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Bitch is a wonderful word.
It can be one thing: "Bossy bitch."
Or it can be the opposite "You're my bitch."
It can be me.
I think bitch is my favorite word.
I'm not really a sub, though I want to play one. I'm stuck at cherry vanilla.
Recently, while tidying up old files, I found my kindergarten report card;
my teacher called me "dominant."
I think Fuchsia is my favorite color, because the proper pronunciation is "fook" - which is the way Europeans pronounce 'fuck'.
Or sometimes Blue is, which is, you know, the past tense of 'blow'.
Hot Pink is, ahem, exciting. Candy pink is tasty, drool-worthy.
Later that year, in first grade, I started wishing I was a girl, hoping, but not quite all out praying, that I would wake up as one. By high school I was cross-dressing whenever I could. By adulthood I was a transvestite, with the clinical connotations. My dream eventually became "me girl, you boy."
I wear panties every day; consider the gaff for tucking a variant. I own more panties than most genetic women. I wear a bra more often than not, and also have more of them than most women. I have a small collection of breast forms: teeny titties to bodacious tatas.
I was already into petticoats when I discovered cross-dressed square dancing and loved it. There is nothing like the swirl of a skirt when you partner swings you round! When I was introduced to the group I unconsciously, without thinking about it, curtseyed. The right way: one foot back, quickly bending the other knee, not the stupid legs together double dip you see some say. I had completely internalized it. (It helps that I have family in 'the old country' who also do it, or did it, and properly, well into the end of the twentieth century. I not sure about the younger ones. Get off my lawn you !) Thus was I born a sissy.
I still enjoy dressing as a trollop wannabe. Doesn't every CD seem to start there? On the other hand, I have respectable attire and casual attire, as well as bar slut gear. I like to wear corsets, crinolines, leather, PVC, boots. At the top though, are my sissy dresses. The candy pink silk, custom made for me by a wedding dress maker, is my avatar. The brocade, also custom made, can be seen in my "other" pictures. Others are off the rack. They they are worth every spent penny to me. I may not be cheap, but that doesn't mean I'm not easy.
I'm not really a sub, yet, though I want to play one. I want to be one. Best of all would be to be someone's pet. Like a dog, focused on [I]you[/I] and wanting to please [I]you.[/I] But like some breeds, you might find me "strong willed and stubborn, difficult to train."
That's is in the actual breed description for [I]my[/I] dog. You might find, as I have, that it is best to concentrate on one task or trick, and after lots of practice., move on to more.
What one trick would you want me to do for you? Would you want to show others how well I can do it, or perhaps, do it for them, to them, to gain your approval? Would you like me to be your gyrl? Would you like me to be your bitch?
I'm stuck at cherry vanilla. I correspond, I answer my mail, but I'm still waiting.
My ideal? A man with a strong will and a firm hand. A man who can pick me up and carry me to the bed while I pretend to struggle, hold me down and secure the restraints and snap shut the padlocks. Or, at least, a man who would like to play that role. A man to
[B]Kidnap me. Coerce me. Feminize me. Sissify me. Conquer me. Breed me.[/B]
A man who will appreciate the feminine qualities of the sub kneeling before him while at the same time not being deflated by the knowledge that she has a 'secret,' but rather gets an additional kick from the forbidden fruit, knowing that he is superior, worthy of being called Master.
My fantasy consumes me. I have written an outline of a script for a playlet in three acts that would feature me (of course) and touch all the bases mentioned.
"...you will always have a dick in your mouth, bitch. Real or rubber, you will always have one or the other in your mouth..."
If you ask, I will share it with you.
One with whom I did said: "That was very hot and now I am very hard!"
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