Okay, so I want this to be serious. I can't believe I'm actually doing this!!
Where do I start? I'm a newbie. Never tried anything like this before. I guess I'm just curious what a life would that be if I have a master/mistress or dom who cares about me, and loves me.
Most of my friends would say I have an easy-going personality. But seriously, that's not true. I always feel like I'm a little bit dominant around my usual social circle, or comfort zone. But Idk... Maybe deep inside I am a submissive. I mean, I like receiving orders, and not thinking about it. I think too much, and I have no sense of security at all.
So, basically if you are tying to find what kind of person I'm in bed here, you will be disappointed, because honestly, I don't even know that myself!
Okay, that was a whole lot of useless words. So here is a simpler version: I'm just a girl who wants to find out about this brand new world about BDSM. I'm curious, but I'm also afraid.
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My Ideal Person:
OMG, this is the best part.
My ideal person will be a skilled dom who knows what he/she is doing. I mean, I'm a newbie, after all...
One important thing that needs to be clear: I'm aiming for an ONE-TO-ONE relationship. I think doms and subs are equal, we just have different needs. I'm kinda possessive, and I don't really want to share the dom I love. So, if you are a dom with or wants multiple subs at the same time, we are not for each other.
If we are on the same page, then please continue your reading.
I want you to be strict, firm, and fair; loving, caring and protecting; mastered, skilled and experienced. I want to be loved, to be forced, to be owned by someone. I want to belong to someone. I want someone who can give me the sense of security, so that I don't need to be afraid anymore.
I don't know if a person like me deserve someone like you. Probably not. But I sure as hell want to try it out, and see where that leads me.
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