I'm realtiviely new to all of this, only having been in the lifestyle a little over two years. But after meeting a few DOM's, I've come to realize that I need a MASTER that is a "sensual sadist." I like a little pain mixed with pleasure, in fact I NEED a little pain. I also want to find a MASTER that I can communicate freely with. Communication is the key to everything else. Without communication you can not have honesty, which is needed to build trust. I want to be able to trust my life to my MASTER. I need that trust to completely give of myself, mind and body, to HIM to do with as HE sees fit. I want to feel cherished, protected, and loved by my MASTER. I want HIM to be able to take me places I've never even dreamed of. Someone, who will probe the darkest corners of my mind. And I want HIM to have a very imaginative and kinky mind. I know he's out there somewhere. But it's been a very elusive search so far. I so yearn to give of myself completely to the right MASTER. I'm also not opposed to becoming the cherished member of a loving BDSM family. But even being the member of a "family" I would still expect my MASTER to have some "private time" just for me. I need that to form a bond with HIM that is unyielding. I need someone who has time for me. I need used a lot!
Until I find my one, I'm open to interesting play.
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