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Hello,
Whats to tell about myself ?
I could write about my love for Rubber and Latex and my Anal addiction. Maybe about my medical Condition why i need my Diapers or why i stay ofen Plugged up during day. . .
I'll tell you about a "normal" day in my Life instead :
When i wake up in the Morning, first thing i feel is usually the soggy feeling and often a little pain when sore because i Messed my Diapers or Rubber underwear during the Night.
I'm incontinent because i had a few Bladder Infections and my Bladder Muscle never fully Recovered, so i'm leaking Pee. I'ts a permanent Condition and i've learned to live with it and its ok to me and part of my life. About the Poop part, i'm into Anal play and Butt Plugs since i've been 17, love the feeling when there is Pressure down there when i move and when i sit and such things. I do Turns, its one day Diaper for me and one Day Plug and Rubber underwear with pads inside to keep my Pee Flow under control. I'm wearing sometimes Catheders during the day, but they tend to hurt after a while in my Bladder or the Collecting Bag is a Problem, ( Ever tried to hide that when you wear a Skirt at the Office ? )
Ok, back to the Poo part now : Since i'm wearing Plugs since such a long time to extended Periods, i've become quite loose, and also have a Prolapse when i push too much, so there isn't much Control left for that Hole too. When i feel the Pressure of poo building up, i can try to tighten my Sphincter, i feel my Muscle working and Tighten up, but its no use, the Poo just comes out.
I'd Call that a Permanent Condition too, since i'm having that Condition for about ten Years now. I dont mind it when i Poo myself, its Natural to Poo, (ok its not natural when you dont have no control over it) i'm used to it, like being Incontinent, its part of my Life.
Back to the Part where i wake up in the Morning, its usually Moist and Wet and often Stinky, i dont mind it, got used to it and i sleep in Rubber sheets, so Cleaning up isn't a big Thing, i get up, Clean my Sheets a bit and go to shower to Wash, Clean up and take Care of my sores, often with a nice Load of Baby Powder and some Cream. Then i go with my Rhythm:
If its Diaper Day, i put on a Pull Up Diaper ( or any Diaper that doesnt Bulge so much, since i have to Work for a living and having a big bulky Diaper Butt at the Office isnt that perfect) and Rubber overpanties so i wont have Leaks or Stinky accidents at work. ( ever been at an Office Meeting with a Full Diaper ?) .
If its Plug Day, i lube my Pooper Properly and get one of my Plugs. I tend to use solid Rubber ones mad of softer Material, since they are more Reliable during day. ( Blow up ones are Nice and all, but if they break during day its not good, and the Hose with the Pump ball is another Poblem, cant go to the Office with that one dangle between my legs under my Skirt. I Could but you know what i mean.) Since the plug is Solid and has some weight, i usually wear them with a Plug harness, made of Rubber straps, i had leather ones before, but they broke after a while or just rot away, too much moisture i think. Then its pads and Rubber underwear to keep my pee in check, dont want to have any Leaks at work.
After that its normal dress up game, (almost normal) i love Latex and Rubber things, so i often go with Rubber stockings and suspender belt underneath. I usually cover them up with a Normal opaque Pantyhose or Leggins (helps a lot with the Crinkle sound when rubber meets rubber and chaffes) . Then its often Skirt or during these Days Shorts and wool Legwarmers (Winter is Chilly in Oslo) with Boots ( got a lovely pair of Overknee ones, flat Heeled, natural Leather and awfully comfy) on top its normal underwear (sometimes i go for rubber bra) and Long turtleneck Pullover and a warm long winter Coat.
Daily Office Routine is just the Normal thing for me, except i dont Change myself during day, No Fresh Diaper when its Full or No unplugging when i'm too full and need to poo. i either endure it or dont eat that much during day so i dont produce that much poop. (Got a strong masochistic streak, so some Belly Ache or Soreness during day isnt a problem) I just go on with my Work and try to Control my feelings and Expressions.
After Work is just the same as yours i guess, a little Shopping, now and then a Snack with some Friends and stuff.
At home, i often just stay Diapered or Plugged, if the Discomfort isnt too much or too Painful. I dont mind being Dirty or Shitty in my Underwear, its not normal or healthy, but its fine to me, i'm used to it.
Later there is often some Naughty stuff going on, since i dont have a Problem with dirty things.
Which kind of stuff ?
Just ask me ;)
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My Ideal Person:
I look for friends, maybe a fellow Female or Tv which knows my fetishes too and shares my love for the dirty things.
I'm not that much into the Adult Baby thing, or dont need Constant Changing when i Filled my Diaper. Neither i dont need to Relocate to some Master overseas.
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