So, here I am now...as yours2enslave2. I will repost my same information.
Submitting is not simply something that I do. It is very much a part of who I am. For many years I denied my desires for this lifestyle, and I was never quite complete. Since I have embraced my submissiveness, I have become a better person. I no longer fight to fill the emptiness. It is filled with a deep knowledge of who I am. My life has certainly become more complicated, but the results are worth it. There is no feeling in the world like seeing the look of pleasure on a Dominant's face when I have served him well. Nothing hurts worse than when I have failed him, yet the correction brings a greater bonding, and a bigger desire to please him. The relationship between a Dom and a sub is on a higher plateau than a "normal" relationship. If the connection is right then there is no end to the levels they can achieve. It is celestial and above the confinment and gravitational pull of the "normal" world. Many subs have spoken of flying, and that is truly the best way to describe it. I soar above the pain, and the continued pain pushes me higher and higher. My desire is to give all of myself until I cannot give any more, then to have the Dom reach inside my soul and pull out more than I thought possible, creating an endless spiral of ecstasy.
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My Ideal Person:
I have been away from the computer for several months. If you contacted me, chances are I didn't get it, as alt deletes mail after so many days. Contact me again if you care to.
Also, if you have tried to write me in the last couple of months, I can't find any of my old messages. Write again if you would like to. Maybe alt will cooperate with me.
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