I am always fantasizing about worshipping a beautiful cock. I also love to fantasize about women and have for a number of years. I have a breast fetish and realize that I'm obsessed with breasts, so I may as well admit it. I've always thought about BDSM but didn't always have a partner who understood this. I've fantasized about women ever since I can remember. I know I need to explore this too. I had one experience with a woman a long time ago. It was actually a couple I played with. I want more experiences,though. I have always dated men. I adore dominant men. Can't think of anything sexier than a man who will tell me what to do. I'm somewhat new to all of this (not completely) and need a loving hand to learn about D/s at my own pace. It's IMPORTANT that I am safe,protected,and feel taken care of,otherwise I will not enjoy my journey learning. Does anyone understand this?? I am naturally submissive and I want to feel safe and be cherished. I'm intelligent,attractive,of mixed ethnicity(Spanish and asian)exotic looking and think about submission all the time! Who can I explore with?? Where are you?? I'm interested in messaging,phone play,and more if we both decide so. Sending me countless messages and pressuring ME to MEET YOU only scares the hell out of me. There is no need to do that when I want to submit to you. Also, *DO NOT SEND ME ANGRY MESSAGES* because you had 10 bad experiences. What does that have to do with me? I am looking for something as well, I don't know you and if you have issues with controlling your anger..then you might need to look for counseling to deal with that. Alt is not the place to get help. And PLEASE DON'T CONTACT ME IF YOUR EX IS STILL IN YOUR LIFE!!!! I WILL NOT BE PUT IN HARMS WAY BECAUSE OF YOUR DUMB ASS!! I have a good life. If you can't protect me, then you need to GO! I am intelligent and articulate, loyal and want honesty and respect. That is what I give you. I am not shy, I do speak my mind and am not looking to be controlled 24/7. I am looking to get to known someone to explore with and to guide me. I'd like to find someone close in age or slightly older than myself who understands my needs and is willing to explore with me. I prefer someone with experience (it doesn't have to be alot of years) but someone confident and willing to teach me. My panties are wet thinking about the possibilities....
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My Ideal Person:
Someone who is a gentleman,kind,respectful,protective. Cares about my feelings and needs just the same. No bullies or anyone insensitive. You should be alive. No cold disconnected types with a dead soul. I'm somewhat of an empath and a very sensitive deep person. I enjoy a man who is Dominant in the bedroom ONLY. I believe we could have a very special bond (or at least that's how I imagine it) because of respect,trust and a mutual adoration. I want to feel safe in a man's arms, not fear. I want to worship your beautiful cock and lose myself in your voice as I will do what I'm told. Don't hesitate to send a message. I have a very healthy sexual appetite and would like to find someone who I can connect with I'm open to talking and meeting those in the lifestyle to learn from.
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