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I would urge everyone to read my profile properly and carefully first before sending me a message. Because i have not been on another website for almost 2 years when i last deleted my account because i was owned at that point of time and was instructed by my Master now should be known as Ex-Master to delete my the account that i had from another website.
Actually my Ex-Master have disowned me for about 1 month already and i seriously though of not stepping into bdsm lifestyle anymore. And i purposely kept myself busy by going out with friends almost everyday and also i managed to find a job at a disco here in Bangkok working as a one of the singer for a band. But somehow or rather, my brain kept on thinking of going back into bdsm lifestyle and be a slave again. But i am abit worried of knowing a new Master because getting into a bdsm lifestyle as a slave is not a joke or funny thing at all. And i also know that on these kind of websites here there are alot of Masters/Domms that just wants to rush things through and at the end it was a total waste of each others time. So it takes alot of chatting and getting to know each other and slowly move on step by step.
I shall also write here my past experience i had with my Ex-Master and also what i have experienced. So that if any Master out there is interested in me shall know more or less what i am looking for. Around 2 and a half years back, i had an account on another wesbsite and at that point of time, i was just a young curious girl that is totally new to bdsm. And had alot of people messaging me and i did chat with some but as usual they like to rush over everything and i tell them nevermind i am not suitable for them. And i saw this person who left me a message and i saw his profile and got to know he is from Bangkok as well and when i read his message and profile, i find that its kind of interesting, so message him back with contact and we started to chat, started off by introducing each other and he told me the basic of bdsm lifestyle and he also did mention to me that for a start he will only tell me the basic because he does not want to scare me off. So we chatted alot for about 2 to 3 days, and he suggested why not he be my online master and he gives me orders i will have to perform. But i told him that i will not on my webcam for him to see, but he did not mind that. He said that when it comes to online issues, he had to take risk hopefully i am a true girl and not some guy acting as a girl. I understand how he feels and think as well, but i did explain to him as well that its too fast for me to show myself to him on webcam. And he was fine with it and i agreed to start off being his online slave. All started with some basic rules and regulations that he set for me and also some simple and mild tasks for me to perform. So this went on for around 3 weeks, and i felt comfortable with him already, so i told him we shall both on our webcams so that we can view each other. So as usual he still ask me to do mild and simple tasks while he view me on webcam doing the tasks. At first i felt very embarressed and shy but after some time i got used to it. So the webcam went on for around 2 weeks, and this time he asked me whether i am rather to be his real life slave. I was abit reluctant as i was abit worried and scared. But he was very patient and said why not meet up for coffee and i think coffee should be ok so agreed to it and we met up the very next day in a shopping mall at a coffee house. We drank coffee and talk alot about bdsm stuff and he told me that he is very professional and serious when it comes to bdsm lifestyle. He took out from his bag a document consist of 4 pages, it was a Slavey Contract and he even patiently explain to me each and every clause in it to make sure i understand carefully and he also said to me that he knows i am still new to bdsm, so he assured me that he will start mild and slowly move on to medium, hard and if possible he is hoping that i can reach the extreme stage. After going through the Slavery Contract, i felt that if i sign it that means i will not have any freedom anymore. But what a curious little girl am i at that point of time and i love challenges, so i decided to signed the contract but he said that signing it is not enough, i even had to put my thumbprint as well.
So from there on my real life bdsm slavey started, and as stated in the Slavery Contract that i have to hand over my handphone, ID card, atm card, bank passbook and passport to him. So i handed all those to him and he also demanded that he will move in with me and at that point of time i was working as a property agent, he asked me to quit my job and he will pay for all my expenses but he said in future i will know why i will pay him back double. I was not too sure what he was talking about but he told me not to ask too much and i will know when the time is ripe. I was living alone in a rental room. The room is not very big but its quite ok for me and also have attached bathroom. So he told me that tomorrow he will move over his stuff over, then he told me to follow him and he bought me to a sex shop and he ordered quite alot of things that includes lots of sex toys and bdsm tools/equipments. And he even asked the sex shop to delivery to my place by that night and he did not mind paying extra. All i can say was he spent quite a big amount there. After that he asked me to bring him back to my place. When back in my room, he told me to kneel down and started to tell me all the basic rules and regulations that he wants me to remember and follow whenever in the room. I shall not list down all of it but i can only say i was given no freedom at all. And next he even opened my wardrobe and took out all my bra and panties and put it all in a black trash bag and when went to throw all of it away. He then told me as long as i am his slave, i do not deserve to wear any bra and panty. I shall not go into details otherwise my profile will be too long and i know some people do not have the patients to read.
So as time goes by, more and more strict rules are added on and also he started to inflict pain and also some simple public humilation tasks as well. And all this went on for around 6 mths but from the 7th month onwards, suddenly he became a different master or should i say suddenly he revealed to me the dark side of him and he told me that he has been to easy on me and its time for me to move upwards to experience more. I shall not elaborate much but for my whole 2 years being his slave, he really trained and punished me good and proper. And right now due to my experience, i would consider myself as a Extreme Slave. Not only an extreme slave but also i should be know as extreme slut/bitch/ and there are many other names that can be used to called me. I have experienced alot of pain and i can say right now i am able to handle a great amount of pain level. Had work as a in a massage and spa and all my earnings are to be handed to him. Also alot of really shameful and embarressing public humilation tasks that i have done as well, these humilation task having stranger and even my own friends (guys/girls) were involved. Most of my friends do know i am a slave, some look down on me but some understands and said everyone have their own likings so they respect it. And right now i would consider myself as No-Limit Slave.
Now as to why he disowned me, i do not know the exact reason but he told me that he was bored of me and he wants to disowned me. But before he officially disowned me he returned to me all my stuff that he took from me. And he told me that all the money that i earned by working as a , he told me he would give me half of it. And he also told me all the sex toys and bdsm tools/eqiupments that are here in my room, he told me to pass to my new Master when i have found one. He also said that i have his contact number and if i have found a new Master and needs his help on anything, he will be glad to help/assist. After that, he tore the Slavery Contract and told me i am free and he pack him stuff and left my room.
So basically that is my past experiences and hope it gives you a better idea of what kind of slave am i. But seriously i felt that my Ex-Master was abit irresponsible to suddenly just leave me just like that, when i felt that i would be his slave forever and when i started to like being a slave. Thats why right now, if anyone is interested in being my new Master, please take note i would start off with chatting online only. And also once we are more comfortable with each other, i will send some of my pictures. But please do not ask for more pictures or even webcam or etc.... when i feel its time and i am ready, i will let you know. So all i can say is if you can't accept my style of seeking for a new Master, then please do not leave me any message.
Thanks so much. And i have placed a picture of myself in my profile for you to see me. And do note that that picture was taken afew days ago at the thai disco where i work at.
regards from an un-owned slave,
Ying
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