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steffie and the dirty virgins Jul 29, 2010 10:20 pm
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A Good Example Of How To Approach A Goddess Jul 20, 2010 12:07 am
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To those who are unsure of how to approach a Goddess, I am attaching below an excellent example of the sort of letter a sub should send if they want My attention. It's not the sexual content which makes this letter effective -- it's the groveling, worshipful tone. And My name is spelled out at the top, everything is correctly capitalized (or not, as the case may be). The letter is super-respectful, and focuses on what she is going to do for ME ME ME. The writer put a little effort into it, and I was pleased and amused. This is an example of how a would-be sub unlocks the door into My Special World. Miss S.

"Miss Stephanie i can only imagine how erotic it must be to have the honor of Your asscheeks gripping my face as my tongue worships the ripples of Your dusky rosebud. Kissing Your ass with my lips as my tongue endeavors to push past that tight little ring to the warm center and show my devotion to a lovely Goddess such as Yourself. Perhaps i will be able to offer myself to You if my travels take me to YOur area later this summer.sissie suck slut and rosebud rimmer, s"
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my first session with Miss Stephanie Jul 14, 2010 5:56 pm
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Miss Stephanie ordered me to arrive at Her house at exactly 1:30 pm. i was to knock at the side door, with flowers and lunch in hand. Her orders were clear – i was to look only at the floor, never at Her. i was not to speak unless spoken to, except for code words to indicate my level of discomfort with the day’s training.

Miss Stephanie opened the door when i knocked, invited me in and had me follow Her downstairs. In a small entry area, She gave me orders to strip naked – i had 60 seconds to get my clothes off and kneel on the cold, hard concrete floor, my face on the floor, hands behind my back, facing the door to Her office.

After a brief time, i felt Miss Stephanie walk by me, leaving a smack on my ass. She returned a moment later and sat on my head. She instructed me to roll over, and She then sat squarely on my face so that i could smell Her scent. It was intoxicating! At times i could not breathe. As Miss Stephanie allowed me this small pleasure, She tied my balls and cock tightly, and placed a collar around my neck. She allowed me to smell Her fragrance and to even enjoy Her cock in my mouth for a brief time.

She then led me upstairs and ordered me to kneel in front of the toilet, with my head in the bowl. She helped me to learn my name, and my position as Her slave, as She forced my head into the toilet water. i repeated my name, turd-taster, over and over to please Her. She promised me that someday i would be able to enjoy Her piss, as well.

Miss Stephanie then had me clean myself and return downstairs where i kneeled before Her for some more spanking. Following Her into Her bedroom, She strapped my balls tightly and connected them with a chain to a hook in the ceiling. The chain was just tight enough to ride into my ass crack, pulling my balls tightly and with discomfort. She put cuffs and other confinement on my arms, tying them tightly behind my back. Miss Stephanie then began to grace me with firm swats from Her crop on my ass, inside my thighs, down my legs, and my back. i tried to be strong, but when She began hitting my cock, the pain was excruciating. Inserting a gag into my mouth, She added clips on my nipples and my cock. These were particularly painful, growing more so the longer they were attached. She added more clips to the inside of my thighs – a particularly tender area, i learned.

By this time, with the chain pulling my balls up and the clips pinching my tender parts, the pain was intense and i began to squirm, hoping She would release me from the discomfort. i could not speak because of the gag. But She was not done with me and took my cock in Her silken hands, gently at first, which was stimulating. But Her grasp soon grew tighter and She pulled harder on my cock, threatening to pull it off.

i was very uncomfortable and in pain by this point. Miss Stephanie began to release the various clips and restraints. Lying on Her bed, She commanded me to clean the Most Beautiful Ass in the World. i was truly surprised and honored, thinking that She reserved this privilege for only Her most well trained slaves. i went down on my knees and gently licked between those Gorgeous Cheeks, tasting Her flavor. At Her command, i licked Her Ass more fervently, as She spread Her cheeks, trying to probe its tightness with my tongue. i was unsure how eager i should be until She forced my head deep into Her Ass, so that i could hardly breathe. i was in heaven!

Miss Stephanie then commanded me to take Her Cock in my mouth and suck it. i barely even saw Its beauty before It was deep in my mouth. i could feel a ring as i ran my tongue around the Head of Her Cock – it was so smooth and the softest of skin. She forced Her Cock deep into my mouth. i am embarrassed that i chocked on It – It was so huge and growing rapidly harder and longer. i tried to suck Her Cock as i thought that She would like. But this was the first cock i had ever sucked, so i am afraid i did not do a very good job. Miss Stephanie reminded me that i was just a whore, which i fully understood, as She forced my head down on Her Cock until She came in my mouth. Yum!

Miss Stephanie then ordered me to get a warm soapy cloth and clean Her Cock. i gently wiped Her remaining cum and my saliva from Her Absolutely Perfect Cock. i took a chance and stole a quick kiss on the Head of Her Cock, hoping She would not be offended. It would have been worth additional punishment just to be able to leave that kiss.

She then ordered me to get dressed and leave.

As i drove home, i could still smell Her scent on my lips and face and taste the sweetness of Her Ass, Cock and cum. i can still smell and taste them as i write this. i can only thank Miss Stephanie for allowing me this privilege. She wisely knew that i was a cock sucker and was generous to allow a lowly turd-taster the opportunity to try in some way to give Her pleasure.

What did I learn today? i exist only for Miss Stephanie’s pleasure and am able to serve Her only because She lets me. i am filth, good only for kissing shit and whatever other degrading tasks Miss Stephanie thinks i am worthy. i am a turd tasting, cock sucking, whore that deserves no more time or attention than Miss Stephanie determines that i should receive. I must take whatever task, punishment, humiliation or defilement that Miss Stephanie deems appropriate, and I must accept that as an honor and gift from Her.

Thank You, Miss Stephanie.
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You're Such A Pussy May 10, 2008 10:17 pm
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You're Such A Pussy
Stephanie Loveless

i know this guy thinks he's a man
but there's one thing i don't understand
he hides inside his closet doors
and grovels weakly on the floor

you're such a pussy!

he wants to...lick my dick and suck my balls
but for that treat i'll make him crawl
he's so afraid i'll tell his friend
i wouldn't do that.....i'll tell them all

you're such a pussy
i'm much more of a man than you
you're such a pussy
i'm much more of a man than you

he loves to wear his pantyhose
it makes him hard it makes him cum
he tells me things think i won't laugh
my girlfriends think it's hilarious

you're such a pussy!

he wants me now to fuck his ass
but i'll show him some real duress
'cause he's afraid i'll tell his friends
i'll make him sweat until the end

you're such a pussy
i'm much more of a man than you
you're such a pussy
i'm much more of a man than you

come out and play
come out and play
come out come out come out
you pussy!
you run and hide
you run and hide
you lie you lie you lie
you pussy!

can you guess who this song's about?
or should i let his secret out?
it's so much fun to make him squirm
he's just a turd he's just a worm

i know you men think you're so brave
but to your fears you're all just slaves
and every girl who's walked this earth
has earned respect that you're not worth

you're all just pussies
we're much more of a man than you
you're all just a pussies
we're much more of a man than you

won't you please, grow up
oh pussy...
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WE'RE ALL BI NOW May 10, 2008 10:16 pm
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WE'RE ALL BI NOW
stephanie loveless

i love her and she loves him and he loves me, we're all such sharing friends
no longer living in pretend, it's honesty we highly recommend
let the children lead the way
they know a better way to play
don't waste even one more day
i love her and he loves me, we're one big happy family, alright

we're all bi now
oh oh oh oh
we're all bi now

Jack and Jack and Jill and Jill, too busy to climb up a stupid hill
no idle hands, no time to kill, their buckets have so many holes to fill
don't be scared and don't be shy
in life there's just two kinds of guys
there's cowards, and the rest are bi
vanilla is so very nice, but i've licked chocolate more than twice, alright

we're all bi now
oh oh oh oh
we're all bi now

all three of us fit in the tub
and there's no button left unrubbed
dig it in dig it in dig it in dig it in
dig it in dig it in dig it oh oh oh oh

there's lemons in the apple cart, and from now on they won't be kept apart
i heard what the gardener said, the flowers blooming in the wrong bed
mom and dad, they have a fit
and that's just one more benefit
it's time to let the children show the way
obeying rules is such a drag so get fucked if you're not a fag, alright

we're all bi now
oh oh oh oh
we're all bi now
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Unzip Me May 10, 2008 10:15 pm
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Unzip Me
stephanie loveless

(written by the 14‑year‑old girl inside)

my momma died
i cried and cried
i tried to hide
i really wanted to kill me

there was a show
wanted to go
i didn't know
who it was who would take me

you were so nice
you wrote back twice
you melt the ice
you even offered to dress me

it was my worst
but what a burst
it was my first
real date as steffie

we swarmed the floor and the music roared
i danced so hard and the sweat just poured
shake out the blame and all of the shame, then,
my heart exploded when,
suddenly ‑‑
i felt you unzip me....

my dress came down
it hit the ground
my love was found
and in that moment you owned me

the people stared
i didn't care
not even there
only want you to touch me

you held my hips
and kissed my lips
i lost my grip
you whispered soft and sweetly

your pretty eyes
they magnetized
i realized
that i was yours completely

forever now i'll always be in your reach
you might as well put on a collar and leash
you own my soul, i'm in your total control
don't know how good it feels,
it's just unreal ‑‑
when you unzip me

* * *

no sense of time
i lost my mind
and that's just fine
it only got me in trouble

i never knew
a girl like you
what could i do
you had me seeing double

later that night
i told my wife
she laughed and smiled
always glad when i'm happy

i don't know why
it had to die
it's time to cry
i'll always love you completely

i had to go and spoil all of our fun
want you forever but now it's done
i beg and plead but i will never succeed
give anything to have you back again
why won't you unzip me?
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Treat Me Like A Lady May 10, 2008 10:13 pm
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Treat Me Like A Lady
stephanie loveless

i know that you want me
but you just can't have me
cause you just don't know how to treat me like a lady
you're just a scared little boy
so you don't get your toy
not me

i'm oh so sexy
i'm driving you crazy
but your friends might laugh so you don't want to be seen with me
it don't exactly melt my heart
so its over from the start
sorry!

We've got one set of balls between us,
they don't belong on you, what's a girl to do?
We've got one set of balls between us,
they don't belong on you, what's a girl to do?

You've got a big beer belly
You're a little bit smelly
But i wouldn't think twice if you treated me nice
You want me out of the light
so we're both lonely tonight

i don't get your duress
You know it's me in the dress
We're not disarming a bomb, it's just a night on the town
You want a bag on my head
But i'd rather be dead

We've got one set of balls between us,
they don't belong on you, what's a girl to do?
We've got one set of balls between us,
they don't belong on you, what's a girl to do?
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Three Little Words May 10, 2008 10:12 pm
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Three Little Words
a tg love song
by stephanie loveless

Three little words...
Make my world go 'round.

You send the prettiest poems almost every day
And those three little words are never far away
All the candy and the chocolate, you holding my hand

But it was just a stupid joke, Just a fantasy
Just a cinderella dream for me 'cause i know...

i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.
i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.

Have you ever seen such a filthy motel
Yes i'll wait in the car so the clerk won't see me
Please don't talk to me
i'm not listening
Slip into another world while you slip it in me

i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.
i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.

You introduced me to your friends and your mom and dad
And your three little words keep buzzing in my head
And the dinner and the dancing, i made you so proud

But it was just a stupid joke,
Just a fantasy
Just a cinderella dream for me 'cause you won't let me forget that

i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.
i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words

i see you didn't bother To shave or shower
i'm just an idiot so get it over with
At least i don't have to see my ugly face
i wish i didn't have to see yours
So let me get you off, make your mess on me,
And leave me alone in the middle of the night in the middle of the street....

i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words.
i'm your fuck
Three little words, tell me three little words

This is what you made me
This is what you made me
This is what you made me
oooo...

Such a lucky duck
For a fuck
Such a lucky duck
For a fuck

This is what you made me
This is what you made me
This is what you made me

Three little words...
Make my world go 'round.
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the love up above May 10, 2008 10:11 pm
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the love up above
stephanie loveless

don't take it personally
it's just priorities
you'd better thicken up your skin
because the pain is comin' in
no deep analysis
it's just the way it is
this ain't no fairy tale
and there ain't gonna' be a happy ending
you're not the one for her
but she's the one for you
no matter what you do
you'll never gonna change this simple truth
but there's the one below
their eyes on you, you know
we suck the love up up above
and fuck the love way down below

we want that perfect bliss
mutual happiness
it's oh so easy to believe
but just forget that fantasy
you get the one above
or take the one below
but either way you go, you know,
your heart is left with a big hole
and so you cry and cry
and you just want to die
but that's no way to be, listen to me
don't take it all so seriously
you should know
you just go with the flow
we suck the love up up above
and fuck the love way down below

i suck the love up above
i fuck the love down below

i wish it wasn't true
but no good news for you
you're just the one-below to her
and she just ain't thinkin' about you
but you're no different
so skip the pity trip
you never think about your own "below"
only up above, so
don't take it personally
it's just priorities
you'd better thicken up your skin
because the pain is comin' in
there's just one thing i know
you just go with the flow
we suck the love up up above
and fuck the love way down below
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Lo Li Di Yo May 10, 2008 10:10 pm
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Lo Li Di Yo
stephanie loveless

lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo oh
lo lidiyo, gonna do it again

look what you've done, gone and made me cry
now i'm coming back for more

you held me so close, said the "i love you"s
talked about the things we were gonna do
before the sun came round, i found that we were through
oooooh, oh

love and pain and love and pain i love the pain i love it love it
oh oh oh oh oh
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love it

lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo oh
lo lidiyo, gonna do it again

made me so sad that i want to die
time to even up the score

you kissed my broken wing and said to call you "mom"
haven't been so happy since i was tom
set me up just right before you dropped the bomb

love and pain and love and pain i love the pain i love it love it
oh oh oh oh oh
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love it

lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo
lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo
lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo

steffie and susan
sitting in a tree
won't be long till she dumps me
first comes love
then comes sadness
always ends with
madness
madness
madness
madness

look what you've done, gone and broke my heart
should've seen it from the start

you're the prettiest girl that i ever knew
twenty years later i still worship you
at least you got a good laugh from what you put me through

love and pain and love and pain i love the pain i love it love it
oh oh oh oh oh
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love the pain of love love love love love
i love it

lo lidiyo lidiyo lidiyo oh
lo lidiyo, gonna do it again
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