/blog/slutmate4u/?pid=p5203 [SIZE 3]a slave by any other name[/SIZE] /blog/35333/post_343904.html?pid=p5203&m= i used to wear a pin on my Tenba bag -- it was the one that read, "abolish apartheid; divest now". i still have the pin! Its almost completely faded and i have it in an old art store pen tip display Mon, 23 Jul 2007 07:58:13 -0800 /blog/35333/post_343904.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_343536.html?pid=p5203&m= Yesterday, my neighbor collapsed while mowing his lawn. He was pronounced dead instantly. No resuscitation. No warning. A life taken. i cried. i never met the man. He lived here, right around t Sun, 22 Jul 2007 15:27:49 -0800 /blog/35333/post_343536.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_342343.html?pid=p5203&m= slutmate4u didn't sleep much. slutmate4u got lots of great emails from can't-say-her-name and the Goddess-can't-say-her-name and a-girl-with-no-name and a-horse-with-no-name (or was that a-whore-with Fri, 20 Jul 2007 10:57:49 -0800 /blog/35333/post_342343.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_342318.html?pid=p5203&m= Okay ... exciting stuff ... i finally got to work on my edit from the video shoot. i shot all the stills. The behind-the-scenes stuff is equally titillating! i can get lost in my work ... like i us Fri, 20 Jul 2007 09:53:55 -0800 /blog/35333/post_342318.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_341839.html?pid=p5203&m= The sad ugly truth -- in TWO PARTS.It occurred to me -- this idea to ponder if sensationalism actually sells more than sex. i think in extremes (mental, heartfelt, libido-driven -- all realms!), so l Thu, 19 Jul 2007 15:05:05 -0800 /blog/35333/post_341839.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_341373.html?pid=p5203&m= You said WHAT?i said, um, Sir, you stole the Queen's knickers and i believe they belong to her, not you (even though yer tiny little penis fit for a weenie fits in them just fine).OFF WITH HER HEAD! Wed, 18 Jul 2007 20:27:06 -0800 /blog/35333/post_341373.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_340310.html?pid=p5203&m= That's something pretty easy to lose when you're an emotionally driven person like me! Its my demise but its okay -- Master says its desirable. This morning in talking with Master, He reminded me th Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:13:40 -0800 /blog/35333/post_340310.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_339622.html?pid=p5203&m= Its confirmed. i awakened to it today. Again. That pit. i'm not facing despair or depression, just that chemical thing that i may have been born with but likely acquired through consistent conditi Mon, 16 Jul 2007 06:19:00 -0800 /blog/35333/post_339622.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_339264.html?pid=p5203&m= Last night at Paddles, Master tied my wrists behind me and secured them to a pipe there in the night club's dungeon basement. He gagged me and removed my slate blue mermaid style dress -- the one tha Sun, 15 Jul 2007 14:57:28 -0800 /blog/35333/post_339264.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_338483.html?pid=p5203&m= Cherise wore a leather floppy hat, the style of a fisherman's hat but made of leather. And she always wore that leather necklace but i can't remember what dangled from it. i just remember the raw hi Sat, 14 Jul 2007 07:31:00 -0800 /blog/35333/post_338483.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_337616.html?pid=p5203&m= At least i have order amidst chaos. i actually have ALOT of it. Disorders, that is.i have tidy neat piles and chaos divied up into organized categories but more than that, i have ... Anxiety disord Thu, 12 Jul 2007 19:54:30 -0800 /blog/35333/post_337616.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_337012.html?pid=p5203&m= Today i talked to a Dom friend and He said He has a tough submissive. she can take alot and she doesn't cry. He said He got a tear out of her and i know first hand that He can be fairly brutal. Or Wed, 11 Jul 2007 18:43:50 -0800 /blog/35333/post_337012.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_337002.html?pid=p5203&m= c d s r e atwo essential BDSM words Wed, 11 Jul 2007 18:21:15 -0800 /blog/35333/post_337002.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_336644.html?pid=p5203&m= i'm not content to just be content! Maybe that is it? i am going to go to my boxing class this morning. Fitness Impact, Thai Boxing, Heavy Bag Workout, whatever you want to call it. slut, whore, s Wed, 11 Jul 2007 05:58:09 -0800 /blog/35333/post_336644.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_336306.html?pid=p5203&m= Master says i'm chemically driven. Well, i am! For two weeks, i have not worked out. That is SICK. Then add to that all my other ... um ... little idiosyncrasies and issues and INSURMOUNTABLE angs Tue, 10 Jul 2007 16:43:12 -0800 /blog/35333/post_336306.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_335713.html?pid=p5203&m= Wow, my hair looks FABULOUS! i'm really loving it and i don't care that dark roots WERE in, i've now again got those buttery chunks and it looks sexy and disheveled. So long Angie Dickenson, Heather Mon, 09 Jul 2007 19:01:20 -0800 /blog/35333/post_335713.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_335378.html?pid=p5203&m= What a perfect symbol. A little yellow sundress. Innocence and the embracing of all things sunny. my friend at work wore one the other day never mind that sundresses in the office may as well be fl Mon, 09 Jul 2007 06:59:56 -0800 /blog/35333/post_335378.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_334837.html?pid=p5203&m= A friend of mine told me how one day she was so frustrated that she picked up a wine glass, stood in the corner of the kitchen and proceeded, calmly, to throw the glass clear across the kitchen, on a Sun, 08 Jul 2007 07:40:48 -0800 /blog/35333/post_334837.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_334551.html?pid=p5203&m= i hide behind the written word. Its easier that way. This way i can wait for the fall-out and prepare. Hold my breath.Today i dropped a bomb on Master. Poor Master. He doesn't deserve it. But th Sat, 07 Jul 2007 16:32:18 -0800 /blog/35333/post_334551.html?pid=p5203&m= /blog/35333/post_334135.html?pid=p5203&m= When you're stupid and you know it, clap your hands!When you're stupid and you know it, clap your hands!When you're stupid and you know it, then your face will surely show it, when you're stupid and y Fri, 06 Jul 2007 21:58:27 -0800 /blog/35333/post_334135.html?pid=p5203&m=