Rather then an update I decided to rewrite the entire profile.
I am a Dominant with over 20 years of experience in the lifestyle. I was fortunate to have a willing partner to explore with when I was young and blessed with having found a mentor to help guide me along the way when I first started. While it was the physical element that first drew me in, it didn't take long to realize what I craved was the control...the complete control of another person. Controlling them not physically, that was just an element, but controlling them mentally as well until when they knew they had the choice they did not what they wanted but what I desired. The rush that I felt the first time I acheieved that result still fills me today.
I am here, and reposting because my situation has changed. Yes, I am married to a submissive, but due to a series of medical issues now with some complications she can no longer provide me with all I need. I am a man who knows exactly what he wants, how he wants it and have no qualms about doing what is necessary to ensure it is done to my standards. It is a part of who I am, and a void I must fill to be whole again. I am not looking to replace my wife but to fill a void in my life, to regain the part of me that completes me and makes me whole. Yes, my wife knows, do I flaunt it in her face - no. She is submissive by her nature and it pains her to know she can not give me what I need, but she also realizes it is what I need to do to be whole again.
So my search begins for a woman who understands the situation, and who yearns to be made into a complete slave, doing as she is told, when she is told, how she is told all the while feeling she is in the safest place on earth when she is with me no matter what she is doing. My search begins for a woman who understands some day the word no, will no longer be part of her vocabulary. Is that you?
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a woman who yearns to serve, who wants to explore her slave tendencies, to be pushed to do the mundane or the exotic with twists that can't be expected. I am looking for a woman who years to feel the security of being owned, the type of ownership that goes beyond words and can best be expressed with just a glance. New to the lifestyle or experienced, doesn't matter it is more about attitude then ability, willingness and intelligence are far more important skills to me.
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