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No Regrets!
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Jan 25, 2012 9:32 am
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I miss my Master. I hope that he has a good evening at basketball practice. I know that he has been practicing very hard getting ready for the upcoming season and I know that him and his team are going to do great! As for me, I have been exercising and I am feeling better so am glad I did. I have been also thinking about you.
You make me smile, make me want you just because you are the wonderful sweet Master you are. I love the way you fill my body with your cum, you fill my mind with knowledge, and you also fulfill all of my senses. That’s so good. When I am with you, I am able to just totally relax and enjoy you. That’s good stuff sir. There is joy in my heart and no one can take that away from me. I totally belong to you and that makes me happier than I have ever been. I want my hot chocolate and not the kind that comes in a cup, the kind that only comes in the form of my Master. This white girl wants you more and more each day. I do not hesitate, I want you and am not shy about it any more. I am happier, more satisfied than I ever thought was possible or that I even deserved. I know that lately there have been several people who disagree with how much I emphasize your race in my blog posts. But, to those people I can only say that after a lifetime of physical pain, hurt, shame, and sorry inflicted upon me at the hand of white men I am overjoyed to finally have found a man (be he black, red, brown or yellow) to love and respect me for who/what I am. So, yes, the superior black man, specifically you my Master, have proven to me time and time again that I am right where I belong.
I’m glad you own and possess me. I will submit to you without hesitation and without question as much and as often as it pleases you sir. That’s what I want to do. Wanting to me means, that I submit to you with a willing heart, mind, and body. that’s different than feeling I am obligated like so many men in my past have wanted for me to feel like in my submission. With those misguided and selflish men I did submit but I did so purely out of fear of consequences. I love what I have with my Master. We lease to each other and we lease from each other. That’s what is so wonderful. You fuck me like no other man has ever done before. I feel like I am on a cloud with you. I just can’t describe it, there are no words to do that. Just thinking about my master and what he means to me makes me want him more and more each second, each moment of the day.
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To Be A Slave Or To Be a Submissive
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Jan 18, 2012 9:58 am
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I can not believe the number of comments that my recent journal entry has generated. Although, the overwhelming majority of comments were positive and supportive - I would like to thank you for giving your permission to post my response to a few of the individuals with negative commnents.
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This has been an evolving process for me. I believe that for me, being a slave rather than a submissive fills the need I have to please my Master and allows me to serve more completely than if I was just a submissive. I feel that with the right master it can provide the opportunity to learn about likes and dislikes, to appreciate the time it takes to learn the difference between the two and to give completely of myself in knowing that it is good and right for us both.
I believe that it takes more time and patience as well as a willingness to put total faith and absolute trust in another person in order to be a slave. I see a submissive as someone who wants a less serious relationship, someone who will please any dominant because this is what they have done for as long as they can remember. I can tell you about many of my girlfriends who have told me that they have been submissive, mostly to men, ever since childhood. As a result, as they have grown older this need has blossomed more and more. Now, as full grown adults this evergrowing "need to please" is comprised of mostly physical aspects of their interpersonal relationships.
I can assure you that not all of what I have with my Master is sexual or phyiscal. He fully knows that I have enjoyed the process of our journey as it has developed. It is now right, I am eager to please, learn and obey. I obey because I want to, not because of fear or punishment. He does not control me in anyway! I am fully aware that I am making my own choices being apart of this lifestyle and by being his white slave girl.
I feel that with my master, this lifestyle is for instructing, guidance and learning and not for intimidate or to develop fear. However, to each his own, and I am certain that if that is the type of thing that you are into - then you have come to the right place to find it! Furthermore, I believe that a lot of women view submission as a sign of weakness. I have learned that that is clearly not the case as it was not so for me. I will tell any woman considering this lifestyle to carefully research its every aspect - both its positives and negatives.
For me, I have learned that I have to be strong in order to be beside my Master as he would not expect less. By doing this, I am able to then give my best in service to Master. I know that I am doing exactly what I am meant to do. Serving the superior black man, more specifically my superior black Master was the right decision for this white slave girl.
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Slavery and Happiness or Slavery and Pleasure
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Jan 13, 2012 4:03 pm
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I can not believe that it has been 48 hours since I last saw you Master and already my body is craving more of you. What's a white girl to do?? 
In the meantime, I wanted to let you know that I was thinking about my good blessings that I have in my life and thought I'd sit down and let you know the absolute joy I have in my heart. I am blessed. Blessed because our Father God is caring for and watching over us both. I am at peace! Peace, because I know that my earthly Master has given me his guidance and support. This afternoon, I reread some more of the articles and e-mails that you sent to me. I am beginning to understand more and more each time I read them. I was rereading my black Master's thoughts about slavery and the concept that I wanted to journal on today is slavery is not about sex
. slavery is about love - slavery is not about pleasure
. slavery is about happiness of the slave and, - sex is naturally derived from that happiness and given to the master.
I pasted your words so that I would have them exactly correct. I have always said that there is a big difference between sex and love. Love, I am present, my entire self is in to the process. When I am with you, I am focused totally present and with you the feelings I feel, the passion, the service, the joy.
I am happy because I know we both are enjoying each other. I know that we both are giving and that it comes from the heart and mind and soul as well as the body. I have such a strong bond with you that I am happy to give anything to you, without hesitation. I know that I am able to give you what makes us both happy because of the bond and feelings we share. Our beliefs, our goals. Sex fades, love grows.
Slavery is not about pleasure, slavery is about Happiness. I totally agree. I believe that happiness is a feeling that encompasses all areas, not just the physical part of a relationship. Pleasure is something that can take on so many different contexts, but happiness to me is something that is long lasting, true, and something that shows on my face no matter where I am or what I'm doing. You know when its real! Lets be honest, most of us can not fake genuine happiness. You either are or you're not!
For me, it is knowing that my Master and I have common goals, fulfill each other's need - spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically. Just being beside you, or talking to you gives me happiness. And, oh yes, being able to swallow your sweet cum gives me happiness because that is something special between us, that we share with each other. I love swallowing your sweet cum because it is my strength, my favorite, my gift to you and yours to me. The more I taste, the more I want. I am eager to be with you, to enjoy just being with you. You are truly a superior black man and my Master.
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My New Years Resolution
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Jan 7, 2012 11:59 am
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Sir, I know that its pretty late in the game to be talking about new years resolutions on the 7th day of 2012 but wanting to really stick to my goals for this year so I decided to wait a few days so that it will be clear that I lived up to them in the end!
Also, I have been rereading some of the articles that you have sent me and they are helping to restore my spirit. I know that all of them are exactly what I need to be focusing on right now as well as just counting down the days/hours until my sweet Master is beside me. I am blessed. I am blessed beyond measure because I have my Master who cares for me as only you can do. You make me smile. Just thinking of your touch, your sweet cum, the way you take control and I can't get enough of you.
You make me smile, because submission to you is awesome, it gives me a sense of freedom, of serving, of giving to you my all. I enjoy being on my knees, in front of you, listening as you teach me, help me to grow. I am so glad we can walk this journey together, to learn together, to pray together, and to serve our heavenly father together. This is what it is all about. You sir are an excellent Master! You understand what I need even more than I do a lot of the time. That's pretty awesome. You amaze me every day with your calm and patience nature. How could a girl not come to love this type of man and do all that she can to service his every need.
Sir, the way you care for me is unlike any thing that I have ever exprienced before. I feel very safe and secure and know that I am where I am meant to be. I have been praying for our father to teach me to be even more obedient to you,and to keep improving myself every day as your white slave. I want to improve, to give my absolute best to you. That is my goal for this year, to surender more of myself and my life to you as I continue to give you the best I have in me all of the time.
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Let it snow
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Dec 29, 2011 5:31 pm
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I was daydreaming today at work. I was a truly remarkable image I had in my mind too. You and I were all alone in my office building and for whatever reason, no one else was there. My master and I were safe and warm inside my office, under the blankets (silly right? But, sir, it is a dream and in those nothing really makes any sense) as I snuggle down and lick and suck your sweet black dick. I forgot all about the weather outside and just enjoyed the taste and pleasure of you, and your sweet black dick and warm sticky cum. I remembered that you were slapping my face with your dick until I begged you to let my swallow more of you. Sir, I want to swallow as much as I can, to feel that sweet hard dick as it is in my mouth.
I so want to lick your balls and hear your passion and feel your hands as you stroke my hair as you guide my head to control how fast or slow you want for me to move on it. I love when you spank this pale white ass and, when you fuck that pink pussy you love so much. I can't get enough of you. I want to hear your voice as I please you. I want to be able to turn you on and make you happy. You give me such pleasure being your WSG. I love the anticipation, the excitement of being your slave because no matter what, I know that I will enjoy what we do to please each other. I believe that being able to submit to you is my ultimate high in life. I love being able to give you my best. To make sure you can see it in my face that what I give to you comes from my heart and that it is not just going through the motions, it is real and good. I want to be held close, to be where I know I belong, which is in your arms. I know that serving you sir is exactly what this white girl was born to do.
Serving you sir, gives me a sense of joy that I have never experienced before. I can't stop thinking about your sweet salty cum. I want to taste it on my lips, to feel it in my mouth. I love being able to clean off your black dick after you cum. I want you to fuck my mouth with your dick. I know that you have been concerned about doing this sir because you did not want me to gag. But, I promise you sir, that you need not worry about this happening because I have taken steps to prevent it. Master, I just want for you to enjoy every inch of my white body that you enjoy so much, that you own! I love being able to make you happy. Please sir, let me enjoy pleasing you until we both are spent. I know that afterwards you will hold me tight.
I can always be in your arms where I was always meant to be. It turns me on to think that I can wake up at anytime during the night and suck that sweet black dick. I want to be able to suck it multiple times a day everyday - snowy days, cloudy and rainy days or just any day sir. I am turned on by the thought of being able to suck you off while you watch basketball or the football on tv, while you relax at the end of a long day. I want to cover you with kisses and hold you tight and let you always be proud of your white slave girl.
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Christmas Letter For My Master
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Dec 23, 2011 4:55 pm
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My sweet Master, I have time to write before going to my parents' house and wanted to make sure that I sent you my journal entry for today. I am packed and ready to hit the road! I wanted to let you know that I am seriously thinking of taking my present that you bought with me so that you will truly not be but an arms length away....lol!! But I don't think that I want to be in the awkward position of having to explain it to my mother in the event she goes peeking around in my bags for something or to putting something in there. I could just see it now: "Oh, mom, don't mind that black butt plug and dildo - its not what you are thinking it is!" Talk about a what to get away moment!  So, I guess, I'll just let it remain a mystery and let my decision come as I walk out the door. I'll let you know what I decided tomorrow when I get there sir. But, I do want to tell you that I did use it last night and this morning and must say that it makes me happy and put me in a good place to make the long drive to my parents house. I can not wait until March when we go on vacation together and I will have two whole weeks alone with you sir. awww!!
You make me so happy. I am definitely wanting you more and more each day. The thought of being in front of you being able to swallow your sweet thick cum that I love so much is making me absolutely crazy. I want it so much and will definitely be your slutty little white girl when I finally get the chance to please you my Master. I love having you to take pleasure in any way that you want to and you truly do turn me on. You make me cum so much and so hard that I don't want you to stop. I want you to enjoy fucking every hole and filling me with as much of your sweet cum as you can possibly manage so that I can be totally spent and we can hold each other tight. I miss the feel of your arms around me, your strength and pleasure that we both get from taking care of each other. You are the only man I want and you satisfy me like no other man can ever do. I love being on my knees, submitting to you and swallowing your sweet salty warm cum. You will be so proud of me master - today, I talked with Sabrina for nearly an hour about nothing but how to properly suck your cock as only you want it to be sucked. She is excited and is learning everyday on how to be a good white girl for you sir.
Specifically, I told her how she will love how it feels when she has your hard cock gliding across her tongue and how her cheeks should puff out as she takes more and more of it in her mouth. I also told her how much she will love the passion in your voice, the feel of your hands on her, your lips on hers, and your black dick inside of her. I know that I cannot wait to lick your asshole and to stick my tongue in there and I hope it will give you pleasure. I love being able to clean off your black dick, to lick and kiss your balls, and will be so happy when you can see for yourself that I can take all of your hard sweet black dick in my white ass.
I love being owned by you, it is what makes me a better slave, a better woman. I know in my heart that serving the superior black man is what makes me complete. I need to be beside you, to be able to take care of your needs each day. I want to be able to please you any where any time as often as you will allow me to do so. The more I taste, the more I want. You are truly better than anything or anyone else. I want to kiss you, to hold you, to tell you how hot you make me, how turned on I am, I want to be fucked in every room of our home. I want to be able to walk in the door from work, take off my clothes, and walk around in your presence completely naked and free to be yours to take your pleasure from at any time you want. I want to 69 with my Master, to wear my sexy clothes occasionally, but even better to just forget the clothes all together. I've never wanted to do that for anyone else but you my Master. I just want you to know sir - that you have made me the happiest WSG around and I wanted to write you this special letter as part of my journal entry to let you know that and to also wish you a very merry christmas. Just know that if I had my way - I want to be your Christmas gift all wrapped up inside of this little white girl's body. mmm
Your WSG cannot wait for her Master's touch.
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Joyful Heart
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Dec 6, 2011 7:17 pm
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I am amazed each day at how strong WSG has become. I feel so content, free, and happy and it is all because of you my sweet ebony master. My heart can not help but smile as I think about all of the good things in my life. The lord has blessed me with such a good and strong Master and I know that serving my earthly Master to the best of my ability is my purpose.
I love my conversations with Master each day. Being able to talk with you on any subject is marvelous. For if the physical is all there is, then it is going to be a long and boring life. However, I know that with my Master, because of the bond we share, mental, spiritual, emotional and physical bonds will all keep us strong and happy.
I want to continue to be your nasty white girl and put you to sleep each night by sucking your sweet black dick. I now believe just as master does that this is the responsiblity of every white woman to submit herself to the superior black man. I always do that for you sir. I want to snuggle in bed with you, to be able to fall asleep with your strong arms around me after I have swallowed your latest load of sweet thick cum.
I also want to be able to taste your black dick as the first thing I do in the morning and have it as often as I can during the workday during our lunch time "nooners" You will be proud of me sir that I am starting to prepare Sabrina for your visit and how to properly serve the superior black man. You will also be happy to know that you will be her first black man. Good Night Sweet Master
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So, I am a Mistress Now?
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Nov 28, 2011 8:46 pm
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I am sitting here with a smile on my face and a lighter heart. Things are back on track as you and I have wanted it from the beginning. I can not believe it - me ?? an actual mistress. I love serving my Master and will enjoy teaching Sabrina to serve you and I both. I know that with your gentle caring nature, you will show her - as you have shown me that trusting and believing in you is something that will always be there for us. I know that now - it is my responsiblility to show her as you showed me that you are a man of great care and compassion. I will do all that I can to show her that her submission to you as your slave will satisfy her greatly. I know that you will help her to believe in herself and her abilities as you have done with me sir. I love being your white slave girl, I am proud to call you Master - and if I have anything to say about it, Sabrina, will be too.
I get so turned on just thinking about that sweet black dick and I actually am wet right now at the thought of her and I down on our knees sucking your sweet black dick and sharing your cum. I love everything there is about sucking your dick master and I can not wait to teach her what you like and don't like about it. I want to teach her how to serve the Superior Black Man - just as we have imagined all this time. It puts a smile on this white girl's face, sir! I also want to teach her that swallowing that sweet thick warm cum of yours is so wonderful that words sometimes can not fully describe it. It is the best flavor in the world and this WSG enjoys every drop of it and soon Sabrina will too. I am truly a happy white cum slut slave girl. This slave girl wants to swallow her Master's cum and I still want to lick my Master's asshole. I hope it turns my master on and makes him hard again. I can't wait for my Master to fuck her white ass that he loves. I've been using my present and I can't wait to replace it with the real thing, my Master's hard black dick. My Master is so so hot and his sexy sensual voice makes his little slave girl happy. I have been telling Sabrina all day that if she loves Barry White's voice - she will love yours sir!
No matter how much I teach her about how to properly satisfing you sir, there are still things that I plan on keeping all to myself. For instance, I love being in your arms and knowing that I am truly owned by you.
I am so tired but happy because I know that our household will be a happy one. You and I can give to someone else and teach as we said we wanted to. I will be helping sabrina along side my Master and that's the best place I know to be. I will teach her withthe love that you taught me. Goodnight my sweet sexy Master. Sleep well knowing that your WSG will be dreaming of her Master.
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Wicked Wicked Master
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Nov 22, 2011 9:49 am
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Oh my Master, You are soo soo wicked! I can not believe how horny I am right now - so much that it is taking everything I have just to sit still at my desk and to prevent my clients from seeing me and how fucking horny I am. I am that hot and bothered right now sir! In a word, your white girl absolutely loved her bedtime story that you sent me last night. All I can think about is my Master's cum and how it tastes so good. No need to worry sir, I don't plan to spill a single drop of it ever. I am also thinking alot about how good your cum on my face but even better it was when I swallowed it.
Master, you know how much I love its warm sweetness. I cannot wait sir to have all of my holes oozing your cum because you sir have fucked this WSG so much. All I can picture in my mind is how much I want to be totally cum covered, totally spent, and held tight in my Master's arms knowing that I have given you pleasure. I love what you taste like, I love the way you smell, the feel of your hard black dick. I love your voice, passionate, gentle, and love it when you tell me you are about to cum. I love when you cum sir. It is so wonderous, and this WSG can't get enough. All I can think of is wanting you, needing you, pleasing you. No one else will do, just my Master who is able to make this West Virginia girl feel like the prettiest woman on earth. As long as my Master is satisfied, then this white girl will always smile.
I just had a thought of Master commanding his white girl and having me at your feet, allowing me to swallow all of your sweet cum, and then putting your black dick inside your pink pussy and wrapping me up with you as you watch football or basketball. to have wsg right where you want her all of the time. I want to lick the cum off of your black dick, to lick and suck your black balls, and to fill every dark desire you can think of and some neither of us has thought of yet. I have this overwhelming urge to lick your asshole. I know that you have asked me several times before to really think about whether or not I want to do that for you - as it is something that you are not requiring me to do. But sir, I want my Master to be happy and I know that when you finally allow your white girl to do this for you I know that it will make you happy. I want to spend an entire day under the blankets with you sir, where we are enjoying each other, and sharing everything including food.
I want to do nothing more but please my Master. I also have something pink and sexy just for my Master. and if Master feels the need to rip it off of his white slut, no problem, it is only a Wal-Mart find so no harm in that. I also think there would be lots of fun to be had with a can of whipped topping and my Master - mmm! I do like that Chocolate with your known type of creamy center you give me sir. (Smile)! Your WSG can't wait to serve you 24/7.
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