Many thoughts are running through my head at this moment. I have myself been a sub/slave for a number of years and there is not much I have not experienced for myself. I know the feel of the whip on my back...the torture of the clamps, the feel of having something shoved into an orifice that is not prepared for it...I know the pleasure that I have received from the clinking of the chains and swaddling of the rope as they have caressed my body and the absolute joy from being patted and told what a good job I have done.
Submission in not only a physical state but a mental and emotional letting go to surrendering yourself to another. I find comfort and joy in pleasing my Master and I receive my greatest pleasure when I have pleased him and the greatest pain when I have disappointed the one that I have vowed to serve.
I place no limits on myself or my Master..how can I surrender myself completely to him but at the same time tell him what I will and won't do. I will suffer the pain if it pleases him...I will receive pleasure if it pleases him...my one and only goal is to please him in what ever fashion that takes.
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My Ideal Person:
In my heart of hearts I am sub/slave but have found that most quality Dom's find one thing lacking in me..that I am not weak enough for there taste...it is not that I wont serve them in any manner they desire because when I have surrendered my will... I have no limits. The problem is most Dom's seem to want a sub/slave that is needy and in my professional and even personal life I am not a needy person. I am able to take care of myself and I don't fall apart at the first crisis. I do not come to tears easily and even I have to admit that I have to much pride for my own good...but there is a deep need in me to serve.
I would be willing to consider 24/7 for the right individual. Thank you for your patience and attention to my profile.
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