Very sad and always crying
Started relationship with dom boyfriend several years ago. Was my first ever bdsm relationship and was scared at first--it's been a longtime interest of his but nothing I've ever considered. The intensity really pulled us together--we had so much fun shopping for equipment and clothes/shoes, watching movies, and looking forward to bdsm alone time, often on vacation. I've never felt so special to someone in my life.
About a year ago, he slammed the door shut on this part of our relationship and won't talk about it. We're together all the time so don't think he's cheating but I'm so sad and hurt and frustrated don't understand what happened.
It's sadder when we're together and he doesn't understand at all. We used to talk about it all the time and now the subject is completely taboo. I cry myself to sleep a lot of the time and he doesn't care. No more bdsm time, I don't even know where all our equipment is anymore. It's not even so much that this aspect of our lives is gone, it's that we can't even talk about it and I haven't been given a reason why.
Why would he lost interest in me in this way? Have I failed him? I'd appreciate any input about why something like this would happen.
This is the original profile he wrote...
I am a submissive bisexual woman looking for an encounter with a strict and experienced male or female dominant to push my limits and take me into areas I haven't experienced.
I am eager to be trained and to perform on webcam as well as in person. I love to be told what to do and how to give pleasure.
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My Ideal Person:
I would like to meet a dominant of either sex for discipline and training. I am particularly interested in a Domme. Dominants from out of the area can contact me if they are interested in training me by webcam. I also love being on display in photos here. If you like my profile I'm glad to get mail with your thoughts and suggestions for my training - don't be shy, the more explicit the better! Send a network invitation if you would like to see my photo albums. I'd love to hear your thoughts on my pictures and ideas for new photo sessions.
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