent away. Yet, i wouldn’t be who i am without those 50 years. Which leads us to the question....who am i?
This past year was full of tests. As a result, i’ve become a much stronger person, internally. I admit to being a people pleaser and even though i know it’s impossible to please everyone, i still tried. Now, i’m still a people pleaser, i just don’t feel guilty anymore and don’t try to please everyone. Some people have some sort of vendetta against me. For why, i have no idea. Could be jealousy, something i said, something i did, something i have. something i didn't say or do. No matter what i did or say, it was just never good enough. I learned then....really learned and sunk in to stay. I don’t care. It’s your problem. I’ve forgiven people in my past that have done me wrong and hurt me. They don’t control me anymore. I’ve released the toxin in my heart. I’m a forgiving, loving, caring, giving person. If you can’t take the time to talk to me, get to know me even just a little bit, and can still make judgments on me...then again, that’s your problem. Like my room, GStrings, I keep the drama in my life at the bare minimum. Life should be enjoyed with fun and laughter, maybe some shacking and snogging...ok...lots of shagging and snogs.
The family i was voted to be head of...voted by them has grown three fold from when i first joined. We’ve expanded our family yet brought everyone together. We are bigger, tighter, closer and happier than ever before. We are all prospering as a result. Some have even found love within the family. Most of us are finding our way, and having loads of fun while doing it.
Carla and i have adopted 3 daughters. All of them are precious to us. Each one is special, each one is unique, gorgeous, brilliant, polite and respectful and have a fantastic future in front of them. Each one of them is going places...high places. And one....one is destined to be the head of the family some day. We love our girls so very much and they have made our house a home. A very happy home. We just can’t think of our lives without them now.
My journey began with me becoming Carla's sub slave girlfriend. Then, with Carla’s guidance and training, i became a fellow Domme. Carla needed a rest and someone to rely on to keep the family headed in the right direction, and i was the chosen one. Her sabbatical lasted a year and she’s back stronger than ever, refreshed and revived. I’ve now come full circle and am back to being a slave, and a very happy one.
Everyone in our family is happy about the direction the family is headed. We are all lesbians. The biggest change is we are being led by our Superior Black female members. This is something we strongly believe in and practice and we are proud of it.
We’ve run into obstacles, brick walls, and people with agenda’s on their minds and have conquered them all...and will continue moving forward to our goal. It seems we’re all on the same page and we’re much happier for being so. This family is a united group....if one hurts, we all hurt. If one is attacked then we all are under attack and will unite as a group. We act as one, yet, we are so individually unique (especially Danni).
I love Carla more today than i did when i first met her, and more and more each day. Our love grows stronger with each passing day, and have not missed a day of being with each other. Carla owns me heart, body, soul, mind and controls my orgams. I trust Her with my life, and will die for Her. i just want to say in conclusion.....I love You Carla...Mistress Carla...baby....with all my heart.
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