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Surpressed Kink and Wickedness Realities
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Jul 20, 2006 5:34 am
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Received a written invitation to attend a
Wedding Anniversary party/pig in the pit barbecue. From Very dear and tolerant of me. Long time straight 8 vanilla married friends.
I needed a break, and it is refreshing once in a while. To just be an almost normal person mingling
with good vanilla people. So I went alone.
The smell of the young pig cooking in a pit dug and covered hawaiian style in their back yard. Hit you immediately as you walked to their front door and was salivating in its sweetness. Made
you hungry instantly
In the back yard there was an open bar by the pool. And of course a table and chairs. Set up in the back corner of the yard. For those who smoked cigarettes or cannabis. Vanilla people,,some any way, are cool, and not so tight assed.
Drink in hand, I lit a cigarette, relaxed set back in a comfortable deck chair. And eased into my favorite pastime. People watching.
It's a fucking shame, don't ya know. Some Vanilla
women are so fucking hot and gorgeous. Yeah I know they may not really be vanilla. Yet I didn't
want to trash the mystery in thought at the time.
It was just to much fun.
I watched and it occurred to me. So much of social
interaction between people is so cold and automatic. Imprinted, programed, and taught to us
all I suspect.
Sensitive to vibes, energies, or thought processes of other's. I sat and let my mental wide
screen mind translate short movies in my head of What I perceived.
In that mental realm, to me at least. There was much mentally happening in careful silence. In a few people there. That was far from any exterior
actions going on.
That effected me with a hunger much in the same
vein desire. As the smell of the succulent pig
cooking in the pit.
I guess I have to give credit to My Dad. He always said, " If you really want to get laid,,?
Go to church. " Now I can add, vanilla friends
wedding anniversary pig in the pit barbecue parties as well.
Isn't life so absofuckinlutley grand,,indeed.
X~
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A Good Bitch,,?
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Jul 18, 2006 4:49 am
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A good Bitch sounds sorta like a contrast in terms
doesn't it. ?
Yet Bitch,,ie. like Stone cold, stupid, worthless,
whore, slut,, or the biggey "Fucking Cunt Bitch"
Used out of context or at the inapproiate time.
In and of itself, Will not endear you to many
women. And usually will have you asking For " Just
one step closer to the door." To escape the angry
ass and attitude adjustment. Of any women within earshot of such comment to another women.
Now telling a woman they are a " Good Bitch"
depending on the women of course. Who in reality
is not a "Fucking Cunt Bitch" Has an entirely
differn't, more excepted effect from most women.
Why is that,,,??????
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To Find a good Fuck Agenda
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Jul 13, 2006 5:48 am
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Odd and quite fun is the attitude and agenda of
Some. In their total BDSM on line purpose is to find a safe, secret, ocasional mind blowing fuck.
Curiosity may reign about rough sex, light bondage, and the Pain/punishment/Pleasure aspects
of BDSM. Yet for many on line is either a hot
way to masterbate, deep their toe in the water
of BDSM,,or find a dirty, behind the back, low rent motel cheat mindblowing fuck.
Yeah sure,,some bitten by the taste of BDSM pursue
it. Yet it's the lack of, then search and release of a fuck w/delicious new orgasmic realities. That
are many's ticket to begin the BDSM ride.
Like many in BDSM,,I love to fuck,, yet there is
fucking and then there is "FUCKING".
So fortunate I feel sometimes, that being in the
BDSM lifestyle. There is the fun opportunities
of "FUCKING" the throw down primitve kind. As a
available fetish as well.
After all variety, indeed, is the spice of
life.
Is it not,,?
X~
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Fucking Unrealistic gaming Do me Queens and Kings
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Jul 5, 2006 4:35 am
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Mutual exchange selection evaluations of prospective partner's in BDSM. Is a joke to some.
Demonstrated clearly by their my way or the high
way. What can you do for me, and whats in it for
me. Self centered, self serving and self asserted
profiles.
Such vanity is something everyone else gets,
except the ones on their own soap box, blowing
their on horn. Fucking themselves.
Sad, and a pain in the ass this is. Yet on the
up side. Such a helpful key it is. As a quick
indication of who, whom is a fucking waste of time.
Fact is, I could give a flying fuck for these
vain self centered assholes. They are really just
no different than flies,or mosquito's. Yet with
less purpose.
Dealing with these assholes, is just the way it is. So is my freedom of choice in dealing them,
like the bloodsucking insect mentality limitations
they can not evolve from. Of which, They all wave at you like flaming red flags.
X~
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"60" next year oh fucking wow.
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Jun 22, 2006 7:23 am
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59 this June spent a five day fuck feast get a way. Treated by a quite young female who I mentor.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,?
Last evening attended my high school reunion
committee planning diner. It will be our 40th.
Hadn't seen some of these people in 5 years. So old they aged in 5 years. 4 had died in the last
five years. Didn't make it,,and where missed.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,?
It's Thursday again, My dance and party night. I wait all week looking forward to. All thats missing is the fire on the open plains to dance
around. Within me, always, hearing the drums and songs of my Native ancestors. Who never leave me.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,?
This Thursday night I'm also looking forward to
a session at a low rent motel. With a 41 yo female masochist. Evil satiating no limit match
to my sadistic self. She, who can't get it from
her hubby. Savors deeply completely in the cheat we create. Yet loves him, her children and marriage so.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,,,?
In my 59th year little has changed for me. As in the majority of my years before. I still am non
monogamous. Fail to sustain any one on one
relationship. Even poly ones,(supposedly) never
last a year. Fuck off ! Of course it is always more my fault than theirs.
What they fuck is wrong with me,,?
Logically inner processes have begun in my
hyper focus mind. In preparation for my 60th
year here on planet earth. Realisticly with the
age gap factor. In some things I want to and
will retire. After a while anyones patients suffer
Don't ya know.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,?
I have to say I have met a rare few male and female vintages as me. Lost and gifted on planet
earth like me. Still proving stereotyping,
religion, and society wrong. So I am sure, that
I am not alone, or the only one.
What the fuck is wrong with me,,,?
Absofuckinglutely nothing,,,indeed. Nothing more
than most, just been living it longer.
X~
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Blackwing Bitch/ Sexual vampire.
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Jun 21, 2006 6:19 am
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Covetous bitch of hidden evil sexual passion and pleasure. Claw at, and strain against the vanilla prison of chains. That bind and hold you captive
from the cravings to feed of another's lust. That honestly burn within your soul and course hot,through the blood in your veins.
Know, feel, and crave always more. In your self
imprisonment. Such lustful dark whispers of orgasmic fucking, punishment, abuse, and pain.
Find your freedom through expression of your true soul again.
Know too. That it is you alone,,that keep you there. Any thing else you may believe. Since your birth. Is just male dominated imprinted lies. Out of fear of your power, to control you. Keep you in blindness, unaware, confined as your own jailer forever, in this life.
No apple offered by some snake in a tree. Is why
or where this travesty of non equality of denial
of ones true nature began.
Other parts of human nature are where the real
blame lies. Greed, control, and slavery. Are
But a few.
So fly and break your chains black winged bitch,
and feast as a sexual vampire. When and where the time is right for you. Trust in your pure soul, and to thy own self be true.
Truly you will find other sisters and brothers There with you. On black wings with the same sexual vampire appetites.
Freedom of choice as a pure soul, as what is really evil and what is not. Is yours to decide and is your soul/birth right.
Your soul will be as pure, as it was at your birth
this time. As it will be, at your death. No
matter what you do.
X~
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Cool happy Camper's, who find more than fire wood after dark.
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Jun 19, 2006 4:58 am
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Love camping at the beach,,walking the shore for
fire wood after dark.
So destined,dangerous, and addictive it becomes.
After filling the eyes, sense's, and building
the same lust . Mind Fucking a neighbor Campers
spouse.
Waiting and knowing, at the first opportunity. The taste of the forbidden, costly if caught,
fuck of thieves. Will happen.
Such is karma, fate, or the grace of the fuck fairy. When accidentally the two objects of the
daily mind fuck.
Bump into each other, in the dark,, searching
for fire wood. Through caution to the wind, bare
there beast naked under the call of the moon. Each
finding the designed prey of the other's hunger and heat.
Circle each other talking only with the eyes. Attack each other in primitive sexual fervor
and feed of each other's flesh.
Sweet, stolen and molten it is. In such thievery
Once bitten and tasted,,one feast, is never enough.
X~
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Nice to lay back and be ridden once in a while.
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Jun 12, 2006 7:25 am
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It was my birthday and I got an offer I just couldn't refuse. Five day get a way,, and I mean
get a way. From every day fucking nagging pieces of the bitch live is. Away into the zone of simple pleasures,beaches, surf, starry nights, and
wicked, free, sensual and sexual expression. Any where, and fun fucking way we could dream up.
It's odd it took us so long to hook up like this.
Then again our space has always been one that burned deep and hot, yet kept it's distance. In so mutual, basting times of building anticipation and desire.
Surprised, delighted and pleased so,,I am with
you. Such resolve and primitive secrets you revealed, shared, and created with me.
Found my darkest triggers and shared your own,
as I surrendered to your ride. Put you above me
eased you down on me. Savoring every microbe of your hot flesh eating mine.
You fucked me well, my precious hot slut. Your
pussy I lost it to and you sucked my cock dry
way to quickly. What a wondrous free surprise
you fucked from me.
Bled me deep, completely, taking my breath, arching me deep into you, pumping my my cum in
you. My hands on your ass tying to split your hips
apart to get more in you.
You rode me hard.Forced me deeper in your cunt. Sucked hard on the hood of my cock with that
gifted milking cum sucking pussy of yours. Untill
the head and hood almost burst. Then erpruted
in hot focreful showers of cum. Pumping your now
greedy and cumming pussy into more spasams of
delightful concentic graspings.
"Happy B'Day", You smiled down at me " From your hungry slut, I got your cum this time, and will
get more. Lay back ,,baby let me do all the work."
I lay back and and surrendered your charms,skills
and wickedness.
Sometimes I don't care what role you are. It really pays to just listen to woman. At such times, and on such things.
Thank you Baby,, I am still sore. Yet,,I want some more.
Smiles.
X~
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Fuck Bud's by Chance,,? Doubtful excuse
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Jun 1, 2006 8:07 am
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Returning from snorkeling with found treasures in hand. There you were, your mother, and young
infant daughter too. Suning on a blanket in a thong bikini that looked yummy on you. Parked
next to my van in the sand of the beach.
"Hey what did you find,," You said with a smile
as I neared my van. " I'll show you, as long as you don't claim any of it as something you've lost." I smiled back. Laying my gear in the
beach chair beside the van.
" Your No fun,,I thought we were friends,,?" you
said, covering your almost naked self in a light robe. Surely for your mom's benefit." Not that kind of friends, Married w/child young 22yo
girl." I said smiling half in jest. Setting in my
chair toweling myself.
You and your mom,,ooohed and aaahed examining the
jewelry, coins, and watch I had found. You looked up at me smiled and introduced your mom and I to
each other. It was easy to see where you got your
body and looks from,,indeed.
"Find any sand dollars while you were out,,?" You
asked with a wink only I could see. "I saw a few good ones " I answered curious as to where this was going to lead. " Could you show me please?" you asked standing as if ready to leave. "Sure,
let me get a soda first" I answered standing as well.
" Kitten,,find me a big one, I'll watch the baby
while your gone. She, Mom said to you while smiling at me with a glint in her eyes. Big one
right Mom indeed.
You followed me to the back of my van as I got a
soda out of your Mom's view. Tapped me on the arm
and made the motions to get us a joint as well.
I reached in the van to a special place got a joint stuck it down your thong right over your
clit. " woo,,wooo" you whispered smiling at me.
Then we were off.
Well down the beach you removed the joint and lighted it with a bic from your robe. "God, I need this, I am soooo out." The handed it to me. "Your pussy smells good Ms. I'd fuck, BUT I would have to tell" I said handing the joint back to you. You've changed alot since you got married.
Don't ya know,,?"
" Sorry you said thats just how I am,,I would have
to tell my husband. Besides I am the best sub you've ever had. You 'd let me suck your cock, and make me fuck other's. But you would never fuck me then. " you said removing your robe
and walking in to the water.
I followed you until we were waste deep. Took the dobbie and said. " Factually you were only 19 then, and trained with me for 5 months. Untill you met Wonderful. Gave all that up and got married. Besides I don't mind if you tell your husband. He could even watch and video us if he likes."
"I am for and get into slut BDSM You know that" You said burning the joint too short. Then continued." And have missed it. I've even tried to get him to a three way with two of my GF's. It really sucks. At first he was all for and into stuff like me. But he is just not into stuff like that anymore.
All he wants is to come home, eat, then set in his chair. With his precious remote and watch TV
until he is ready for bed." I walked close to you
took you in my arms and said " Poor baby,,,welcome
to marriage reality 101, after the bliss is gone"
Your near naked body next to mine. Clad only in
sheer rayon swim trunks. Brought the heat to us
both. We kissed, grouped and tried to get closer
to each other. Walked out deeper until our shoulders barely showed. Removed our bottoms holding them in our hands.
I got behind you nibbled your neck (no marks)
and played teasing pleasure and pain with your
tits and hard erect nipples. While you found my
Hard cock. Placed it between your luscious ass cheeks. So that it's head would fuck your pussy
lips, hood, and clit.
We fucked this way until you came. As you did
I took advantage of you. Forced my hard needy cock
in your pussy to banging my balls of your ass. We fucked until you came again.
"Cum in me,,I want your cum in my cunt" You Purred. "Sorry sweet fuck" I said," if I cum in you, that would mean we fucked. And you
would have to tell."
I withdrew my cock from you, turned you around
and steadied you while you put the bottoms to your
thong back on. You did the same for me until we
were both dressed.
Walking out of the water you asked " your camping
here for the weekend right,?" Yes why,,? I asked.
Because I want some more of the two things we just shared." "Weed and sex ? I asked as she
put her robe on again. "Yes,,both" She answered smiling at me. Yeah right little Ms. I have to tell. You say that now. But you will tell and change your mind about the sex part anyway."
"Whats is the lot Number where you park your van
for the night.? you asked " "How do you know I will not have other female company tonight ? I asked Smiling. You answered. "wooo,,wooo,been a while the more the merrier."
"Sure" I said sternly. You stopped me and looking
into my eyes said " Listen if I can swing it, I
will be back here tonight. Chances are, for real
I probably will."
Luckily we did find 3 big fine and complete sand
dollars on the way back. Found your very sexy Mom
one of the big ones she was looking for anyway.
Shortly there after about 4:30 PM you guys packed
and left.
About 8:50 PM after a shower, a rib eye, Some sharaz and corn on the cob. I was awakened from a hard sleep. By a knocking on my van, and a soft beckoning of,
"wooo,,,woooo,,?"
X~
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