A list of BDSM fetish activities does not tell much about my fetishes. So my story will open the space of my kinky mind. The main thing is if you can connect with me, from there, anything is possible. So take a few minutes and read.
I was born in Germany, ancestors in uniform with their grey looks hanging from the wall. I spent significant years of my teens in Latin America. The private school I attended was very strict. I perfected the art of playing tricks on the teachers without getting caught. In our house we had servants, who I knew how to treat right;) I can also swear in Spanish fluently.
As a young adult I was attracted to the decadence and darkness of Vienna. In the long halls with their columns and statures of the Art Academy I trained my eye and hand. I learned to harness my endless fantasies in order to gain more depth. The studies of Psychology taught me how to see through somebody and I gained the weapon of manipulation.
I aquired the techniques to explore my shadows: going down step by step into the rings of hell. In my early 20’s I was seriously masochistic and submissive. I was known in the BDSM-scene as quite a slut (but always played safe). As the years passed I discovered my dominant side as an endless well of pleasure.
Seven years ago I started to practice yoga and meditation daily (which i still do). I mixed it with sex and I learned how to get much more deep orgasms. I might pass this knowledge to you, if I think you deserve it. This is meditation as concentration only- nothing 'religious'.
But I am also into the spiritual side of leather. If you have any experiences of a certain something out there, you will be surprised how well they go together with BDSM. Pain is known to be cleansing...But I can only offer to work with you in that way if you have a spiritual teacher who takes care of you. I will not open anyone to these energies and do not have the abilities to guide since I am still learning tantra and shamanism.
I like reading philosphy, history, novels.. I am always happy for book references, which we might integrate into our scenes.
In 2008 I went to Georgia for a job and passed through the war-zone. The next winter I became obsessed with war movies and read blogs of soldiers. I found out how interesting it is to play with one of the things that forms this world more than you think. It is still present in our collective unconscious and we can bring it up like in a therapy session. It is liberating. I am defenetly not a Nazi in real life ! I do not have any racial or nationalist politcal views. If I had lived during WW2, I would have been a victim, because I am bisexual and a free spirit.
People love my massages and I will integrate them at the end or begining of our scenes. I am not professional, but I know my limits, so you will feel more relaxed the next day.
I am getting trained in wrestling and martial arts. I love to overwhelm someone, it is especially fun since I am 5.9“ feet tall.
I am now 34 years old.
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