"Even if she likes to take pain for me, she likes to do it in the dark, in the body of someone she pictures in her mind. I have stripped her of that escape...Since she doesn't quite consciously know this about herself, she has thought she could take the shock pain. But I slap the wand up her cunt and a quick one, two on each breast and she is howling like a dog. I give her space to process. 'I will not hold you or touch you until you do as I say. I will not make love to a woman who thinks she is too ugly to love...'"
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Now for part 5:
"But I will let Jai touch you because I know you need touch."
Jai fondles her, runs his hands along her thighs and then over the ropes that bind from either side of her pussy. Snugs the knot at her clitoris (she gasps); runs his fingers down her ass crack; spreads, rolls and rubs her ass cheeks. She cries through all of this.
"Which will it be, now?" I say. "Another punishment? Or will you follow my directions and say what I tell you to say?"
"What do you want?" she snivels.
"While Jai plays with your body, I want you to look at your image in the mirror. Look at that beautiful body and talk to it saying whatever I tell you to say. Do you understand?"
She nods.
"I can't hear that."
"Yes, sir," she sniffs. She holds her head up and looks at her image in the mirror. Since Jai is squeezing her breasts at the moment, I order to say: "My big breasts are beautiful."
"My big breasts are beautiful," she obeys me.
"Look at them Starling. They're beautiful right?"
She pauses. "So, so beautiful," Jai mumbles with more enthusiasm than I'm going to let him consummate.
"Show her her pussy, Jai." He taps around the bondage ropes that have held her open as well and made her pussy stiffen.
"Starling, I want you to look at your cunt, now. See how swollen and red it is? Beet red."
She nods, her nipples grow stubby as Jai fingers her. I am getting a soft black penis-molded dildo out of my toy bag.
"Say, 'my pussy is so hot when it's swollen.'"
She says it.
"'My fat pussy makes men want to fuck me.'"
She says that too. I am having such fun. I love it when a woman talks like a hot cunt.
"And is that true, Jai?" I ask.
"Ohhh, yeah!" He is behind her, grinding himself into her butt, with one hand twiddling nipple and the other fingering cunt hole. She doesn't seem to mind that at all, so I let it go.
"You see how hot your fat body makes Jai?"
She doesn't answer.
"OK, Starling. Say this: 'My fat body makes Jai want to fuck me bad.'"
She hesitates at first, but she says it. Kind of slowly.
"Now you start saying things on your own."
"I--"
"Look at yourself and say 'I'm beautiful.' Or 'I have a hot cunt.' Or 'my breasts are like melons.' I want to hear you brag on yourself. Go on."
She's not too creative here. She mostly repeats variations of what I've instructed her to say.
I whisper my final plan to Jai and he leads my Starling over to where his harness hangs. It has all kinds of buckles, suspension ropes and leather posts to it and he binds my Starling, I know not how, but her knees are bent upwards close to her body and open as wide as I've ever seen them. He has her suspended, as we'd discussed, so that both her cunt hole and asshole are visible in the mirror. She is too high for me to fuck her, but against the invasion of my hands she's totally helpless, twat to crack. I tap at her cunt where it has been opened by the ropes and pull some of her stickiness away on my fingertips.
[To be continued...]
