NO LONGER LOOKING AT THIS TIME
I am 39. Married and happily so with one son. The problem is i am fat (300 lbs) Not pulling any punches very shy and without any self discipline. I have tried this before and well the two very nice and wonderful gentlemen just were to nice. I cant afford a trainer. I have no money I have no idea what to do. I am desperate. So one more time i will try. I dont need the lectures or insults from those who dont understand. I know this is way out there but like i said i am desperate.
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a sadist. No nice guys. I am not looking for a friend. Very cruel and without mercy. I have to fear the consequences of failure. I mean really fear it. He must be fit, strong and know about fitness and nutrition[/B]. He must live in this area or come here a couple times a month at least. Another words i am looking for a complete sadist. Not scared of inflicting pain if necessary. Please again no nice guys. As far as flogging or any kind of pain punishment it cant cause permanent damage. Nothing broken. Up to that point i will agree to extremely sever punishment. Please I do need help.
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