Treks into the BDSM Mind

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Worth the wait,,,time,, and selection process. Oct 27, 2005 8:54 am
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Time invested in the selection of a viable partner(s). Once realized in a R/T tactile exchange. Is the prize,,and worth every fucking
second. Resulting in LTR friendships. That always
last, much longer than any time invested to get there. Way more.
Is this worth wading through all the bullshit,
ego's,phonies,lies,,and cyber zombies. That infest our searches.

You bet your sweet ass it is,,!!!
X~
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Gifted Slut Hang there. Oct 23, 2005 9:07 am
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Hang there in your cuffs from the bar above your head. Fight for your breathe,heaving,and
gasping.
Collaspe, from the waves of endorphin Orgasms.
As they leech the energy and strength from your body.
Feel in your space. The enticing kisses of the
cool air on your bruises,welts,and wounds. Hanging there in hard steel.
See my pride,love,passion,and pleasure in my eyes, on on my body,,and in my voice. As I tell
you. "Now you are ready for me to fuck you". I will take you then,,fuck you. Fire each others smoldering embers, to begin a second time in our tactile journey. Where we left off.
My gifted slut whore,
While you hang there.

X~
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The whip Oct 22, 2005 9:07 am
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Mystic is the place where orgasm signals it's pursuit and demands.
In this place the mind looses awareness who has the whip, beautifully, with who it is making love to.

Precious is this moment.

X~
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BDSM and the Gas Pump. Oct 20, 2005 6:02 am
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Lately,,with the price of gas. My thoughts and attitude. Spent at the gas pump, buying gas. Have changed,suffered,,and became. To much of a
bad emotional experience.

Buying gas, use to be a passive, no brainer, auto pilot, necessary task. Now however it is anything but passive.

Now with each tick of the pump, each measurement shown, gas and price being pumped and
charged for.

I take the price per gallon,,as unfair, with the emotions of a victum. Realisticly assign the blame where it belongs. Focused on the polictical. Smile as they fuck you, all the way to the bank, parties responsible.

Even if the time at the gas pump is relatively short. It, as of late. Enough time to get me really pissed,, almost postal , and revolutionary
minded.

The kicker here is. After a visit to the gas pump. Should I be on my way to a scene afterwards. My pissed, almost postal, revolutionary frame of mind. Is not that easy to
shake.

Obviously this frame of mind is not a good for
negotiations. Or the atmosphere of the scene, much less the anger factors creeping into such a exchange.

Just as obvious,,the reality of the price of gas. Has effected My abilities to getaway,get into, and exchange. My BDSM freedoms, needs, fun,
and play time(s).

This gas price thing,,is bullshit. Creeps into
my private life negatively. Effecting my personal
BDSM life. this really pisses me off.

I did not elect or vote for any of the politicans. Responsible for the current mass fucking of the American public. Over the lies
given for the price of gas per gallon.

I will however particapate, actively in voting their shameless greed motivated asses out of our
Gov't.

X~
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Yellow,,,excuse me,,,? Oct 19, 2005 7:48 am
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Granted imput in a scene, Dominant/submissive is very important.

Granted, self choice not to use safe words. By
some submissive. For what ever reasons. Happens,, and is a counter poductive, to any D/s raltionship.

However frequent interuptions. That you seem to be focused on . Such as excuse me,,but if you do this or that. You think it would be much better for you. Suck,,and are unacceptible

This focus, or habit if you will. Has exhausted
the patients necessary to deal with it. This also sucks and where you are concerned. Has proven to be a real waste of time.

Discusions concerning this habit. By you,, interrupting a scene. also sucks, and is now history.

Your drama/do me queen collective attitude, lack of respect to you role or mine, and failure
to assimulate. The advantages mutually envolved
in doing so. Is noted,,and will be addressed.

Talking to you has proven fruitless. Being the
hooked blogger you are. Maybe as you read this,
with the knowledge. Other's are as well.

You just may glean,,some reinforced insight. That may save you from, The many alternate task,
venues, and tactile retaliations. Available to me. To change and or eliviate such negative self centered habits. Like this one you,,hold so dear
as part of your persona.

Read now ,,,and comprehend,,if you can,,? Just one of my options and willingness to use it. There are more. As well as others. To invest my time in.

Your are aware in print now,, deal with it. Or do not. Your choice,,,,,?. Just as it it is mine
not to put up with or be envolved. With it.
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Open and up for R/T are you,,,? Oct 13, 2005 8:35 am
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Such time and effort you spend in a seductive
Photo/verbal profile.
Oooh lets play and take me master you say. In
e-mails and IM's. I have a web/cam for you to
see,instruct,fuck,,and use me. You offer with
complete abandonment.
All of this is necessary to build your trust.
You seductively state, leading to a meet/greet.
Then maybe a R/T play and exchange.
I understand and see the protocal's and value
in this. In those worthy of this. You are not.
However I also recognize your confusion in taking
me for something else. As an insult,,when cyber is
a far as you will go. As Well as what you really
are.
Your not a submissive. On a valid search for
your subspace. Your not a submissive at all. Nor
do you know or understand. The question all Dominants ask of a submissive. "Why are you Here,,???"

You Never will.

X~
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Blindfold, Hot wax,Steel Cuffs, and knives. Oct 11, 2005 8:23 am
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You've came far from your hard limits of hot wax
and knives. Grasped, processed, and found. Intense hidden passions. That killed your lies and to abandon this source of your fears. Fired your mind and body with absolutes you could not deny.
A new creature you became,,eager,,wanton,,lost to, and consumed.
My gift to you, was holding you, to my limits set for you, not yours. Leaving you craving for more. Your gift to me, as well as to yourself were these cravings.
My pain slut bitch,,again you prove your value
to Me. Savor the suffering of your cravings. Not
knowing, when these limits will be pushed again.
Enjoy the mystery of knowing it will happen. And the oh so sweet mounting torture. Of not knowing when.

The first cut is always the deepest.

X~
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Explore, Experience,,Explore W/O Risk,,? Oct 7, 2005 6:18 am
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Avery beautiful Mind/Body/Soul, Established Domme. Advise me on a topic we all are aware of and subject to. But overlook most of the time.
Recently that has had me thinking about it. Sence we talked aboout it.

It was about Risk,,,with it's web like resposiblities. That effect all serious kinster's
in the BDSM lifestyle. Profitable,,,Negative,,
Good and Bad.

This Big apple Domme told me. In her simple yet
earned gifted way. Risk and the willingness of
to take them. By those intelligent enough to
weigh them carefully and safely. Then take them. Reap the most in the rewards for their calulated efforts.

Since learning this many lightbulds have began
to go off in my head. Leading to some new possibilites in my BSDM journey. Some of which
that proven to be very promising endevors to engage and persue.

Thank you ,,,,"NS"
Kisses,
~X~
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Cyber Ghost's Oct 3, 2005 4:51 am
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I contacted you,, yes,,because Your profile
demostrated honesty and potential.

Your reply,,with it's added needs and preferences
was not as you portrayed in your profile.

Making your profile less than honest,,Red Flag
One.

Cyber only,,pick my brain, no contact, no active
participation, and cyber sex. Proved to be your
agenda. Red Flag Two.

Here I politely declined a getting to know consideration process as a Dom to you.

You reacted like a scorned bitch, with vendictve
venonmus e-mails. Till I blocked you.
Red Flag Three.

Get over this,,and move on. Your time is wasted on me.

There are Other Dom's here. Looking for Cyber
play with a bitch like you.
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Sadistic and feeding Oct 1, 2005 4:48 am
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Found you with the want and fear in your eyes.
Your manner,words,and actions. A familiar see through viel to your secret desires. Honesty, Patients, caring, affections,and sincere love. I
gave you to soothe your fears.
Togather naked physically, heart,,mind,,and soul.
Took your surrender ever so slowly with each
kiss from your lips. Each orgasmic fuck. Each torture of your flesh.
Afraid your were,,,alert in your fear. Always
too conscious to let go,,be,,and just feel. Untill
I violated you and your trust sadisticly. Feeding my own dark hungry demons and needs.
You never once during this lengthy of your
flesh. Used your rights to a safe word,,not once.
Instead you found your center. Let go,,became,,
and just felt. The orgasmic/endorphin secret mysteries of your subspace.

We have only just begun.


X~
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