I am an excutive at a manufacturing company by day. It requires decisivness and confidence and leadership. I have been exploring this lifestyle for the past few years. Throughout this time of discovery, I have learned many things about myself.
I have learned: That the biggest sex organ is between your ears. The mind is powerful and erotic.
I thought in the beginning that BDSM was about the endorphins released in combining pain with pleasure. However, I have found that I desire is to submit sexually, to be controlled. Such a dichotomy to my professional life.
I have been in a relationship for 14+ years and he has been open to exploring and feeding my needs. However, He currently lacks the dominance and creativity to bring me to the next level in my development.
While I love to be tied up and helpless, "Forced" to take a spanking, anal play, or nipple torture. I want to expand my training.
I want to learn how to transition into "subspace" quickly and efforlessly regardless of whether we are in the bedroom or in public.
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for to meet people on this site with similar cravings. Someone patient with my boundires but pushes me to stretch them and try new things. Someone to bring me to the brink may times over and punish me for being the naughty slut that I am and then finally make me cum.
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