What I am at this moment, is utter submissive submissive is the complete and utter surrender of myself, when I read books and when I work with men in my day to day life, I surrender a little bit of myself to them if I recognize them as dominant. I want to help them, make them happy, be what they need in me. Change or adapt myself to what their needs are. The best word that comes to mind is "equilibrium" when I am imagining a goal or purpose of being molded, just so I can have that smile, or that pinch of my nipple, the feeling is like a sharp pang in my stomach. Almost like being on the edge of a cliff...and the hand of a dom is holding you ever so over it, so you don't fall but you know that your next moment is in his hands. That feeling of being owned solely, possessed, and needed is something I personally crave.
I do not reply to dick pics or people simply wanting sexual favors.
I don't involve myself in s relationship with anyone over 40.. There wouldn't be much of a future because of the age gap...
I am looking for the real thing...not online...not temporary...the real intense deal...
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My Ideal Person:
Honestly its embodied in any man can Master a woman once he has Mastered himself...but I love this quote below from a friend so it really embodies what I am looking for in a Master/Dom
The art of learning your "slave belly" is to be denied touch, denied affection, denied all emotions except those needed to express the deep desires that will ignite within. When one is stripped of sight, hearing, and smell, each touch administered to the body is a hundred times more felt. Each touch sets off a different sensation within, a different feeling upon your flesh, a different stirring against your most intimate areas. When one is beaten and starved for each mistake made, things are quickly learned and engrained deeply in your mind. Eventually, left alone to your thoughts and needs, and total dependence on another to bring out those feelings, you start to feel what it is to be a slave... you start to feel that fire in your belly. In time, you yearn to be used, to serve, to please, to be owned. When you have reached this point, you have reached complete freedom. Along with the other steps of training, all things are possible. If you believe it, you can achieve it
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